Wednesday, 5 August 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 11 , a new beat

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
edited 050826  
 
 
 threats of death, spiders, break ins , sanctions, especially if shes used the g spot . With the c spot she is more in a bolshy mood 
 
Kal makes her feel special . He is not beholden to anybody else  
 
meanwhile the sanctions from others are like being refused service at the supermarket that sort of thing .  harassing my vulnerable friend is another one . And how did world news lose them the world cup  ? 
 
instead of gas lighting try helium lighting  
 
everyday occurrence , aided by a fuzzy head , and made love to easily 
ended with a prolonged pounding to the g force , she feels alive with dirty football  
 
8 minutes with a bisexual man , some verbal, howling and rubbing 
and finally grinding bucking and pounding  
 
20 minutes doing whats best for everyone , shes reached a good time 
pounding the streets , theres a new beat in town 
we can fix this , plenty of grinding  

next book , 050826

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders

Monday, 29 June 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 10 werewolves fighting , blog is adult content

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders
 
edited 290626  
 
 
 the horror . Running from a man holding a pane of glass. Her worst nightmare , her best dream , the angels catching her and even in those days maverick characters could see her on surveillance . In the 1980s . 
 
yet were unable to intervene , only something worse could shift it , the reprisals of a drug addict on mushrooms . Hit the schizophrenic on the wrong medication hoping to bring her to normality  
 
2 werewolves fighting , and maybe 3, a friend and a boyfriend she fought them both , her volatile chakras were a bitch and she lost her kundalini awakening maybe because of all the shouting and screaming 
 
her emotions exploding in a dirty toxic psychosis laughing at her frustration like a mad hyena . when she wasnt doing yoga and making quality artwork 
 
before being kicked in the head like the friends mother . Like a rag doll . The mavericks on surveillance noticed she was into sex in a very unselfconsious way , with interesting fantasies . Apparently fantasy is not a good idea but she doesnt understand that yet  
 
shes considering being a lesbian but finds women more controlling than men sometimes  
 
at Notting Hill there is a double entendre n shes a champion , its tickety boo , n shes exploded with a pounding on the g force , treading flowers under bare feet 
 
under a bridge she risked it all , still playing dangerously , ending with a pummellling in 21 minutes  
 
she did some face with a man , alot of preplay ending inside and then it rained 
 
banging  

Standing up to Boyz notes 290626

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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I feel im having a nervous breakdown  

Someone said im going to die tonight 

Maybe I will be better by the weekend 

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Kal manages to make me feel special and is not beholden to anybody else

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There is no man on earth who can wait until a woman is ready 

Having used the c spot im now in a bolshy mood,  

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Dev im going to leave you if you keep up this pressure to have sex 

There is no woman on earth who could keep up with it 

050726
 
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The rhythm within
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Thanks Fleur but thats too performative x
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Apology to Fleur
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Apology to Dev 
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Someone needs to stop pulling strings with my doctors if she wants me to contact her in august
if she lets me have my space there might be a camping trip at some point either this year or next 
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And if she stops all attempts to sanction me like influencing my participation in volunteering and forums ...
we are not going camping if she gets me kicked out of the forum staff room 
130726 i cant afford that Dev x . i will speak to someone about it 
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No camping trip for someone if she keeps setting her dog on me
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How did news of the world lose us the world Cup ?

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I have ptsd from the heat waves sorry

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Someone needs to stop all attacks on me if she wants  any sort of trip
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And stop describing me as your partner as well

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instead of gas lighting try helium lighting  
 
240726 , Dev i really appreciate all that you do . And im wondering if its possible to warn me in the morning , afternoon , early evening rather than late ? X 

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Pearl is harassing my vulnerable  friend   
 
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Saturday, 6 June 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 9 surveillance

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
 edited 060626 , edited 290626 
 
 the bright sunshine shows this will be a brilliant day . Not a whisper that anything is wrong , you feel hope in the air as you swing down the street . Just to get a baguette from the local shop and chat to the girl  serving there 
 
trucks rumbling past on the road  . Is the AI version congruent with the context ? 
 
never mind the spam actress at last nights support group meeting sent by Tiger to talk about excrement or their boycotting your shopping . Or the surveillance where youre watched going into the bathroom at which point a neighbour slams a door . Threats to put a brick through your window . Or being told youre a party pooper for logging the plans to torture Kal 
 
Tiger needs some oestrogen , like alot of people  
 
" to whom it may concern : Im one of the vulnerable people who could be at risk from assisted dying if it becomes law . And actually i would like my choice ! Im 59 with schizophrenia and a future that could include dementia and an abusive care home  , writes Charlotte to the newspaper 
 
after my mothers suicide in 1980 ive soldiered on through my own mental illness , including hospitalizations and heavy meds . Plus an extremely challenging peer group . And ive had enough ! Its not possible to do away with myself because that ususally doesnt work and then you get abused in hospital . So i cant do that without assistance 
 
 i do agree there should be safeguards like either you are terminally ill or youre over 60 with a painful condition , so as not to encourage younger people who might have a chance at life 
 
assisted dying might improve my life , knowing i have the choice of ending it i might enjoy it more  " 
 
her partner Kal gives her lovely cards , writes exciting articles and does legal work for her . But she might be too slow for him , like the tortoise and the hare  
 
she hopes to pass through the sadness and out the other side . They called her juicy goosey  
 
some men at the sex addicts meeting flirted with her 
which was inappropriate 
but instead of complaining she felt turned on 
they were like a Mexican football team 
she did some face with a gay man 
then did 3 men , alot of pounding and preplay 
and a successful end 
 
so dim  . shes not from another planet with her psychedelic hedgehog 
 
she spent a whole summer trying to paint a gerbera and ended up pounding a punch bag  
 
lets pretend we're making a character he said , pounding the streets . You might like the c spot and come to prefer the g when youve researched it , a victory over the supremacy  
 
 

Standing up to Boyz notes 060626

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Trevor and tiger are pidgeoning the tv with fascism guns and stuff to keep me awake  

090626
 

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Trevor has threatened to call the police if I have sex 
And to pull out the whiskers of my cat visitor  

Agatha is throwing a tantrum at me and I've only just seen her on Monday !
Doesn't bode well for our friendship helping either of us 

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OK I will contact Agatha in July about doing something for her birthday 

And bear in mind she can't have my mobile number 

and i will see if i can do Trevor 
 
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Agatha will be offered a hug 
 

 120626 in August she might be invited for dinner 

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Will send Agatha a birthday card later in June
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I can't go to the pool at the moment due to two psychiatric patients hanging out there and having to deliver mental health care on the spot

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will see if i can do Trevor  
 

 
 
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Next week I will be too hot to have sex 
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I actually also thought about one of the women on the video
***
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Well another heterosexual one . But i do wonder sometimes if its easier to be a lesbian 

Then again ... ive yet to meet a woman who isn't more controlling than a man 

250626 Dev did his best to protect my locker 

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Baby mother said she's going to disrupt my grocery shopping again
 

I did some oral with a man
Alot of foreplay
And ended with him inside

And then it rained

banging
 

Friday, 22 May 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 8 the vicar

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 220526  

 

So who initiates sex ? The woman may feel she's being too forward , while the man worries about putting pressure on her

Plenty of opportunity for edging
Charlotte gained the impression recently that sex is about power , performance and intrigue . nothing wrong with intrigue unless it takes away the unconditional love for yourself and your partner and the journey
and she does love the person shes seeing

the neighbours bang things when she masturbates . Powers that be pidgeon her radio threatening her with eviction and other horrors . They want her to do more for Agatha to stop her harranguing them

she started life as a feminist but it got whittled away with ideas of strident ball breaking feminism . Free speech , freeze peach

Trevor has arranged for her to speak to welfare as part of his campaign of coercive control . He and his partner Emerald are hounding her on social media 

 the earth stopped running under my bare feet
hypnotised into a rigid trance  
locked inside a transparent coffin 
the audience tightened the noose 
a large buzzsaw severed me into two separate pieces 
the blade slices right through my body 
the two halves of the table are rolled apart 
after a while the sides of the box fall away 
to reveal i am strugggling to escape the manacles 
my body jerks out of the coffin like a jack in the box 
boing 
the head hanging from a spring  
 
Palm trees 
A tousle with lesbians 
And then the water 
A good pounding to end 

23 minutes , quicker than the vicar