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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 the cyber rape lead to a Stockholm episode , while theres constant haranguing on the phone and texts from Trevor's Emerald , she of the banana broadband texts , this time Anna didnt respond to them 

so Emerald sought to find a chink in the wall , sending pidgeons via Millie and Kal warned that this would go on all night .  it resulted in a Stockholm related sex episode 

and the next day there was Chucky on a 12 step meeting , he'd come in specially to threaten Anna with arson. And youve all heard of online threats , well they really do happen 

and Kal is patient, kind, and so clever about it 

One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy , rather than the allegories that they are

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself . You had to be seen as virtuous in order to be allowed to paint

and then she was redeemed 

The bowling green was where she chose . Its a metaphor for larging it , ended with a poundng and a monstering . Remembering what she wrote online inspired her 

a woman talking about sex , hearing this incredible music

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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icy emerald is  harrassing me with nuisance phone calls , she is not welcome to watch me

carriers of the doom page 5 cyber rape

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . She tried to end a contract recently and they sent her an email which wouldnt print !

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach her and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into her life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way

She marvels at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk her in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook her into an agreement 

people go ' oops ' and make heart signs to ease their conscience , which is not accepted 

Agatha and Trevor have issued a rape threat against Anna online Looks like the rape threat has succeeded in shutting her up

Agatha reiterated the rape threat via Millie . Shes threatening Anna with a revolting local bogeyman called Adam

a cyber rape, making Agatha herself a rapist 

meanwhile she enjoyed a gangster fantasy that Dev arranged , involving ' string work' which she particularly appreciated and leaves that to your imagination , well there are strings connecting the erogenous zones enough to say , men of colour are good at , and lead to a good hammering and a monster orgasm

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Emerald is harassing me today , getting Millie to post spam for her , nuisance phone calls and blog theft 

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Chucky threatened me with arson in an alanon meeting

Dev is patient and kind but so clever 

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One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy 

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Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

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Trevor says my writing is too sexual for a woman and he can get me into trouble for it

Carriers of the Doom page 4 making art

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 Anna likes doing portraits of people she knows, its like getting to know them better and possibly doing some healing work . She draws on influences from expressionism , impressionism and surrealism , bit of fauve too . Shes inspired by first world war artists like Mark Gertler and Paul Nash 

she dreamed she had lost something when she left the mental health day centre. Shed lost two violins in the dream. She left because a minor celebrity came to give a mindfulness workshop and asked them to concentrate on their genitals . This ruined the friendships she had there 

sometimes painting is like acting where you try to ' get in character ' and even finds herself making the same face as the subject . With portraits its helpful to have light coming from one side of the face 

when you see what you look like does it make your eyes shrink ? 

meanwhile Trevor is doing his zerzetzung thing like in The Firm . Remotely tampering with Annas router , contacting people shes working with , getting services from , threats of violence online , using the neighbours to percuss about other peoples sex lives . threats of sectioning and ECT , Basically sanctioning her for not being his 

and listening in on her thearpy sessions on zoom . Where she explores the derelict wasteland left by her mothers suicide . And her attempts at 17 to deny her feelings about it . Where she lived in a hedonistic environment at Dads with academia to distract her , fun , parties . The raw courage inspired by wanting to die , self destructive behaviour

shes planning a painting about the wasteland inspired by Salvador Dali and Paul Nash , featuring an ' ampu tea pot ' 

the guilt and shame of the suicide makes her gullible and this is how she ended up in the underworld trying to care for people with serious mental illnesses 

meanwhile shes had fun with more sexual fantasies inspired by articles in the newspapers , gangster films, where she appreciated ' the string work ' . Well ill leave you to work out what that means . Men of colour seem to be good at it . While the neighbours percuss , dogs barking on both sides , friends who are after her hide , everybody clamouring trying to stop her getting her orgasm , a race to the finish , younger women wanting a piggy back 

straight sex is like being fucked by a motorbike . Sometimes two men. Getting into her teenage bedroom . The hazy sound of traffic echoing off the sky in the hot atmosphere  , snapping , monsterized

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

280825 

the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . I tried to end a contract recently and they sent me an email which wouldnt print ! 

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach me and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into my life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way 

i marvel at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk me in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook me into an agreement 

self destructive behaviour  

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speaking to my late fathers wife about some practical concerns , we both said how we miss him . between us we reconstructed him and guessed at what he would have said 

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Agatha and Trevor have  issued a rape threat against me online

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Looks like the rape threat has succeeded in shutting me up

Agatha reiterated the rape threat via Millie . Shes threatening me with a revolting local bogeyman called Adam 

In the hope I'll become a lesbian 

a cyber rape, making Agatha herself a rapist

Carriers of the Doom page 2 a treatment centre

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 180825 

most people dont believe in God . But they do believe in magic . because there are things that feel magical ,  that defy explanation , that are a mystery ,

 And like Mabel , Lilly is some sort of world leader. in the sense that everybody is , just that they are aware of it . Maybel is in Hunnies gang

hey yeah like trying to get her voice man ... she just had to struggle to get heard and that was in rehab ....
sheesh if you can't get heard in rehab ... 

and speaking of rehab , Lilly has been rejected at alcoholic meetings ! many times over they have told her she doesnt belong there . Which is odd really . The requirement for membership is that your drinking worries you

the mindless thud

the sting of a soul ... hey i aint got long you know .... they said
im gonna fry ... fry fry yeah fry fry fry baby fry fry fry ...
aint no use cryin when
you're gonna fry ...

you know and the hair is all buzzy ... fizzzzzzzy

like rolling around in a hive of bees more bush tucker kisses more
sores and horrors ...


she was fried when she was put in hospital for blowing the whistle on the internet thefts , Even the doctors said yes that does happen . But it was voted that she would be forced into treatment . She knew too much , like her fireman friend

even then she tried to keep fizzing , under all these medications she continued to have a sex life and go paragliding for kicks

she forgot about Kal during that time, thinking it a fantasy that she couldnt possibly be worthy of

in a sense she was kidnapped


she focused her love on someone else

like your lying there and the room is bouncing up and down ...

the mindless thud of a hungry bear paw ...

music is sounding really warped today ... the thicker strings in my piano
being pulled back like archery bows

in an orgasm coma

like all the nerves are lit up like fibre optics

how the sound of your name would thrill me echoing in  the shadow

dangerous ...

that was it ...
frightening like the
first one ... ripping its way up the spine ...