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Monday, 9 February 2026

The Trauma Bond page 8 Annas mother

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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Anna helped her brother Bud recover from a drugs overdose and kidney failure , encouraged his writing talents , advocated for his accommodation and now hes stalking her on the internet

she feels since her Dad died she's first in line for all the blame

Bud has been fat shaming her and calling her an old bag and stuff . Theyre actually the same age , hes just not grown emotionally since he was a teenager

Anna carries a small backpack containing toothpaste , nail scissors, a pocket mirror , masks , spare underwear , a pen knife, notebook and pens and a key to the disabled toilets . Dad said she was always on the run as though she doesnt really trust anyone and is ready to defend herself

Trevor allows Emerald to run rampant in Annas email groups . Shes his hedge fund

for if he fails to get Anna back . Neither of them has any respect for process .

Why would Anna go back to him with all that going on . And when she has this amazing beta male in Kal whos all you could wish for , hes both strong and gentle and gets straight to the point. You can be authentic with him and not have to play games all the time . Unless youre in the mood for playing games . there is plenty of difference between him and Anna to keep things sharp between them . They come from different worlds

Anna is studying painting. she just discovered ' limited palette ' , where you use just 5 base colours and any other colours you want must be made by mixing the five . It really helps the colours to look like they are related to each other . then there are diffuse reflections where the colour of one object is reflected in the next object . Shes good at painting bottles and the oil really looks oily . And works colour into the shadows like the expressionists

Annas mother was called Crystal . She advised Anna to keep her virginity for her marriage , feeling she had got that wrong herself . She said a lady down the road called Penny used to excuse herself to the bathroom when she was tempted

she said Dads parents were ' culture vultures ' . She didnt drink much and rarely smoked , preferring savoury food . Apparently there was a menage a trois which might have resulted in Annas brother . Thinking about it is making Anna scratch her nose . Crystal said that Marylin Monroe killed herself because she wanted to be rememberd as a beautiful young woman

Crystals mother Gloria said that you dont always desire your husband and a young Anna wondered what she was getting at . And someone pulled 15 year old Annas duvet off during the night . Anna was naked apart from a pair of red pants

Crystal and Annas father Lance looked like film stars . Anna was a good little girl who went off the rails as soon as she left home . Crystal would have enjoyed Mock the Week partly because she felt she was partly Irish , that Gloria had an affair during the war with an Irish American soldier . Gloria was a tempestuous passionate woman unlike her husband . Crystal would enjoy seeing new comedians cutting their teeth on the programme

Crystal was like a stormy grey sky before it rains , full of electric tension , like a gentle deer and a hollyhock flower in the 1960s . She made 18 suicide attempts before she succeeded

hasnt stopped Anna being into men. Even if they're not her type , they sure might know how to do it with very little words

Shes noticed recently you cant see any man on man action in the media although there are plenty of girls kissing . Anna felt a bit daunted to compete with man on man action , imagining they have very powerful orgasms . But she did try , exploring her bisexual side , she came around to a good pounding which burned while she bucked

The Trauma Bond notes 090226

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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People are like oh I wish I could paint i wish I could write music

Difficult to get started on those . But everybody can write ...

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Agatha and Trevor have worked hard on some zerzetzung , fabricating a report which says i pose a danger to my carers and that I tipped a bed pan over a nurse in hospital. I most certainly did not and have never heard these things

I've got to meet Agatha for coffee next week. I don't enjoy seeing her but somebody has to

Friday, 30 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 7 whos jam tart is it ?

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Kal is a lovely man who cares about every little detail including Anna's enjoyment of sex

There's a writing exercise where you write your life story in 5 minutes
Anna saw her life flashing before her eyes

Agatha issued a rape threat and a threat towards Annas family members . She thinks Anna had a cheek to say she doesnt want them to be partners . She thinks she never gave any indication of that . And says she has a male best friend , one of her exes . She feels she just tries to help and doesnt know why she keeps getting treated badly by people

she feels that Trevor drove a wedge between the two of them and that she went on in turn to drive another wedge between Anna and Trevor .

she feels her sexual orientation is none of Annas business

when Anna was at nursery school she reached for a jam tart on the table and another girl said ' actually i was going to have that ' . Anna belived her and let her have the tart

Annas family had rattled away from Bognor in a removal van , they looked like film stars arriving in London in the rain feeling like travellers . Dad worked as a journalist and sometimes in cafes . Mum was a beauty with a 1960s charm like Marianne Faithful . She'd been happy in Bognor and now back in London heartbreak awaited her ...

Mum felt the neighbours were watching them so hung up sheets at the windows . She called her children little winks and tucked them up in white and pastel striped flanellette sheets

Trevor interfered with the drains at the church art class and communications from the doctor . Hoping Anna will want him . Shes tried going back to him a few times and he always heads straight for Emerald . He gets neighbours to slam doors to wake Anna up

so she flew where the wind blew her . And she growled . Total freedom was hers , ending with a battering ram after 14 minutes . Bit of an action film with the car chase

The Trauma Bond notes 300126

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Emerald has embedded herself in my online email groups

Apparently this afforded her 18 orgasms in a year !

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i helped Bud recover from a drugs overdose and kidney failure , encouraged his writing talents , advocated for his accommodation and now hes stalking me on the internet

i think since Dad died im first in line for all the blame for his life

Bud has been fat shaming me and calling me an old bag and stuff . Were actually the same age hes just not grown emotionally since he was a teenager

i dont really want to see him, its just a family obligation

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Trevor allows emerald to run rampant like a weed in my email groups . Shes his hedge fund

Neither has any respect for therapeutic processes

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Anna's mother is called Crystal

Saturday, 17 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 6 her teenage years

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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24 minutes, the ship sunk again. Amidst wakening sexuality . They held that off until they filmed it .N the black guy round the corner involved
Ended with a good pounding . There was a colourful cluster episode
In which Kal prevailed . In spite of female contributions
Which were tempting . A real monstering

hes persisting shes so excited , smouldering .There was a prolonged bucking . she did it for you

Agatha threatened a face attack

can Kal touch Anna through the web ? though no molecules meet , the energies and frequencies do . the vibes can go the distance and cause molecular alterations on the earth plane . if he wants to move her he flirts with someone else and she is touched

this ancient energy comes from the stars remembering medieval times , and further back , Roman times , pre anno domini

back on earth , housing insecurity feels like a hole in the stomach . Anna dies of a heart attack using her vibrator

Dad - youd have been good for my daughter Charly . she was too serious.

Millicent - no she wasnt serious enough Gary , she slept around .

Dad - she didnt sleep around all that much , shes not a slag . Millicent - but a tad neglected by our standards . Charly - id not have been good for her , i was a right lad in those days , id have broken her heart . Dad - she might have broken yours . Charly - not really , she was a stunner but a bit of a geek in those days , shed not have kept up with me . She was a player but not as much as i was

as a teenager Anna had pretty shoes with medium high heels , a suede front , and a sling back . She wore them to orchestra practice . Where she fancied Jeremy . She had a cotton skirt that buttoned up the front so you could leave a few buttons loose . he fancied her too and she didnt know how to respond . she didnt have the confidence so she got off with his friend Guy . they went out the back for a grope . he asked her to suck him off and she didnt want to . So he called her a prick tease and they went back indoors . Jeremy called her a slag . Anna didnt really know what they meant or how she could have done things differently . She was brought up a hedonist

there was nothing about ' saving yourself ' or knowing your worth or anything like that , women holding the moral high ground . Anna has explored that in later life but then posts about sex on the internet so maybe is still a slag !

she got off with a few boys in her teens , a degree of exciement mixed with embarrassment and awkwardness . She was embarrassed about her periods even though they were regular

He had brown skin and they talked it through . Would go back to his
Hoping his parents weren't there .And actually the dad walked in
But they were so proud of their achievement
Having felt their sexual feelings together .There's a risk its rambunctious

she kept believing . And a chance encounter changed everything
Even though a goddess had offered herself and shed asked Dads permission . It ended with a good stomping

The Trauma Bond notes 170126

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Kal is a lovely man who cares about every little detail including Anna's enjoyment of sex

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There's a writing exercise where you write your life story in 5 minutes

See your life flashing before your eyes

Friday, 9 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 5 the theories of sex

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 090126

N now a dizzy spell . They were tuned in feeling each others feelings

with words and dick foreplay . Caught red handed

Trevor and Emerald are trying to get Anna evicted . Annas expression of her sexuality ' spoils the view ' for them

there are pink and white drapes and a faux tiger skin rug

thankful for any interest at all

honey wanted to steal Annas classical music compositions

while Anna remains a complete nobody with a disability

she gets prodded like this its an emotional tax

then there is ' the bases ' theory of orgasms . Involving a slow build up over a period of months or even years . Starting with flirting and finding excuses to brush past each other and touch hands , a light kiss

2nd base being light petting . 3rd is heavy petting . Both parties need alot of self control to do this . She thinks this is what Trevor wanted , although he rather ruined it by calling Anna a prick tease ! And the alcohol broke through the remaining bases so that the tension was lost

these internet relationships where youve never met its like your always in first base, making them feel more special

Le petit mort when you finally do it , even if its gone well its done . then there is the polyamory theory of orgasms . For many couples this does not involve phsyically cheating but sharing with each other their fantasy lives

and thats how a traditional marriage goes starting with the rounders thing and moving on to polyamory when the magic wears off

then theres the talk about it theory of orgasms . in a parallel universe Anna would meet Jez , they'd be back in their early twenties . he said that philosophers are wondering if there is too much emphasis on orgasms and not enough on the journey . embarrassed she tells him shes only having orgasms by herself . Shes in love with him and worried where the conversation will end . Theyd go to bed and play with themselves in front of each other and dry hump . Shed start to feel his feelings

in 24 minutes the ship had sunk again Amidst wakening sexuality

They held that off until they filmed it .N the black guy round the corner was involved

on track . Like a pig she grunted ,Appreciated the foreplay thanks

He swaggered in and bumped her .14 minutes to a good hammering