Saturday, 28 June 2025

bully boulevard page 4 the Levison Enquiry

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Millicents mother removed Samsons engagement ring from Annes chest of drawers . it wasnt there after theyd gone . Anne is looking around wondering what they will take next time . 

 Trevor messed with her music thread posting Streets of Fire Sorcerer instead of what Anna had posted . Which has spoiled the song for her . One of her favourite songs Sorcerer , especially on Streets of Fire


She and Mike would pull each others hair . She was dragged by her hair paraded through the streets of Islington , past the kebab owners that she called out to for help . Im very ill she cried while they just looked on . The indignity and humiliation . And all because her parent took her own life


And now Chops has teamed up with Agatha to threaten Anne with Samsons violent friend Pirate . Another day at the office ...

bitcoin was the last straw that broke the camel's back she took a running leap , there was horse meat , n there was venison
not to mention the beef 
n thats describing who her orgasms were about at the time. 
she has framed pictures to remember them by 
 
next day it would be all over the papers with people speculating over which type of meat it was . And if it would serve their purposes  

he said the paint was peeling off the walls

100% horse meat they said , the pastie tax
and thats what Levison was really all about

when you're a woman on your own , they're tapping into a dead girl's phone 
 
that desperate to see some sex , as if there isnt enough of it about . Something sincere 

drunk on the moon , make the clock go backwards
just like smack does she  took drugs
to stop the march of time but never smack 
she just imagined that 

they say smack is like the womb and she has been there 

she warbled like an alien chile 
the loud heartbeat inside the womb rocking the sea

her  head feels
 like a trampoline 
with the notes bouncing
 on it slowly like a skin ... and 
suddenly weightless flo
ating in slow
motion ...
and
 then she seems to turn into an amplifier like a echo chamber

an 
the river of love flows on through the light storm


one
 of those car crash things
 you know where you are thrown out
 of your seat n the floor kicks you into the windscreen

maybe a jelly orgasm or a coma orgasm , a hallucinogenic one 

sometimes you just sort of hang there
 like as if you are just turned into spirit
 and gas just floating with your arms like of wobbling in the air
music dripping down the walls










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living in a gold fish bowl , i  will be saying what is going on for me ! its all i have  

i think my rels find it sexually immoral for me to post my sexual thoughts online. But what am i supposed to do with them ? 

there are micro drones reading my drafts ! 

 i think sexually immoral would be for me to actually have a meat face with Tom Dick or Harry 

Thursday, 26 June 2025

bully boulevard page 3 screaming in agony

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 the police said they broke in because Anne had left a window open 
so why did they kick the door in ? she came home to find a note from them inside her living room 
 
two fiery fireballs smashed into each other  , he even told her he was bad news  , he said she was too easy 
 
and a tease  
 
acid and mushroom trips were like being a kid again  , did it throw you off the couch ?  
 
which way up is this planet ?  

we are gonna sit on that wall n take the next bus to the viaduct ...
someone will attack you and he's just an actor ... n Chucky loves this Hitchock stuff

the juggs is of course near to Agathas part of the woods
a half way house , a haunted loony bin

fighting with drunk men , gamblers, drug addicts

shes certainly had her fair share of drunk men around
dragging them across the floor bleeding , going to A & E after midnight on a Saturday , it was like a party in there with everyone showing off their injuries

one of them jumped in the river so she had to go in too

another one tried to kill himself in her living room , gave himself a brain injury , he just wanted to know that someone effin meant it

and there she was kissing strangers on Westminster bridge , one of them led her to a park , she was lucky , she just cracked up laughing

the glory of total freedom , roaming around the streets screaming
she could do whatever she wanted , she had no fear

she took a running leap

her tongue hanging out feel vey zick ,rolling you over onto the stretcher
held in the love of strangers , a blanket of bliss
screaming in agony

two songs were playing in her head ... concussion strapped in tight
the vehicle rattling away into the night like that gypsy van at 5 years old
a tunnel to nowhere her legs tightly strapped together

the searing pain in her hip when they try lift her

the door is slammed shut ... shes in a high security unit
surrounded by people who have just tried to kill themselves.

her bags and pockets are searched for medications, and implements,
which are not allowed on the wards ...

one lady tried to strangle herself with a tourniquet


Saturday, 21 June 2025

bully boulevard page 2 football

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional


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another time, Charlotte and Anne went clubbing when she was about 40 and they had to walk to a bus stop in the middle of the night . And they were actually followed by two very enormous men who were practically kicking our heels . Anne looked at charlotte and she was completely devoid of fear , in a way that was really worrying

 fortunatley they were already near the bus stop and there were people waiting there and a light on 

at which point the two men disappeared  . Anna had been taught self defence by the american military 

 

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Tasha prefers hockey to football. Whacking the other girls with a hockey stick more her style  . i wonder what she thinks about while shes doing it , the woman she just abused ?

what sort of evil monster uses a vulnerable person to pass on her messages of hate 



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anyway back to the football , shes done rock stars , actors , politicians . they write articles for her . how does she know she know she doesnt know ! she just does know when its meant for her . Suddenly shes desperate to do it , and she does a few things to enhance the mood and off she goes . where she ends up landing is usually a reflection of what is happening in the world 

although she doesnt know that until afterwards when shes landed and sobered up 

recently she finds theres some foreplay , then shes ending with a good fucking

 not sure why , maybe she started to enjoy the g spot more than the c spot

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bully boulevard page 1 standing up to boyz

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional

 

from 2019 ,

Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard 

what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with

so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?

sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on

cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag

there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped

so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly 



n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way 

n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee 

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy 

standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure 

n we're already hypnotised  
 
open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom
 

expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX 
 
n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life

he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly

 

Monday, 16 June 2025

Bully Boulevard notes

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional

 

 

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apparently im also shabby and low key according to online pidegeoners , one of whom is a celeb . shes hoping that will give her an orgasm 


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n yeah maybe ill not accept an assisted death . And certainly they cant have power of attorny ! 


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