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Saturday, 6 June 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 9 surveillance

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 060626

the bright sunshine shows this will be a brilliant day . Not a whisper that anything is wrong , you feel hope in the air as you swing down the street . Just to get a baguette from the local shop and chat to the girl serving there

trucks rumbling past on the road . Is the AI version congruent with the context ?

never mind the spam actress at last nights support group meeting sent by Tiger to talk about excrement or their boycotting your shopping . Or the surveillance where youre watched going into the bathroom at which point a neighbour slams a door . Threats to put a brick through your window . Or being told youre a party pooper for logging the plans to torture Kal

Tiger needs some oestrogen , like alot of people

" to whom it may concern : Im one of the vulnerable people who could be at risk from assisted dying if it becomes law . And actually i would like my choice ! Im 59 with schizophrenia and a future that could include dementia and an abusive care home , writes Charlotte to the newspaper

after my mothers suicide in 1980 ive soldiered on through my own mental illness , including hospitalizations and heavy meds . Plus an extremely challenging peer group . And ive had enough ! Its not possible to do away with myself because that ususally doesnt work and then you get abused in hospital . So i cant do that without assistance

i do agree there should be safeguards like either you are terminally ill or youre over 60 with a painful condition , so as not to encourage younger people who might have a chance at life

assisted dying might improve my life , knowing i have the choice of ending it i might enjoy it more "

her partner Kal gives her lovely cards , writes exciting articles and does legal work for her . But she might be too slow for him , like the tortoise and the hare

she hopes to pass through the sadness and out the other side . They called her juicy goosey

some men at the sex addicts meeting flirted with her

which was inappropriate

but instead of complaining she felt turned on

they were like a Mexican football team

she did some oral with a gay man

then did 3 men , alot of pounding and foreplay

and a successful end

so dim

Standing up to Boyz notes 060626

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

Friday, 22 May 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 8 the vicar

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 220526

So who initiates sex ? The woman may feel she's being too forward , while the man worries about putting pressure on her

Plenty of opportunity for edging
Charlotte gained the impression recently that sex is about power , performance and intrigue . nothing wrong with intrigue unless it takes away the unconditional love for yourself and your partner and the journey
and she does love the person shes seeing

the neighbours bang things when she masturbates . Powers that be pidgeon her radio threatening her with eviction and other horrors . They want her to do more for Agatha to stop her harranguing them

she started life as a feminist but it got whittled away with ideas of strident ball breaking feminism . Free speech , freeze peach

Trevor has arranged for her to speak to welfare as part of his campaign of coercive control . He and his partner Emerald are hounding her on social media

the earth stopped running under my bare feet

hypnotised into a rigid trance

locked inside a transparent coffin

the audience tightened the noose

a large buzzsaw severed me into two separate pieces

the blade slices right through my body

the two halves of the table are rolled apart

after a while the sides of the box fall away

to reveal i am strugggling to escape the manacles

my body jerks out of the coffin like a jack in the box

boing

the head hanging from a spring

Palm trees

A tousle with lesbians

And then the water

A good pounding to end

23 minutes , quicker than the vicar

Standing up to Boyz notes 220526

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 220526

I started doing Trevor as Dev suggested and there was another woman there

I fancied doing some oral with her

For a bit

then she took out a strap on machine gun

And did me gently with that

I came with her inside me

I was thinking that while doing Dev

9 minutes and much reduced preparation

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some men at the sex addicts meeting flirted with her

which was inappropriate

but instead of complaining she felt turned on

they were like a Mexican football team

she did some oral with a gay man

then went to the board meeting

there were 3 men doing her

alot of pounding and foreplay

and a successful end

so dim

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I hope you'll pass through the sadness and out the other side

from 2024

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Baby mother sent a spam actress into an aa meeting to talk about excrement

She needs some oestrogen

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They called Charlotte juicy goosey

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Kal gives me lovely cards , writes exciting articles , and does legal work for me

Unfortunately I may be too slow for him

Like a tortoise and a hare in a relationship

270526 sorry Kal , wrong end of the stick !

270526 just thinking where to post it

Nb add M.E.

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I had to make a phone call recommending Agatha be welcome at my art group . In order for Trevor and baby mother to let me have my shopping

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Trevor watches until i enter the bathroom before getting the nonsense wife to slam a door

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Agatha and baby mother pidgeoned my tv to threaten a brick through the window

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Tiger sprayed germs in the chemist

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Tiger pidgeoned my tv to call me a party pooper because I've logged their attempts to torture Kal and force him to mate

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Tiger needs some oestrogen

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Thanks to Kal and Jez for help with the welfare situation

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Thanks for messages from Fleur and Trevor

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Is the AI version congruent with the context ?

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Friday, 8 May 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 7 kiss chase

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 080526

Leaving herself frustrated for several days she can become unbearably overbearing and opinionated

in an ideal relationship youd agree that if one person is not in the mood , the other one will take care of their own needs

this is of course complicated by the possiblity they are having cyber sex with someone else and might be building a whole other relationship

at primary school the kids would play ' kiss chase ' with the boys chasing the girls. She remembers standing in the middle of the playground wearing white zip up boots , green tights a green skirt and blazer and her contribution was to kick the boys who came to chase her !

the beginning of a lifetime of fighting with men on various levels

and it wasnt that she didnt like boys ! she loved boys and would often choose them over girls as playmates , sometimes they seemed to be more intersted in a subject than the girls . She had a maths friend called Michael and they got teased for being a couple when we really werent . And there was Zaki but she cant remember what they shared now

one of the teachers said dont let those boys lead you astray ! as she was starting to flirt around age ten

so if she disagrees with Kal about something even mildly , Trevor tries to have him tortured

she thinks she would be very unhappy with Trevor who would be in his study all the time chatting with Emerald and surveilling Charlotte

Kal loves Charlotte unconditionally . His concerns about her performance are about bringing out the best in her , not about judgment and in fact he has stuck by her through many failures and wrong paths

must take alot out of Kal writing those articles . Maybe he feels under pressure

Trevor is pidgeoning insults through the television. And there is a whole gang harassing Charlotte through her emails with vulnerable Millie

Charlotte discovered 4 more spots
A and B either side of C
And H and I the side walls of the vagina

she started off with some lesbian action
A grilling

Then found herself doing Kal
Who accused her of thinking about an ex boyfriend
So he fucked harder while saying im the one whos fucking doing you
Not your fucking ex boyfriend
Ended with a good hammering
And no alcohol
16 minutes

she saw stars

Standing up to Boyz notes 080526

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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So who initiates sex ? The woman may feel she's being too forward , while the man worries about putting pressure on her

Plenty of opportunity for edging

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There's no chance of my doing the degree course if im to be tortured for doing the foundation

If I can even finish the foundation

And Agatha the sunshine comes from the 12 steps not the church

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ive gained the impression recently that sex is about power , performance and intrigue . nothing wrong with intrigue unless it takes away the unconditional love for yourself and your partner and the journey

and i do love the person im seeing

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Trevor likes to get the neighbour to bang things when im in a recovery meeting

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Trevor watches me on surveillance and if i put the radio on he will switch it to a programme about the nazis or a sermon or other such authoritarian vibe

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Trevor is threatening me with eviction if I dont do more for agatha as she is haranguing him

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I started life as a feminist but it got whittled away with ideas of strident ball breaking feminism

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Agatha watched footage of my bedroom last night and sent comments on it via vulnerable Millie

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Trevor has arranged for me to speak to welfare as part of his campaign of coercive control

200526

Yesterday I picked up a box from the chemist floor and it had some bacteria on it which has affected my liver

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Trevor and his partner Emerald are hounding me on social media , the radio and through the welfare service

Tuesday, 28 April 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 6 The Carnival

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 280426

if it seems like Charlotte has just been messing about all these years and not going to work, theres been alot more to it than that . She has had so many therapists , most of whom have been quite insane themselves taking her round and round the garden path . She's been to cults and healers all of which helped on her journey

As well as various support groups and specialised phonelines for different types of abuse and loss . but its taken years for anything to really make sense

Since being hospitalised in 2013 and finding the right medication and the right therapist she's become alot more useful and amenable and been able to share some of her experiences with others , do voluntary work and take on some really difficult people that nobody else will take on

She's not been able to turn it into employment because her energy levels are not consistent enough but usefulness is not only about earning money in fact far from it . Some of the most useful people in society are not earning very much

as a woman her hormones are very comforting to her . Free speech , freeze peach

she continutes to get alot of online abuse as you do online , death threats , blinding , threats to other friends , deafening , spiking , skinny women trying to get an orgasm , well not all of them are skinny but there is a pattern , women who need HRT . Even family members trying to get an orgasm or to force Charlotte to care for a difficult relative , Christians whos faith is failing them and have resorted to gaslighting by spelling mistakes

Charlotte googled gaslighting with spelling mistakes and its a real thing !

her family say she is too much of an exhibitionist . Well she did not start out that way , she was just doing normal things , expressing herself when she discovered she was on camera at all times . If you write down your thoughts on paper , they will be nicked by people with micro drones . So its actually about claiming her own intellectual property . And anyway why are they reading this if they think its subversive !

its also about making room for straight people in todays culture . Just because something is on the internet does not mean yous are all welcome !

with the micro drones she has noticed that not everybody can get permission to do that and have to wait until you are outdoors hoping you will say something . There are people who can sneak in without permission or get a boot leg from someone who does

one time she went over the handle bars of her bike and grazed her hands and knees . She felt no pain and it was like the ground opened up beneath her , invalidating all that went before and she didnt know which of her boyfriends she wanted . Gone the porcealin jugs and posh side lamps , she stepped forward into love , freedom and courage , renewed by adrenalin and a sense that she had nothing to fear . the accident was caused by a pot hole . The boyfriends were impressed that she was not upset . Hello bongos and a quest for more excitement

the boyfriends try to compete on guitar and by jumping over bollards , But Charlotte chooses Mike because he was nasty to her and she felt that was what she deserved . He was also super loving so she was well and truly hooked on him and his tutelage . She would never take drugs again . He even did a representation of a mother bird for her with her as his chick

Back to the present day and Kal suggested that she do fleur . On her own of course , and she tries to obey Kal when she can , so she tried , only to find herself back at Notting Hill Carnival with a bunch of guys and so many people watching while they pounded the streets

low sex drive does not mean no sex drive . She longs for a break from sex , but regularly gets turned on and frustrated if she tries to abandon it . She should try not to be , try to wait longer . Kal sometimes says to just fake it and she feels that would turn her on and then she'd have to do the whole performance

anyway so the black guy gets in the window at her Dads house and you can hear neighbours slamming doors and the fear of getting caught with Kal watching while they bucked