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word jam collection 2

 Word jam collection 2

open your mouth
before you open your legs

we struggle with this ourselves
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom

for God's sake
she threw herself under a horse ...

the audacity of it
who does she think she is !

can you touch your toes ?
take a pen out of your pocket ?

n verbal abuse from my relative
n im dozy, like a buzzy bee
his pain is contagious

emotional prostitution if you will  

after paying for broadband
i can't afford to use the phone
hence why I'm here

i got my head in the clouds
n i can't concentrate
in a permanent state of shock

under the glass floor

260119

so where were we ?
i knew because
people were uploading my drafts
just seconds before me


expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell  

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if  A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX

rap song : surveillance

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am i the temptress
is it my fault ?

i got skinny bitches
takin a pop at me

they are so hungry
they just want some chocolate

they positioned the satellite
so they could see into my bedroom
n with infra red

did they hear me doing that
through the microphone  

n you would not believe
who was watching

or am just nuts

I have no shame

ten years being called an English bastard

whacked round the head

n to top it all
i met Trevor
in the mental health day care centre !

then if there is no response
they delete the piece they want
and make it theirs

she said it was public domain
and she needed to find out
if anyone was owning it

you get about one nights notice  

why did the police kick the door in
if there was a window open ?

k so apparently
i have paranoid schizophrenia
which is a bit weird
considering how much i know about you

raw scratchy grit
dirty finger prints

up here
with the best of them ... high
five they skipped on
the stars ...
no safety
net appearing

acid and mushroom trips
were like being a kid again

the perfect crime
did it cause you to become injured ?

did it throw you off the couch ?
did you feel broken, snapped
like that could kill
too much for your organs

and tripping afterwards
people have died from this
mystics have
or gone insane

which way up is this planet ?

he took a film of his childhood sweetheart in bed
and showed it
to the woman he wanted to marry

which would lead to the firebreath

the satellite dishes
could see me in my room
and my online lovers
were invited to watch

with their partners in tow ...

make the clock go backwards
just like smack does
i took drugs
to stop the march of time

word jam collection 1

 Word jam collection

Water tastes like wine if your really thirsty
but Rabbit the kitten had wild night time hunting eyes
Ive been love bombed again
check out the atmosphere of that constellation
its enough to baffle Confuscius
if Picasso were alive today
he would probably paint a drug addict
empaths are not always kind
there are dark empaths and those with a dark side
at the extreme
with trembling hands
and trembling heart
i offer up my soul
the music sounds visceral
like the paper peeling off the walls
little tiny antar movements
micro jerks, little bucks
stuck in a groove , this record never tires

n i wasnt made in Chelsea

a blissful devastation
fluffy plumes of pink light
like fairy lights in the window
the world is a meaningless facade
that hides the true meaning of meaning
 
like thrill seeking rides and paragliding
the terror of the booster ride
or paragliding into the sunset on a deathwish
 
dont waste your suicide
riding close to death
death is so close to life
a fuschia is a very sexual flower
i just recently painted one
idling away the afternoon like a loser
 
the light started at the root and went up to the crown
a space ship full of aliens spitting stars
amoeba and light producing enzymes
fireflies a ring of light expands and bursts like the first life form
n the light explodes from my head
i had a flashback to Notting Hill Carnival
a guy put his arms round me and offered to take me back to his
to take things slowly
i didnt go, but decades later this decides to come up
and turn me on

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the moon 
had luminous purple edges 
i stared at it so long

id like to be able to read it
like yous ... so who's Pistorius ha cus i seens 
nurses like holding down a patients arm 
he just wanted to get me a crystal 
ball thats all a gifts from his 
collection before he died
a lonely death in the 
nuthouse

an ill give you shit ... 

My body jerks out of the coffin like a jack in the box , head hanging off a spring 

 

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