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Saturday, 13 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 2 The Sex Addicts Meeting

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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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Alternative you bet

He said hed teach these alternative women a lesson . N he's fit .

Uses his arms alot with weights . N the music spoke

Of three reasons to hope . Ended with a good hammering in 20 minutes

Subversive , illicit

Trevor is contacting Annas neighbours to paint her as a ' scarlet woman '

He also watches her masturbate using micro drones and says these things when its not about him

one of her friends gave her a little gilt edged mirror . To guard against the guilting and shaming that she is being subjected to for expressing herself sexually . Apparenlty we are still living in Victorian times

Anna visited a sex addicts meetiing . it was in quite a scary place . She did not go there to shame herself or to say that sex is bad but to turn herself inside out and explore the other side of things . In freedom away from shaming eyes . The location reminded her of her trips to The Juggs when she was ' unwell ' where she masturbated in a wood . OMG !

she felt pretty small and scared walking up that dark path

someone tried to ' give her the 13th step ' which is when you try to chat someone up in a 12 step meeting . Step 14 is going there to sell something . And shes invented a step 15 where youve gone there to promote another cause

the wind blew her off her feet . Shed gone to ask Buds drug dealer to leave him alone . And he threatened her . So she said shed put him on the warning site ' notthisguy .com ' upon which he threatened her with a deep fake . Next thing she knows they are in the kitchen smoking a spliff with some officers

the three big men at the sex addicts meeting did not touch her . Only when she got home she was abused online by the women

she sees a fluffy cloud floating away with pink edges . The sunshine is decorating the clouds. The float slowly upwards like sheep

looking the other way is a charred hillside like wiry hair

if youve breathed the same air as someone they have in a sense touched you

these days Anna finds it difficult to get a regular tampon in if you must know

There was a prolonged bucking . I did it for you . The last stretch was a bucking

For quite a long time . N now a dizzy spell

We were tuned in . There was dick foreplay .Caught red handed

The Trauma Bond notes 131225

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

Thursday, 4 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 1 Annas boyfriend

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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And in fact he can love like a woman . Feeling her tenderly , he came in through the window of her downstairs bedroom . As a teenager .
The neighbours were slamming doors . While she watched him with a bloke . Being punchy lifting weights . Running ahead she was . While he caught up with her and pinned her down

Ending with him shagging her gently until she orgasmed like a volcano

Anna doesnt want to ever have sex again . And then Agatha scores an own goal , calling Anna a block of ice , making her feel like sex with a man again . Agatha doesnt understand reverse psychology

Love has no rhyme or reason . She thanks Kal for the break . Some men can do womens jobs . He has nurtured her for a year and a half after she was abused by Fleur . He doesnt like her paintings and yet they have flourished within their relationship . He thinks she should write which maybe they will come to later on

Small world the internet ! you can bump into people you know from offline

Monet brush strokes look more tranquil than Degas . Degas worked from sketches made in the dance studios . Where he was known to handle the dancers . Whereas Monet painted en plein air . Degas brush strokes look more furtive . Monet has a quiet confidence . Some paintings have a tension about them which makes you wonder what else is going on there

with services cut to the bone , Anna is delivering mental health care to her carer as well as to other patients . She gets overloaded and needs to do more for herself

Some Like it Hot is a very influential film that has inspired many a man to invite his lover to inspire him . She is pure spirit . She really enjoys things . Incandescent

Anna lives in a place where there are alot of art and literature societies . And something dark and brooding going on beneath the surface , something sinister and historic

looking at a photo of her mother you can see the abuse and how it made her withdrawn

better than a strap on he was , feeling her with sensitivity and feeling , putting her in touch with her own sexuality . 23 minutes ending in a good pounding

a man she had wanted for a long time , unconsciously without really being aware . Kal arranged it for her

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, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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im reading the creative writing coursebook by Julia Bell

if youve breathed the same air as someone

they have in a way touched you

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a tall man does not necessarily have a big penis

and Anna has difficulty getting a regular tampon in

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step 13 is when someone goes to a 12 step meeting to chat someone up . step 14 is going there to sell something

and i made up step 15 is going there to promote a different cause

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that trip to the sex addicts meeting reminded me of pre hospital days when id go up to the Juggs on my own at night and sit in graveyards masturbating

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one of my friends gave me a little gilt edged mirror

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trevor is contacting my neighbours to paint me as a ' scarlet woman '

he also watches me masturbate using micro drones and says these things when its not about him

Wednesday, 19 November 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 16 inclusivity

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Size isnt always related to height . He confronted Lilly at a festival .

Said hes going to punish her . But no need , he had what she needed .
With throngs of trolls clamouring for it to stop . And putting up memes they wrestled and arrived at a monster earthquake

N the whole earth shakes

Lilly does not consent for Agatha to watch footage of her , regardless of ' whoops ' or ' sorry ' . She thinks Lillly is her pregnant wife !

mothers suicide left Anna vulnerable to manipulation especially with her lack of street skills . Could Agatha guilt trip her into bed ? She says things like its her turn for a cuddle . She thinks she ' deserves ' Lilly

Vanilla she says . Vanilla whats vanilla these days ? what is new ?

An abusive taxi driver calls her a naughty girl. The vibe was threatening rather than friendly

there have been arson threats from Agatha and Emerald . And Mike . Trevor cut her off from a support meeting . He said Lilly needs to go to AA ! fat chance of him looking at his own drinking . He shut down parts of the internet and threatened a dawn raid

write about sex ? well being in love is the best thing . Which has nothing to do with abusing other women . Is that what you think about when youre masturbating ? And then you say nothing about your orgasm . Was it about a man or a woman ? how did it feel ? what made it work ?

no chance of anyone winning your match if you say nothing about it ! As they say its about communication , words, gestures , vibes . Lillys best experiences with men who talk about what they want . And what they dont want . if you want to drive a woman wild in bed tell her what you dont want . Ask her what she wants , she'll be gobsmacked

thats where Lilly had the vaginal orgasms, not with the abusive men

and of course there needs to be plenty of non sex going on as well or you'd get bored . Your latent fire needs to build and sometimes interruptions are a blessing

Madness in the dark .They say they make the best lovers
They really feel a woman from the inside of her heating up and it's illicit
It's over the boundary .And theres no future
Despite the monster hammering

Couldnt see anything , alot of kissing went on

Theres alot of flavours beside vanilla , like pistachio

Lilly dies in a car crash

the end

next book notes 191125 The Trauma Bond

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Anna doesn't want to ever have sex again

Agatha wedged herself in there with" Anna is like a block of ice "

hoping they can melt into bed together !

and its men that keep pushing for sex is it Agatha ?

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love has no rhyme or reason

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Anna is now interested in sex , thanks Kal for the break

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Some women can do men's jobs and some men can do womens jobs

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Kal has nurtured Anna for a year and a half after she was abused by Fleur

He doesn't like her paintings and yet they have flourished while she's been with him . And she can see why he likes her writing

Hopefully she will move over to writing in the future

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writing exercise :

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Small world the internet . I bumped into someone i know from offline !

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Saturday, 8 November 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 15 firework bangers

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Trevor is making it difficult to do an art course he admitted Lilly to

there are extra phone updates to disturb her . Agatha apparently has been given footage of Lilly which she didnt consent to

Trevor said hes creating a false narrative about Anna to get her in trouble with the police

Agatha had a banger set off outside Lillys home

her external hard drive is behaving differently

The postman said ' nothing really matters '

Lilly phoned the samaritans to talk about her course work . Trevor is threatening to call an ambulance

she doesnt need one , shes got no way of harming herself

her fantasy started off with a gangster film that couldn't be ignored

and went back to Notting Hill and the guy round the corner
There were quite a few people there Including film producers .
She was fighting for her orgasm while bombs dropped

she was chased as a spy

Ended with a good monster pounding