jupitersterrain6

Wednesday, 11 March 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 2 the world war

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 110326

as the world war rages on , Trevor is hate bombing Charlotte with online memes threatening her security in various ways . He gets the pervert next door to bang things when she is talking to Kal

Chuckster has claimed responsiblity for giving her a virus at the chemist . He likes to attack her at medical appointments

then again if Crystal hadnt taken her own life how would Charlottes life have played out ? Shed have been caring for her mother , raising two children , going to art school . But without all the drama what would she paint ?

in the eighties she went to a party with Bud and Alex , they were such dudes fitting right in on the scene . Charlotte was wearing skinny jeans and a vest top . There were people drinking and smoking cannabis

Alex knew that Charlotte fancied him but was friends with her ex boyfriend and didnt want to hurt his feelings . His guitar playing would turn her on . He feels he can awaken her , that shes a bit green and he can show her to herself , how exciting life can be he thinks , they are wild and free

some years later he is in a care home with MS and Charlotte contacts Fathers for Justice about access to his daughter . This intervention is successful

You find yourself in a wood at night and come across a cottage where the light is on. The bearded man inside is not very friendly and you ask if there is anywhere you can sleep . He lends you a tent and says to watch out for bears . You try your phone in the tent and cant get a signal but manage to phone the nearest town to ask for a rescue

when the rescuers arrive they find a bear sitting on your tent . You are up a tree in a hammock . the search party dont look up and you are worried that shouting for them might awaken the bear . They enquire at the cottage and the bearded man said he had heard a scream and assumed a bear had got you . You look down and see the bear creeping towards the cottage

she had moved on , grabbed the steering wheel and swerved uphill as the sky fell

a good pounding to her boa constrictor , her lions maw

There was a surprise piranha sting
youd be brave to meet
That she'd given up on
A brother in spirit who was against the war
N everyone watching
It was so kinky

17 minutes n they're pounding the floor

The piranha has sharp teeth

Standing up to Boyz notes 110326

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

110326

k chuckster youve had plenty of revenge now you cant keep doing more . And you can only do that with permission from Trevor . So its really from Trevor and we know what his objective is

110326

Apparently my brother is planning to have me attacked when I visit him in 2 weeks time , maybe a drink spiking or something

I shouldn't have to go there on my own

Thursday, 5 March 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 1

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 050326

the hospital jury said that Charlotte ' lacks capacity ' and does not have ' insight ' into her own mental health . But they agreed that hacking does happen . She was not allowed out as she was not dressed decently in the hospital gown which is open at the back . Which she was forced to wear . Her own clothes having been torn off her .She felt like she was in prison . And screamed the place down

from 2013 , ' Standing up to Boyz '

Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard

what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with

so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?

sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on

cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag

there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped

so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly

n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way

n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks

n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget

n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy

n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern

a blinding rage

nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall

so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy

standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure

n we're already hypnotised

open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom

expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX

n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life

he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly

**********

Charlotte doesnt realise that people can see her bottom at the back because the hospital gown is open . why are they made like that ? Why are people sniggering . She somehow managed to go out anyway . People thought she was doing it for attention and she got a reputation for it

ironically there was one patient in there who had only a year to live . While others are trying to bring their time forward . The terminal one is incenced at this , they dont know how lucky they are . And points out to Charlotte that her rear is visible . What does he have to lose ?

Crystal herself was flashed at when she was at school on her way home. And on the train . She got up and moved to sit between two ladies . When Charlotte went to the same girls school there was porn strewn on the ground on their way home . Some of the girls could make quips at the sniggering boys hanging about

Uncle Hillary was very interested in watching Charlotte be changed. and raved about her beauty when she turned thirteen

**********

Morgana scowls at Charlotte across the coffee house table in a passive agressive way . she has planned some fat shaming for later . Her words hiss through her teeth as she tries to make converation . She kicks her bag at Charlotte under the table and says that she called her psychiatrist a fat pig . Charlotte wondered about Morganas intentions when she said that all men are rapists . Yet still the penny did not drop

Trevor joined them and decided to disabuse Charlotte of her naivety . Extinction of men on the horizon . And it was not until some years later that Anna realised what Morgana wanted . They were sitting in a cosy village pub trying to form their own support group . Unfortunatly Charlotte had developed a crush on Trevor . Who had dated another lady in their circles and Morgana was against it

To onlookers they looked a motley crew , not smart , not working people , not aristocracy , but not vagrants either , they were difficult to place. And appeared to be having intelligent conversation and laughing heartily . They were not really buying enough drinks . Are they poets ? criminals ?

Morgana thinks that Trevor will take advantage of Charlotte and resoloves to keep them apart . So theres Trevor trying to protect her from Morgana and Morgana trying to protect her from Trevor !

Morgana deliberately contributed to loss of services in order to foster dependency on herself thus giving herself a monopoly

**********

Kal is a woman whisperer

the peace and love of the sixties was a real thing that Charlotte was born into . In spite of all the divorces it was in the air like a constant summer , insects buzzing like they're on acid

Trevor is getting the pervert next door to Charlotte to control her with banging noises whenever she is communicating with Kal

****************

with the name of an early riser you can sleep till noon
N i didn't stop
In spite of obstacles
I reached another plane
Where they couldn't reach me

17 minutes n we're stompin the streets

her vulva was like a Greek myth
The gossip terrible

Standing up to boyz notes 050326

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

050326

Trevor is now harassing me on youtube with videos relating to the latest issues hes harrassing me with like issues to do with my home at the moment . it doesnt make me feel love it makes me feel controlled

hes hate bombing me

interesting seeing as theyre now bombing the middle east and now im being bombed in my own home. Trevor has the pervert next door bang things when im talking to Kal

060326

Not sure how that objectifies the speaker

210226 4.20 pm

reconstructed im transported back to where i moved on to Loz , i had grabbed the steering wheel and swerved uphill as the sky fell

ended with a good pounding to my boa constrictor , my lions maw

like he said he would

060326

My lions gnaw , chaw , crunch of teeth , stung , sting of teeth piercing the skin , the jaws of a shark , whirlpool , maelstrom , a shark attack thuds against the boat

Wounded by a shark

070326

the shark has sharp teeth

the sting of a pirhana

080326

I don't think I can do anything about the loo roll . worrying about flushing the toilet will add to my sleep difficulties

090326

youre trying to get me to change too much at once Dev

100326

Its ok to make suggestions Dev and we're here primarily to change ourselves

110326

Monday, 23 February 2026

The Trauma Bond page 10 Lance

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 230226 , edited 250226

Annas parents shouting at each other :

Crystal : i know youve had sex with a woman at work

Lance : stop interrogating me Crystal

Crystal : dont you remember what we had ?

Lance : think of the children

Crystal : think of the children ! what will they do without a dad ? youre leaving me in my hour of need . where is your heart ?

Lance : i cant cope with your bunny boiler behaviour Crystal , like hanging sheets up at the windows to stop the neighbours seeing in . its alot for me to put up with

Crystal : youve broken my heart Lance , i love you so deeply with all my soul . I will kill myself if you leave me

Lance : im sorry Crystal i am moving in with Janet

Janet pays a visit to Crystal , describing her as ' very beautiful ' . Unusual for a new partner to visit the ex wife / soon to be ex wife

Janet : lots of people are getting divorced these days Crystal . Youll be well looked after

Crystal : Lance doesnt send me enough money . im raising two children by myself

Janet : maybe you can get income support

Crystal : I shouldnt have to claim income support

*********

Aunt Cinzia

we sat round the table in the dark with the candles lit on the cake and then Crystal brought in baby Anna . Cute as a button , and how i wish for my own baby . All the attention is now on Anna , from my parents who have always rejected me . And now they seem to prefer baby Anna to me their own daughter . but i will not show how im feeling about it , i will cheer and sing with the best of them , bite my lip and welcome the baby . When she grows up i will stalk her online and gain advantages for my own children . My second husband and i will gaslight her relentlessly

Anna was delighted to be carried into the room by her mother , the feeling of their skin touching through their sleeves . Her head slightly wobbling . Her family so happy to have her , their underlit faces beaming . it was the late sixties and the atomosphere was fantastic , the freedom , the hedonism , the music , the very air thick and buzzing with excitement and promise

2026 : writing exercise : write Genesis 1 from the point of view of Eve :

the formless void was warm like a womb , light flashing into being like an orgasm . And the seas pouring forth female energy while the masculine sky looks on and the land became fertile . the woman started to twinkle in the night sky , animals reproduced and the moon guided our menses . working 7 days a week at emotional labour

A gang has been abusing Anna online with permission from babymother . Anna remembers when she moved on to Loz , she grabbed the steering wheel and swerved uphill as the sky fell

ended with a good pounding to her boa constrictor , her lions maw , like he said he would

she had a heart attack and died while using her vibrator

Standing up to Boyz notes 230226 new book

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

240226

some ' caring ' people deliberately contribute to the loss of services

in order to foster dependency on themselves thus giving themselves a monopoly

sort of person tends to gosssip as well

250226

It was brave of cousin Victoria to visit Bud and hopefully cousin Tim will too

260226

from 2013 , ' Standing up to Boyz '

Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard

what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with

so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?

sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on

cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag

there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped

so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly

n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way

n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks

n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget

n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy

n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern

a blinding rage

nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall

so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy

standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure

n we're already hypnotised

open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom

expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX

n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life

he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly

280226

New protagonist is called Charlotte

280226

010326

020326

Uncle Hillary

**************

020326

Kal is a woman whisperer

020326

030326

The peace and love of the 60s was a real thing i was born into in spite of all the divorces it was in the air like a constant summer

040326

Bees buzzing like they're on acid

040326

Trevor is getting the pervert next door to bang things whenever I communicate with Kal

Saturday, 14 February 2026

The Trauma Bond page 9 Crystal

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 140226 , edited 250226

people are like ' i wish i could paint , i wish i could write music ' Difficult to learn those . But everybody can write ...

Agatha and Trevor have worked hard on some zerzetzung for Anna , fabricating a report that states that Anna is a danger to her carers . Chuckster had her followed into a pub where she was having lunch . they wait for you to finish eating before delivering the spam. He got the information about her movements from Trevor who has surveillance powers

in 2014 Anna went out without her camera because it was raining . Shes never regretted being camera-less so much ! There outside was a young woman sitting in the rain with a rook sheltering under her umberella ! She told Anna that it had fallen off a roof and come over to her injured . it sat there for 5 hours after which the young woman took it to a rooks nest under a bridge . Anna reconstructed the scene with collage and sketches and went on to paint the scene which was exhibited at a prestigious gallery

Annas father Lance played guitar while Anna was being born at home in Richmond London . her parents had a thriving beaknik scene going on with musicians writers and artists around the kitchen table. One of them painted with an old sock . Crystal cooked them wonderful meals

There was an ancient black marble clock which you wound up at the back . it had an old fashioned ticking . it went from house to house with them and was one of Crystals favourite objects

Crystal would have liked to go to Dublin to explore her secret Irish heritage . Like those boys on the bus who said ' after you ' to each other before taking a seat . She'd like to get the boat over

Crystal was committed to a mental hospital in spite of feeling that her parents had messed her up . And the medication numbed her feelings somewhat . You could hear patients screaming in the corridors and Crystal wondered if their families had had them committed

shed had to go along with an open relationship in her marriage to Lance because he seemed to want that and she didnt want him to leave her . She loved him with all her heart and soul . The threesome made her feel bad and wonder about the parentage of her son . And Lance left her anyway . She told Anna that she should have waited for marriage before having sex

Crystal Anna and Bud moved to the suburbs where her parents bought a house for them to live in . they had a wonderful cat called Wolfhound who was so human like and used to fight dogs and foxes . He had ripped ears and would leave ' offerings ' of birds and mice on the doorstep to show his gratitude . Anna and Bud were sometimes allowed to fall asleep with him . . Crystal got the cat to help the children over the divorce and the move

she said Lance was a tall dark handsome stranger , a bit rugged and stubbly but also very loving and affectionate . A heart breaker he looked like a rock star in his jeans and beatnik jumpers , playing guitar and honky tonk piano . As a journalist he developed a piercing stare that would make you confess whatever was on your mind , a classic intellectual with a mop of brown hair . he smoked a pipe and cigarettes and would be up late tapping away on his typewriter

he built Anna a swing in the garden for her 5th birthday

then one day he told Crystal he was leaving . they were decorating the kitchen and stopped for a pot of tea . He said he felt suffocated by her behaviour , like hanging sheets up at the windows to keep the neighbours out . He wanted to be free from her bunny boiler behaviour . Crystal said she would commit suicide if he left but he needed to go and he moved in with Janet . Who was more interesting to talk to he felt

and Crystal and the children moved to the suburbs where she missed the beatnik scene in West Hampstead .Anna gained the impression that its men who do the cheating and she went on to cheat on her boyfriends ' to right the balance '

back in the present moment Anna kept her fantasies alive she watched a clip of a horror film , and the fantasy brain stormed to a cluster of white people and then a cluster of black people , she had gone to them with a girl friend and watched them doing it , being careful not to get killled in the blinding light . 23 minutes to a bucking pounding

n Dev prevailed