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Wednesday, 5 March 2025

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a party in her , there may not be a God but there sure is such a thing as magic

she fantasised about a truck driver driving her somewhere off route
 broken  so Mick he came after the car in another car  and reminded her

that its not just in and out but also round and round with him

 and now shes very wrecked and dizzy

magic can be obtained fairly by giving compliments Is very difficult

she doesn't think she ever been ' on a proper date ' where you go to a restaurant and a movie ... she met people at bus stops and while doing other things
she was in rock star heaven she cant wait to hear him play guitar
exploding is like a trauma you need time to get over it bit of a head banger
shes concussed now she said she thinking about so and so
and he said to concentrate on what he is doing

a band called the Wild Party Cats it sticks out like a sore thumb bit of a nutcracker

its like getting mothers milk
magic is found in the depths of loneliness she thought about making a film with someone , she feel dizzy and sick now feels quite ill
there were a few cameos and she keeps being drawn back to this film she saw years ago on telly kind of a consensual thing

he said he'd do cabbage and she totally loved that idea
its where she started off thats not where it ended
she went right back to 30 years ago

shes getting the image of a bow and arrow if she pull back far enough
there is more chance that an arrow of love will fly from her heart

and all the priests turned around its art for arts sake
to paint is to speak another language , a scorpions tail gust
an aura of light while you give it a hammering

the pressure in her palpitating heart and chest
grimaces as the pain rips toward her head

gaslight city page 21 Ellies friends

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and these cryptic typos in peoples emails

can have real life consequences for Ellie

forcing her to deliver unpaid care to a friend or relative

as it creats a subliminal effect

and then theres the zombie apocalypse where someone like Troy is watching Ellie on surveillance , gets information about her route

and invites Agatha to follow her up the road

Agatha sneaks up on Ellie in the street and talks to the back of her head , putting her off guard . And causing her to ' open up ' about her future movements . Vid tried to warn her about it but Ellie had forgotten her phone

and theres Mr and Mrs Thin who have three thin children and eat like birds . Except that Mr Thin does really crave chocolate and when he visits his mums he throws open the cupboards looking for it . Sometimes they drop the word thin into their emails where it is out of context , reminding Ellie that she is a large girl who can take on psychopaths

Monday, 3 March 2025

gaslight city page 20 Ellies partner

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so she said to Vid we cant get married while youre doing women on web cams . and he says that she does alot of cyber sex

well but a web cam is like half way to real life its more concrete . n people say oh Vid he will lock you in , he will ghost you . but the thing is Vid is very attentive to every little thing , maybe he likes to control her but not really hes just really caring

althoug she doesnt know what to do about the web cams it seems wrong but what can you do that isnt contrlling him back

n shes thinking about where can she get some porn herself actually

n shes off the beaten track

N yeah we'd maybe ' open up ' the relationship.

N Bill seems to be buying prescription drugs on the black market after the stupid doctors cut his scrip

letmebknow when youbdecide what to do , says Janet

typo she says

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Friday, 28 February 2025

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that hurt before she even got started and its great when he has another guy with him she really felt him this time best anger therapy
especially outdoors kind of rough and smooth at the same time
a summery haze soothes my pain , Pretty legless after all that

like a sea monster came up from the deep

n shes huffing like a steam train Alpha waves the spasms attack us
and she saw a birds eye view two people convulsing it looks amazing
and she thought of something warped at the end that sjhe saw on tv
to do with a camera girl, a different one
she had a ball, the time of her life shes still a little bit enchanted with danger

like theyre wrestling sweaty post banging stuff to the sound of molten guitar so in tune with me delightfully self referential in the emotion rather than on it , gory

Mick is sun drunk

caught in a heterosexual act

Hallucinating positive things . she remembers walking into the kitchen
and all the pots and pans seemed to come alive making music

n this is not about babies its about him n whats warped
is watching them getting charged with electricity so that they bounce off

they took it slowly because it was so painful this shocking energy running up the spine bit of an ego crusher n she steamrollered
she feels like a groupie in tatty lace n its difficult to imagine how something so powerful would work in real life

she flirted with a flower

try doing foreplay with your dick

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Ellie has friends with mental illnesses for whom she has written medical reports and welfare letters . Shes hugged a serial killer , shes got people off the streets. You need someone looking out for you

people think well Ellie is a big girl she can handle drug dealers . She has friends who self harm. And worries they will hurt themselves when she hasnt contacted them enough . Which leaves little space for Ellies feelings

she didnt want responsiblity for her brother Bill , but she may as well make a good job of it, handling him with love and speaking of his trauma . While he screams mysogynistic insults at her , calling her ' a cunt ' and telling her to jump off the roof

' you dont understand i found mum DEAD '

' i do understand '

' no you DONT '

Ellie invites Agatha for a coffee but she doesnt return the call. Gail says to phone her again but Ellie feels there should be some reciprocating . Gail says ' oh no Agatha is really kind and gentle '

Ellie didnt say Agatha wasnt kind and gentle , she was waiting for a response , an indication that Agatha wanted to meet Ellie . Does Gail see Agatha ? they go way back

and Agatha posts threats online like arson and phone theft. Shes part of an organisation

Ellie has a boyfriend who is a magician she has never met called Vid. Hes very good to her and helps her promote her work . And has sex like a god . With sexual empathy you can feel each others sexual feelings . Vid wanted to marry her and she said not while youre watching women on web cams

Thursday, 27 February 2025

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shes picking fights with people and needsto release it shes been carrying it for days unable to find the time
it builds like thunder on a hot day like a boa constrictor like an electric eel , tasered Panting like a lunatic , Excruciating, Snorting

this is what they mean by nasty they can feel each others pain
at the same time , and its just too much ,shes been avoiding it
and getting annoyed with people

his ex tells her to slow down ! she is making love to his poetry
a quick one he said to finish you off even if it kills you we'll stand up ,
about 5 minutes done for now, a real stinger

that next one could take her leg off itll have to wait !

Mick uses pressure he said this tension will kill us
and so will its release guess theyre doomed
no wonder shes so crippled its true she at deaths door

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n all her life shes been jeered at

there was a time she and Mick were fooling around at Leicester Square in the evening

a crowd formed a circle around them and everyone was laughing

what are they laughing at ? she said . And Mick said theyre laughing at you ! she cant imagine what was funny about her

n recently they are calling her a lesbian . Well shes not a lesbian althoug she has overcome her fear of it which is some achievement . why are they so discriminatory and shallow as to mock lesbians ? And Agatha was their main proponent ? she said all men were rapists . has Agatha overcome her fear of men ? Now shes making fun of lesbians is she a bit vanilla ?

and how will older people die if we dont abuse them ? says the sprite

n Ellie has never been sexually abused so much as these two woman have abused her , not all the men shes known , and because its online its difficult to explain

and Ellie is expected to befriend Agatha in real life too