Friday, 18 September 2026

a grave soul page 1 A Baptism of Fire

 
clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 
edited 180926  


Another gong bong N the wrong this time There was a woman there
And her man who did me , N it was change for the sake of it
Gibberish , N she grabbed the steering wheel
N drove uphill

N pounded herself as the sky fell , she was rubbed sore ,Experimenting
Turning a straight person straight

Some years ago
she had a baptism of fire
With tongues of flame
The Heavens opened
And life and death were one

Charlotte took Mike camping , cooked him green cuisine to no avail . Even though he had friends and went to therapy , churches , helplines , bought self help books, there was no saving their relationship , just endless threats 
 
she watched 2 gay men , N had a close up view
While she did herself internally , N she's  not retired yet
n nor is Kal  with this light sabre
Ended pounding the grounds 

The heat gives it this molten quality
 
 
Half the amount of coke , N a really messed up fantasy
That she  can't repeat , Except it involved the black guy
Round the corner ,Who decided to teach her
A few things 
Ended with grunting pushes and thumps 

On the ball
 
 
how did she paint a fauve self portrait ? at first she couldnt answer but then realised its a kind of child like rebellion like ' who says a face cant be green '  

17 minutes
Well that entertained her ,Ended with a thumping on the g spot
Lot of mileage  , From the guy round the corner
That she wasn't allowed to see , bit the bullet too
 
 
she was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture 
the heat induced this kind of surrender that gives the painting a molten quality  
 
if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time
her football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it
But not all her poetry is about football
and when she first discovered her g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that she could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work
not so she could become a performing monkey !
sex should be fun and carefree

her soul is upside down

she knows her way around a male alcoholic but not a female one
 
she doesnt really understand bonds
But tried to whisper
they did some aural
And ended with a good stomping 
she was a vulnerable person
Nearly gave her a heart attack
 
on a bit of a high wire   
 
 
 

a grave soul notes 180926

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 

 

Monday, 7 September 2026

A Grave Soul notes 070926 , blog is adult content

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
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im a person who was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture
and i can easily feel that i dont have a choice


 

100926 if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time 
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ok im ready to have sex now . But it impresses me when the man is not in the mood  
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Going swimming doesn't necessarily mean I'm having sex 
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Maybe maybe not
120926
I dont think i can currently have sex without alcohol . The neighbours might hear me 
but i did get it down to about 2.5 units a week 
 
so if anyone is offering me cyber sex this week bear that in mind !  
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well if getting me off alcohol is the thing then that can take an unforseen direction 
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My football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it
 
But not all my poetry is about football
 
and when I first discovered my g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that I could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work 
 
not so i could become a performing monkey !   
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sex should be fun and carefree  
 
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My soul is upside down
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I know my way around a male alcoholic but not a female one

Monday, 10 August 2026

blog is adult content

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 standing up to boyz 
was edited  on 080826 

standing up to boyz edit page 11

 A New Beat 


threats of death, spiders, break ins , sanctions, especially if shes used the g spot . With the c spot she is more in a bolshy mood 
 
Kal makes her feel special . He is not beholden to anybody else  
 
meanwhile the sanctions from others are like being refused service at the supermarket that sort of thing .  harassing my vulnerable friend is another one . And how did world news lose them the world cup  ? 
 
instead of gas lighting try helium lighting  
 
everyday occurrence , aided by a fuzzy head , and made love to easily 
ended with a prolonged pounding to the g force , she feels alive with a dirty football  
 
8 minutes with a bisexual man , some verbal, howling and rubbing 
and finally grinding bucking and pounding  
 
20 minutes doing whats best for everyone , shes reached a good time 
pounding the streets , theres a new beat in town 
we can fix this , plenty of grinding  

the end 

A Grave Soul notes 100826

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 
 

 
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every sunday at 5.30 pm Trevor gets my neighbour to slam a door during my recovery meetings 
 
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Some years ago 
I had a baptism of fire
With tongues of flame 
The Heavens opened 
And life and death were one  

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I said id take Pearl for a night camping ( separate tents ) or round for a meal if she left me alone till August.  She didn't,  she persecuted me every day on the internet . And has not seen any other friends , phoned a helpline, been to a support group or therapist or done any affirmations 

then she threatened me with a break in 
 
ive invited her to return my call and tell me what she would like to do 
 
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280826 ive been praying to Shri Varuna 
 

 
 
060926 Trevor is threatening to cut me off from the benefit advisers  
And sectioning 
he gets the neighbours to slam doors during my recovery meetings , all feels very brutal and controlling 
 
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im on a bit of a high  wire

standing up to boyz edit page 10

 Werewolves Fighting 

the horror . Running from a man holding a pane of glass. Her worst nightmare , her best dream , the angels catching her and even in those days maverick characters could see her on surveillance . In the 1980s  
 
yet were unable to intervene , only something worse could shift it , the reprisals of a drug addict on mushrooms . Hit the schizophrenic on the wrong medication hoping to bring her to normality  
 
2 werewolves fighting , and maybe 3, a friend and a boyfriend she fought them both , her volatile chakras were a bitch and she lost her kundalini awakening maybe because of all the shouting and screaming 
 
her emotions exploding in a dirty toxic psychosis laughing at her frustration like a mad hyena . when she wasnt doing yoga and making quality artwork 
 
before being kicked in the head like the friends mother . Like a rag doll . The mavericks on surveillance noticed she was into sex in a very unselfconsious way , with interesting fantasies . Apparently fantasy is not a good idea but she doesnt understand that yet  
shes considering being gay but finds women more controlling than men sometimes  
 
at Notting Hill there is a double entendre n shes a champion , its tickety boo , n shes exploded with a pounding on the g force , treading flowers under bare feet 
 
under a bridge she risked it all , still playing dangerously , ending with a pummellling in 21 minutes  
 
she did some face with a man , alot of preplay ending indoors and then it rained 
 
banging