Friday, 30 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 7 whos jam tart is it ?

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Kal is a lovely man who cares about every little detail including Anna's enjoyment of sex

There's a writing exercise where you write your life story in 5 minutes 
Anna saw her life flashing before her eyes 
 
Agatha issued a rape threat and a threat towards Annas family members . She thinks Anna had a cheek to say she doesnt want them to be partners . She thinks she never gave any indication of that . And says she has a male best friend , one of her exes  . She feels she just tries to help and doesnt know why she keeps getting treated badly by people 
 
 she feels that Trevor drove a wedge between the two of them and that she went on in turn to drive another wedge between Anna and Trevor . 
she feels her sexual orientation is none of Annas business 
 
when Anna was at nursery school she reached for a jam tart on the table and another girl said ' actually i was going to have that ' . Anna belived her and let her have the tart  
 
Annas family had rattled away from Bognor in a removal van , they looked like film stars arriving in London in the rain feeling like travellers . Dad worked as a journalist and sometimes in cafes  . Mum was a beauty with a 1960s charm like Marianne Faithful . She'd been happy in Bognor and now back in London heartbreak awaited her  ... 
 
Mum felt the neighbours were watching them so hung up sheets at the windows  . She called her children little winks and tucked them up in white and pastel striped flanellette sheets 
 
Trevor interfered with the drains at the church art class and communications from the doctor . Hoping Anna will want him  . Shes tried going back to him a few times and he always heads straight for Emerald . He gets neighbours to slam doors to wake Anna up  
 
so she flew where the wind blew her . And she growled . Total freedom was hers , ending with a battering ram after 14 minutes . Bit of an action film with the car chase  

The Trauma Bond notes 300126

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Emerald has embedded herself in my online email  groups 

Apparently this afforded her 18 orgasms in a year ! 

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i helped Bud recover from a drugs overdose and kidney failure , encouraged his writing talents , advocated for his accommodation and now hes stalking me on the internet 
 
i think since Dad died im first in line for all the blame for his life  
 
Bud has been fat shaming me and calling me an old bag and stuff . Were actually the same age hes just not grown emotionally since he was a teenager  
 
i dont really want to see him, its just a family obligation  
 
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Trevor allows emerald to run rampant like a weed in my email groups . Shes his hedge fund 
Neither has any respect for therapeutic processes
 

Saturday, 17 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 6 her teenage years

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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24 minutes, the ship sunk again. Amidst wakening sexuality . They held that off until they filmed it .N the black guy round the corner involved
Ended with a good pounding 
. There was a colourful cluster episode
In which Kal prevailed . In spite of female contributions
Which were tempting . A real monstering

hes persisting shes so excited , smouldering .There was a prolonged bucking . she did it for you 

Agatha threatened a face attack 

can Kal touch Anna through the web ? though no molecules meet , the energies and frequencies do . the vibes can go the distance and cause molecular alterations on the earth plane . if he wants to move her he flirts with someone else and she is touched 

this ancient energy comes from the stars remembering medieval times , and further back , Roman times , pre anno domini 

back on earth , housing insecurity feels like a hole in the stomach . Anna dies of a heart attack using her vibrator 

Dad - youd have been good for my daughter Charly . she was too serious. 

Millicent - no she wasnt serious enough Gary , she slept around . 

Dad - she didnt sleep around all that much , shes not a slag . Millicent - but a tad neglected by our standards . Charly - id not have been good for her , i was a right lad in those days , id have broken her heart . Dad - she might have broken yours . Charly - not really , she was a stunner but a bit of a geek in those days , shed not have kept up with me . She was a player but not as much as i was  

 as a teenager Anna had pretty shoes with medium high heels ,  a suede front , and a sling back . She wore them to orchestra practice . Where she fancied Jeremy . She had a cotton skirt that buttoned up the front so you could leave a few buttons loose . he fancied her too and she didnt know how to respond . she didnt have the confidence so she got off with his friend Guy . they went out the back for a grope . he asked her to suck him off and she didnt want to . So he called her a prick tease and they went back indoors . Jeremy called her a slag . Anna didnt really know what they meant or how she could have done things differently . She was brought up a hedonist  

 there was nothing about ' saving yourself ' or knowing your worth or anything like that , women holding the moral high ground . Anna has explored that in later life but then posts about sex on the internet so maybe is still a slag !  

she got off with a few boys in her teens , a degree of exciement mixed with embarrassment and awkwardness . She was embarrassed about her periods even though they were regular  

He had brown skin and they talked it through . Would go back to his
Hoping his parents weren't there .And actually the dad walked in
But they were so proud of their achievement
Having felt their sexual feelings together
 .There's a risk its rambunctious 


she kept believing . And a chance encounter changed everything
Even though a goddess had offered herself and shed asked Dads permission . It ended with a good stomping 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Kal is a lovely man who cares about every little detail including Anna's enjoyment of sex 
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There's a writing exercise where you write your life story in 5 minutes 
 
See your life flashing before your eyes
 

Friday, 9 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 5

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
 
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N now a dizzy spell . They were tuned in feeling each others feelings  
with words and dick foreplay . Caught red handed 
 
Trevor and Emerald are trying to get Anna evicted  . Annas expression of her sexuality ' spoils the view ' for them 
 
there are pink and white drapes and a faux tiger skin rug 
thankful for any interest at all 
honey wanted to steal Annas classical music compositions 
while Anna remains a complete nobody with a disability 
she gets prodded like this its an emotional tax  
 
then there is ' the bases ' theory of orgasms . Involving a slow build up over a period of months or even years . Starting with flirting and finding excuses to brush past each other and touch hands , a light kiss 
 
2nd base being light petting  . 3rd is heavy petting . Both parties need alot of self control to do this . She thinks this is what Trevor wanted , although he rather ruined it by calling Anna a prick tease ! And the alcohol broke through the remaining bases so that the tension was lost 
 
these internet relationships where youve never met its like your always in first base, making them feel more special  
 
Le petit mort when you finally do it , even if its gone well its done . then there is the polyamory theory of orgasms . For many couples this does not involve phsyically cheating but sharing with each other their fantasy lives  
 
and thats how a traditional marriage goes starting with the rounders thing and moving on to polyamory when the magic wears off  
 
then theres the talk about it theory of orgasms . in a parallel universe Anna would meet Jez , they'd be back in their early twenties . he said that philosophers are wondering if there is too much emphasis on orgasms and not enough on the journey . embarrassed she tells him shes only having orgasms by herself  . Shes in love with him and worried where the conversation will end . Theyd go to bed and play with themselves in front of each other and dry hump . Shed start to feel his feelings 
 
in 24 minutes the ship had sunk again Amidst wakening sexuality
They held that off until they filmed it .N the black guy round the corner was involved 

on track  . Like a pig she grunted ,Appreciated the foreplay thanks 
He swaggered in and bumped her .14 minutes to a good hammering 
 

the Trauma bond notes 090126

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Agatha and Trevor are threatening me with a welfare review and a face attack  
 
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Housing insecurity is like a hole in the tummy 

Anna dies of a heart attack while using her vibrator 

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Wednesday, 31 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 4 the purpose of art

 
clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 Trevor has been getting Annas neighbours to bang things when she is preparing for sex . He can see her doing this on satellite footage . He feels he can conduct a personal relationship using military tactics . And is under the control of Emerald 
 
he has guardianship of Anna which is not really appropriate considering he is an ex lover . with a partner who has also duty of care over Anna  . What exactly is he representing ? 
 
meanwhile the ghost of Annas mother is a ghoul following her around with dripping dirty bandages . Because of what she did shes not in a good place . on paper , Anna embraces her and removes the bandages encourages her to bathe and to put on clean clothes . Annas mother goes on to help other ghouls  
 
and the jug on the table says " i am a beautiful porcelaine vase , cold and smooth as young skin . Ive been sitting here for 7 decades watching the family come and go . My curves are exquisite and im now used as an ornament , a memory , i hold memories of happier times before the tragedy . when i was an emblem of success in an academic household . im so beautiful i look like a song , a beautiful woman in her prime , no longer skinny and not yet fat  
 
Anna has some childish things in her home  
 
shes learning writing as well as art . What does fear smell like ? a sharp tang , acidic like concentrated citrus , also metallic . time looks like a vast space a black hole, an expanse of night sky , events twinkling . Love feels like running in the dark , a young person running towards the mystery , pounding the streets  
 
there is nothing between Anna and the moon tonight  . Art is here to describe experiences without judgment . the characters are taking responsiblity for themselves and there is not too much emphasis on gender 
 


on track , Like a pig she grunted . Appreciated the foreplay thanks
He swaggered in and bumped her .N it wasn't Dev
14 minutes and they were pounding the streets