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Friday, 17 April 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 5 , Zero Sum Eleven

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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why would Charlotte and her mother be a threat to the FBI ? she thought Crystal was crazy to think that only to find herself with the same delusion . Because they're half casts ? do all half casts get persecuted ?

Crystal was threatened with torture if she refused her meds . Or removal to a group home . She requested a therapist which was denied and she screamed the place down

other patients steal your belongings and you have to help care for them . Even in the community once released . Sometimes having to take on a very disturbed person single handedly . Charlotte is much in demand for this kind of service . Under unspoken threat of sanctions

She has taken on a young person with a personality disorder , a recovering male heroin addict and a 70 year old dissociative patient with alot of anger and bitterness . Feeling the impact of cuts to services .while heavily medicated herself

Charlotte had been something of a slag in her younger days , left her steady boyfriend at the squat and went downstairs to Jacks room . Seduced him . Brother Bud tried to act as pimp , threatening to split them up if Jack didnt supply him with dope . There was shouting

there was also much jamming where they all forgot who was partners with who and it was all a great drama between young people , there was unity and harmony , several guitar players , a cello , a keyboard , they did not really know then what great musicians they were , they had not found themselves

Jack and Charlotte did break up but it was not really Buds doing as Bud would not have fixed her up with Mike

Jack was an awesome guitarist and singer who looked like Jack Nicholson . People were always saying so . Bud looked like Bowie and a cousin looked like Sting . Jack prided himself on being a caring people person and he was, he taught Charlotte a few things . He was also quite depressed . And felt bad for taking Chalotte off his friend . The friend forgave him and they remained friends

Jack and Bud were very funny and so was Mike , and some other friends who were into Buddhism . Charlotte didnt realise then that her value lay in being an attractive young girl with the guys trying to make her laugh . They all cracked each other up so much

One time Charlotte took a piece of dope through Victoria Station . She felt this was out of character for her . If there is such a character . Is that an assumption that certain types of people would carry a piece of dope through Victoria Station ?

Zero Sum Eleven from 2013 is about meeting Trevor

Charlotte : Im sorry sir i had once officer kicking me in the back and another with her hand down my pants ... feral law ... usher in the jungle , crimes of passion huh ... make my day ... swearing and lashing out , the scent of a trouble maker , im just a complete arsehole and im really gonna fuckin hurt ya

mobster , something a bit more rawrrrr, trying to see into what looks like a pile of rubble but is really a road side bomb , unfriendly territory , i have a screw missing , you is gonna get burn

Trevor : listen mate, i can kill people ... drive em to suicide messing about frooo the authorities ... you will not get away ... your friends are a bunch of harridans

dont you prick tease me

he leans into her against the wall : id like to shag your brains out but youre too fucking easy ...

Charlotte : Zat right ? sorry to shatter your crystal balls ... just what exactly did you think was going to happen . that id be thrown in the bin ? she pushes her knee into his groin , takes his gun out of his pocket and runs

turns out he was planning to have a baby with Emerald and that Charlotte was just at stepping stone . Having told Charlotte he didnt want kids . maybe she was too easy for him . this time itd be different . She pays a visit to his mistress

please im not in the mood for a load of shit

actually i want to leave him , Emerald . OK come in then . The place smelled of spice and batik prints , not a speck of dust in sight , and how the glass shone . Charlotte handed her a sealed envelope

Trevor and Baby Mother want the guardianship back after Jez took it . Charlotte would rather Jez kept it . Baby Mother ( Not Emerald ) has claimed responsibility for the coercion

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He got in through the window while she was doing her friend and said he has dads blessing to make a baby , N there was not enough lube
So the c spot got pulled into the g spot
While he pounded and she bucked. Not really model behaviour

Ive got your daughter . N she really turned on

Pushing against the tide . Kal said to open the suez canal

Standing up to Boyz notes 170426

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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if it seems like ive just been messing about all these years and not going to work, theres been alot more to it than that . i have had so many therapists , most of whom have been quite insane themselves taking me round and round the garden path . Ive been to cults and healers all of which helped on my journey . As well as various support groups and specialised phonelines for different types of abuse and loss . but its taken years for anything to really make sense

Since being hospitalised in 2013 and finding the right medication and the right therapist ive become alot more useful and been able to share some of my experiences with others , do voluntary work and take on some really difficult people that nobody else will take on

ive not been able to turn it into employment because my energy levels are not consistent enough but usefulness is not only about earning money in fact far from it . Some of the most useful people in society are not earning very much

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As women our hormones are very comforting to us

Free speech, freeze peach

Monday, 6 April 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 4 Subliminal Messages

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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So then Charlotte looked at her karma re the sex going wrong . Because she avoided two mental health patients at the swimming pool ?
Because she cut her vulnerable friends zoom calls to once a fortnight ?
Or is it that shes not standing up for herself enough ? Should not have visited her addict brother . Alone and feeling unsafe

Trevor has given the chuckster permission to harrass her outdoors , near her home, at medical appointments ,

the vibrator stopped mid orgasm and when nearly there this happened twice . Not sure if it was the equipment failing or if she had anger in her or something . there was less lube so that the c spot was being pulled into the g spot

Kal has nurtured her through sex failures before

according to surveys most women can apparently only orgasm with the c spot . Charlotte has never been invited to these surveys ! And yet most vibrators are designed to simulate penetrative sex

Shes sometimes orgasmed from sex and not needed all that afterplay stuff . Unfortuately her best orgasms during sex came from cheating . Maybe because her Dad cheated on his partners , she assumed it was a feminist thing to do . Or because of the adrenalin

how dead is the deceased ? how alive are the living ? Charlotte has written several pages of conversation with her late mother . Including reasons why she took her life . Which seem never ending

All she has is a photo of Crystal holding her baby self. She looks so happy . 19 years old with her first baby . In her mothers kitchen. She feels her mother cant hurt her any more now that shes married to Lance . That kitchen has objects from the 1950s , a metal teapot that sits on the stove , a striped apron, and a sieve used to make baby food from leftovers . Who does that now ! Crystal has beautiful red hair and a pink dress , while baby Charlotte is wrapped in a white towel . Crystal is so humble in ' her perfect state ' which people have described from the afterlife and happens sometimes on earth

it was great until young Lance felt trapped with his beautiful wife and

children

Charlotte in her infinte freedom decided to jump from a first floor window . For a myriad of reasons . She called an ambulance and was taken to the general hospital . Where after a couple of days two men who looked like they were from the FBI or something came to question her . She told them that people were watching her from satellite cameras and they sectioned her

she screamed the place down . And was injected with benzodiazepines which she said were death to her . She was strapped to a board and driven through the night to the psychiatric hospital , singing pop songs and sharing her sweets with the ambulance nurse

Cryses sent a plague on Agamemnon to rescue his daughter Cryseis . So Agamemnon takes Briseis from Achilles as compensation . Cryseis asks her father to save Briseis also . She has fallen in love with Achilles and seeks to have her wishes considered . The two women become warriors in their own right

There is a gang harassing Charlotte online through her vulnerable friend Millie , who Charlotte is trying to help . She gets pidgeoned by Morgana, Chuckster, Tasha , Fleur and Shrek . Pidgeoning is when you send an online message to someone via a hijacked friend , hoping to create subliminal messages . Theyve threatened to cut Millie off from the support forum if she doesnt do their bidding

He popped her cherry .Just as the door knocked . N its always like this
Got through by the skin of her teeth

Struck by the nakedness of his penis . The audacity of it
The shame, the jaw jaw
A nuclear bomb

hypnotised

Time has come for a gang bang . Some of whom ejaculated
The g spot was activated . And ended in a good pounding

They're grinding each other . She bucked while he pounded

Standing up to Boyz notes 060426

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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i thought my mother was crazy to think the IRA were after her . Only to find myself thinking the same thing . Why though ? Why would myself and my mother be a threat to the IRA ? because we're half casts ? lots of people are half casts , do they all get persecuted ?

Crystal thought they were bugging the radiators. Her sisters husband came round and said thats just metal fatigue when they change temperature

its also about the chucksters personal feelings about me and my having left him. For the last time HE HAD ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND !!! a young asian girl at the time . He wanted me to marry him and be some sort of stooge of a wife . And im not allowed out of it ?

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if morgana moves near to me i will stop speaking to her . im having difficulty with boundaries in the friendship and that would just put paid to them

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Dad's sister is harassing my vulnerable friend . Aunt Cintzia

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zero sum eleven from 2013

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Trevor and baby mother have influenced a report that says I pose a risk to other people

They want the guardianship back is the reason

baby mother has claimed responsibilty for the coercion

Wednesday, 25 March 2026

Standing up to boyz page 3 the gargoyles

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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an orgasm is like a nuclear bomb, like the big bang of the universe

the parties were pretty loud with people freaking out all over the place and playing guitars and bongos . Singing tribal songs . Nobody worried about the neighbours

the old tape recorder gave the recording an ancient nutty woody sound when she howled up at an old viaduct with no pants on which attracted the attention of a dog . The imac felt so real when she howled with tears into it and it watched her play with herself

theres a woman with bpd sitting in a posh room with pink and green velvet sofas , green velvet cushions and a fireplace with an ornate surround . The woman lives in the lap of luxury and cant understand what is wrong with her or why , seeing as she has everything she needs and nothing bad has happened . She just cant find her strength . Like some sort of pedigree

meanwhile the Chuckster is harasseing her vulnerable friend along with Fleur and Tasha making it difficult for Charlotte to care for her . Stealing from the mouths of babes . He had someone follow Charlotte into the chemist to give her the flu . Fuck the knuckle he said

Charlotte prefers the g button

in this town there are alot of sinister gargoyles , a smell of beer and the graveyards where she played with herself . A dead person spoke to her of a local lynch mob . The keystone faces with bulging eyes and tongues hanging out , like decapitated heads , a person petrified

a terrible scream pierces the icy silence

stalkers are another kind of ghost . She tried to help her but the ravages of her illness drove them apart and she wept bitter tears . The ghosts whisper in the ears of her friends with abusive memes

Kal is a magician who has turned his hand to miracles and to sacred texts , restoring Charlottes soul , saving her from destruction , working tirelessly to protect her and daily shows her more magic and miracles

when Charlotte was a virgin she could not access her g spot as it is behind the hymen . Doesnt make her a lesbian . She could orgasm from a dry hump

he popped her cherry just as the door knocked , its always like this , she thought , getting through by the skin of her teeth , struck by the nakedness of his penis , the audacity of it , the jaw jaw , a nuclear bomb

she was about to orgasm in the usual way , vaginally , successfully when the vibrator stopped working ! Afterwards she thought its ok i did orgasm, then after about 15 minutes she felt there was more . So she went at it again and ended up with a less successful orgasm , using the c spot closer to the end

Shroedingers orgasm

was it the guy in the first one or the guy in the second one ?

Standing up to Boyz notes 250326

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI .

I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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So then I looked at my karma re the sex going wrong . Because I avoided two mental health patients at the swimming pool ?

Because I cut my vulnerable friends zoom calls to once a fortnight ?

Or is it that im not standing up for myself enough ? Should not have visited my addict brother . Alone and feeling unsafe

theres a problem with these two patients being always at the pool expecting me to treat them

feeling depressed

morgana is harassing my vulnerable friend

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Trevor has given the chuckster permission to harass me outdoors near my home

He is not welcome

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not sure if the pounding was at an angle after the vibrator stopped again . or if the vibrator is faulty or im gripping it extra hard . Why maybe im angry about something

or maybe there wasnt enough lube so that the c spot was being pulled at as well as the g spot and those in between

afterwards i felt grateful and that id had sex with a man

it was better than the previous one

Too many depressed people in my life

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According to surveys apparently most women can only orgasm by the clitoris . Not that ive ever been invited to such a survey

So what are they doing with their vibrators ?

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I've sometimes orgasmed from sex and not needed all that after play stuff

Unfortunately my best orgasms from sex were while cheating . Maybe because Dad cheated on his partners i assumed it was a feminist thing to do . Or because of the adrenalin

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How much dead is the deceased ?

How much alive are the living ?

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Tasha is harassing my vulnerable friend

Wednesday, 11 March 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 2 the world war

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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as the world war rages on , Trevor is hate bombing Charlotte with online memes threatening her security in various ways . He gets the pervert next door to bang things when she is talking to Kal

Chuckster has claimed responsiblity for giving her a virus at the chemist . He likes to attack her at medical appointments

then again if Crystal hadnt taken her own life how would Charlottes life have played out ? Shed have been caring for her mother , raising two children , going to art school . But without all the drama what would she paint ?

in the eighties she went to a party with Bud and Alex , they were such dudes fitting right in on the scene . Charlotte was wearing skinny jeans and a vest top . There were people drinking and smoking cannabis

Alex knew that Charlotte fancied him but was friends with her ex boyfriend and didnt want to hurt his feelings . His guitar playing would turn her on . He feels he can awaken her , that shes a bit green and he can show her to herself , how exciting life can be he thinks , they are wild and free

some years later he is in a care home with MS and Charlotte contacts Fathers for Justice about access to his daughter . This intervention is successful

You find yourself in a wood at night and come across a cottage where the light is on. The bearded man inside is not very friendly and you ask if there is anywhere you can sleep . He lends you a tent and says to watch out for bears . You try your phone in the tent and cant get a signal but manage to phone the nearest town to ask for a rescue

when the rescuers arrive they find a bear sitting on your tent . You are up a tree in a hammock . the search party dont look up and you are worried that shouting for them might awaken the bear . They enquire at the cottage and the bearded man said he had heard a scream and assumed a bear had got you . You look down and see the bear creeping towards the cottage

she had moved on , grabbed the steering wheel and swerved uphill as the sky fell

a good pounding to her boa constrictor , her lions maw

There was a surprise piranha sting
youd be brave to meet
That she'd given up on
A brother in spirit who was against the war
N everyone watching
It was so kinky

17 minutes n they're pounding the floor

The piranha has sharp teeth