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cats 

the little sphinx sits by the window 
eternally watching observing 
his intelligence and beauty a mystery  
bringing me earthy connection 

his exotic character a mischief  

word jam : the beat of the sun

theres a trade war going on  

belittling is recognisable as a crime these days I think 
in the context of a marriage 
is called ' partner control ' 

I cut my own hair ! 
they always cut it too short 
which makes me look like a school girl ! 

in a sense the lockdown may never end 
because it needs to be eased gradually 
and also because it has had so many knock on effects 

like people co-operating

the list goes on …

they tell me he doesnt care

communication without touch 
let nature take its course , catiquette 

I've actually befriended both of them 

I'm starting to enjoy the lockdown 
doing some art work 

will be difficult to get back to normal ! 

being able to stop and notice things and linger over them
like a flower you never noticed
or a picture you have on the wall
you see something in it you had not seen before

we havent built up to the level of intimacy 
she is assuming 

trying to force intimacy on her terms 
she's even written my script ! 

the way we feel about animals 
the way we relate to them 

can't never read my sadded eyes ? 
the animal a constant forgiving presence 

i can feel him in my bones 
he is my forbidden love 

i think love is like warmth 
if you imaging a centre of the sun
glowing with orange pink and purple  

my paintbrushes my crafting my house 
all up in the air

because of love, I'm terrified 

swelling like a burst water balloon
bang ! 

making music 

releasing all the colours 
what music would go with that 

like with LSD the one-ness of all creation
focusing on a bee 

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the animal was this constant loving forgiving presence 

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a central bank of people wanting a phone call , chat, 
sign in and put your orientations, disability , job / no job etc. 
what you want to present 
and when you will be available 

we havent built up to the level of intimacy 
you are assuming 

can't never read my sadded eyes ? 

like with LSD the one-ness of all creation 

we don't want another summer 
of people gluing themselves to the pavement 

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its a way to bring us law and order 
and who's to say thats wrong ? 

so if this is orchestrated 
by a global elite 
then how is it
we are still at war with Germany ? 
for the 3rd time 

maybe the 1st and 2nd world wars
were fabricated in the same way  

my mind tends to go 
where it shouldn't go 

fame is a thing of the past 

when you say global finance has changed 
i think you mean big business has started 
to pay some of the governments costs 
to free up the government 
from being answerable to the public 


transparent ? accountable ? 

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we'll fight them in the pubs ! 

to get the nation moving as one 
big business is paying the cost 
of getting every one on board 

Brexit has affected
all the markets in the world 

a prison of our own making 

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i was smiling about something else 
when she walked past