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Tuesday, 6 October 2026

love bombers update a

Charlotte is being chased by a man holding a pane of glass aloft over his head . She’s trying to get to Mikes house . On the dirty filthy London streets of 1985 . Smell of dog poo in the heat . Mike deals drugs and takes benzos for his mental health . The sound of him screaming is like nothing on earth , like the gates of hell have opened and the werewolf is coming for you . Yet oddly mesmerising as if you could detach from your own terror

He watches a lot of porn and has actually made some . Refers to his girlfriend as ‘quality’ , without the t . There’s one film with him and three other men doing this young woman while someone else shoots it . They announce that the girl has an orgasm . There is another guy interviewing them about it

Charlotte can hear Mikes friends talking from another room about the smell of womens’ vaginas and where their piss comes out of . Apparently a woman of 27 is ‘ quite an old filly ‘ . Maverick characters gather around , musicians , dealers , travellers , all jamming on pot

One time she comes home to find head lice on her pillow , or a couple high on something having sex in her bed . Big men break into the house to recover drug debts and she fears being used as ‘ payment when the overturned jars of coins they raided are not enough

P 2

Charlotte doesn’t quite know there is dealing going on there until
Scarlett’s boyfriend points it out and her jaw drops right open like a puppet

Mikes girlfriend Pauline knows nothing about the porn , it would only upset her . One night she walks in on it and does her nut ‘ you fucking bastard how do you think this makes me feel, like some sort of glorified social worker ? ‘ ‘ well stop acting like one then , you’ve got your fucking cyber relationships , go and bitch about me to Leila and get out of my room ‘

And all on the suburban edge of an idyllic small town in the Dorset countryside , a magical toy town landscape fit for any children’s book with miniature trees in the distance . And tall ones nearby waving peacefully in the wind . The locals don’t like their druggy neighbours and someone writes ‘ brother fucker ‘ on the outside wall

Mike saunters down the road to the other dealer’s house , which nobody knows about apart from his house mates . The police have asked Charlotte to disclose the dealer’s address , which would put her in danger of reprisals , so she says she no . And they ask her if she’s on medication . One time they smoke in the kitchen with Mike , trying again to find out about the dealer

Friday, 18 September 2026

a grave soul page 1 A Baptism of Fire

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

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Another gong bong N the wrong this time There was a woman there
And her man who did me , N it was change for the sake of it
Gibberish , N she grabbed the steering wheel
N drove uphill

N pounded herself as the sky fell , she was rubbed sore ,Experimenting
Turning a straight person straight

Some years ago
she had a baptism of fire
With tongues of flame
The Heavens opened
And life and death were one

Charlotte took Mike camping , cooked him green cuisine to no avail . Even though he had friends and went to therapy , churches , helplines , bought self help books, there was no saving their relationship , just endless threats

she watched 2 gay men , N had a close up view
While she did herself internally , N she's not retired yet

n nor is Kal with this light sabre
Ended pounding the grounds

The heat gives it this molten quality

Half the amount of coke , N a really messed up fantasy
That she can't repeat , Except it involved the black guy
Round the corner ,Who decided to teach her
A few things
Ended with grunting pushes and thumps

On the ball

how did she paint a fauve self portrait ? at first she couldnt answer but then realised its a kind of child like rebellion like ' who says a face cant be green '

17 minutes
Well that entertained her ,Ended with a thumping on the g spot
Lot of mileage , From the guy round the corner
That she wasn't allowed to see , bit the bullet too

she was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture

the heat induced this kind of surrender that gives the painting a molten quality

if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time
her football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it
But not all her poetry is about football
and when she first discovered her g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that she could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work
not so she could become a performing monkey !
sex should be fun and carefree

her soul is upside down

she knows her way around a male alcoholic but not a female one

she doesnt really understand bonds
But tried to whisper
they did some aural
And ended with a good stomping
she was a vulnerable person
Nearly gave her a heart attack

on a bit of a high wire

a grave soul notes 180926

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

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theres this paradox where if you have a g spot orgasm it seems like a massive achievement . And that in itself is a problem in making you self conscious about the next one , can you ' live up to it ' ? is on your mind

and then you get performance anxiety

leading sometimes to c spot orgasms until you regain your privacy and freedom and again reach the g spot . And round you go again

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I think uncle Mel is still alive he just doesn't want to bother with my addict brother

280926 extreme hypertension from a high powered course , keeping up with celebrity partners battling addiction and online abuse

Cutting down caffeine is not enough to bring that down

280926 actually no I need Kals advice to reduce caffeine x

290926 my new cleaner is a 23 year old media student . I said sometimes its your menial jobs you end up writing about

And nobody can say he's privileged !

290926 if a cat can learn which humans it can trust the same goes for womens trust in men

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I like a bit of stress and anxiety. What do I need caffeine and salt for ?

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Long winter nights mean more time to be creative

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I'm anti establishment ? Am I ? Im concerned about racism and ablism doesn't mean I'm anti establishment

I'm pro emotion ? Not always , sometimes i like an escape

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I seem to feel that a romantic situation requires an altered state . I've stopped drinking but mess about with kitchen herbs

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Oh do stop wingeing Charlotte you'll have a lovely time with Bud

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Kal has given Charlotte something to live for

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Well you don't really know if youre fertile , people in the bible had babies at the wrong time . What i do know is that even at 60 its possible to be so turned on you can't relax

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While not making art the muse is herself an artist

171026 trying to go through the feelings instead of pushing them aside

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I don't like this office bonding thing . How are we all friends ? A friend is someone you get to know one to one over a long time !

Monday, 7 September 2026

A Grave Soul notes 070926 , blog is adult content

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

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im a person who was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture
and i can easily feel that i dont have a choice

100926 if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time

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ok im ready to have sex now . But it impresses me when the man is not in the mood

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Going swimming doesn't necessarily mean I'm having sex

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Maybe maybe not

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I dont think i can currently have sex without alcohol . The neighbours might hear me

but i did get it down to about 2.5 units a week

so if anyone is offering me cyber sex this week bear that in mind !

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well if getting me off alcohol is the thing then that can take an unforseen direction

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My football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it

But not all my poetry is about football

and when I first discovered my g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that I could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work

not so i could become a performing monkey !

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sex should be fun and carefree

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My soul is upside down

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I know my way around a male alcoholic but not a female one

Monday, 10 August 2026

blog is adult content

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

standing up to boyz

was edited on 080826

standing up to boyz edit page 11

A New Beat

threats of death, spiders, break ins , sanctions, especially if shes used the g spot . With the c spot she is more in a bolshy mood

Kal makes her feel special . He is not beholden to anybody else

meanwhile the sanctions from others are like being refused service at the supermarket that sort of thing . harassing my vulnerable friend is another one . And how did world news lose them the world cup ?

instead of gas lighting try helium lighting

everyday occurrence , aided by a fuzzy head , and made love to easily
ended with a prolonged pounding to the g force , she feels alive with a dirty football

8 minutes with a bisexual man , some verbal, howling and rubbing
and finally grinding bucking and pounding

20 minutes doing whats best for everyone , shes reached a good time
pounding the streets , theres a new beat in town
we can fix this , plenty of grinding

the end

A Grave Soul notes 100826

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

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every sunday at 5.30 pm Trevor gets my neighbour to slam a door during my recovery meetings

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Some years ago

I had a baptism of fire

With tongues of flame

The Heavens opened

And life and death were one

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I said id take Pearl for a night camping ( separate tents ) or round for a meal if she left me alone till August. She didn't, she persecuted me every day on the internet . And has not seen any other friends , phoned a helpline, been to a support group or therapist or done any affirmations

then she threatened me with a break in

ive invited her to return my call and tell me what she would like to do

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