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im an emotional prostitute 
thats all i know 
and all i deserve 

The Catwalk Sisters

Wednesday, 17 July 2013

The Catwalk Sisters

17.07.13. 13.32

she was an ugly girl

with a lovely voice ... n three catwalk sisters .... 
n some of the men that came courting 

were distracted by the songs 
coming from the kitchen 

n they found that if they locked her in the cupboard 
that their own voices became more magical ... 

18.07.13. 
n make tootling melodies
n looney tunes 
n alien bloops 

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n then one day 
one of the suitors heard a 
muffled thumping noise coming 
from the cupboard under the stairs 
n took it upon himself to enquire if there 
might be a power failure or trapped animal .... 

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he was ushered into the drawing room 
and informed that there was 
a ghost present in the 
house n it was a family secret 
they must entreat him to reveal this to nobody .... 

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n he took his leave somewhat bewildered 
n i have no idea wha is going to happen next 

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19.07.13. 

n of course one day 
he decies to take the long 
way back to his estate down a woodland 
path n is struck by the dazzling evening light 
and a strange bird song .... 

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they wouldn't ... 
they seemed so affable ... so attentive ... 

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19.07.13. am

they wooo they wooo 
n a dark cloud passed over the sharp glints 
magpies laughing sarcastically 
n the gulls sound like they are being assaulted  

20.07.13. 

the bird song reminded 
her of the tunes coming from the sisters' kitchen 
n they started to sound like words ... 

21.07.13. 
a twit a woo 
caw caw 
tak tak tak  
tweet tweet 

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n then of course 
he hears a rustling struggle 
a muffled mumbling voice like one is gagged 
n someone is dragging a live body 
through the woods like a mummy 

22.07.13. 
n they found if they put a container 
in the cupboard with some 
water that some of the bloops n tootles 
could be bottled ... 
and a special frozen larder 
was prepared with all labels for different 
types of bloop 

n you could drink one n start blooping   
or do a little bloople 
a tootle bloop 
or a flootle ... 

or an augmented
supernatural throat chord 
where the strings in the organ sound further apart 

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27.07.13 
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bouncels, balloon yelps , 
echoes, tong tongs n woodpecker yoyos 

28.07.13. 
n angel sighs 

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30.07.13. 
n they got hold 
of a spray that could make her voice go all muffley ....  
31.07.13. 
n they were all tootling 
n blooping n bubbling like nothing on earth .... 

1.08.13. 

and there was less 
of that embarrassing noise coming from the cupboard .... 
just a rather nasty smell ... 

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2.07.13.     12.55pm
an nutty wood n stuff 
n then one day 
he took the forest path at glooming dusk 
n heard what he could only describe as an owl guitar 

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an the way the wood was 
cut at angles make
it sound the more piercing n nutty echoes  ....  

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4.08.13. 

the sky went red ... he picked up the guitar 
n started to strum 
n all of a sudden he hears a screech 
from the sisters' house .... 

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11.08.13. 10.50am 
to wit .. .

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14.08.13. 
n she hadn't the 
tiniest inkling she had made a song ... 

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a whooo a whooo ..... 
terwitch terwitch terwitch 
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n she was tole 
that her songs n paintings 
did not belong to her 
cus they were to pay for her keep ..... 

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15.08.13. 
snatched from 
her like newborn babes .... 
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17.08.13. 
n sometimes 
forcibly extracted from her cells .... 
the prisoner is on 
suicide watch ...  

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190813 5.22am 
a widowww wooo ooo
wooo widow wooo 

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hoot hoot  

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honk honk 
a bottle broke
on the terracotta floor 
n there was magic leaking everywhere ... 
oozing through windows
n down drains 
n objects started to talk ... 

150913 
n people were looting 
bottles of magic 
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n strange knocks n bumps would come 
from peoples stomachs 
n things they hadn't said .... 

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and then one of the sisters 
found she could fit a device to the cupboard 
that would have her sisters
utterances delivered directly into her brain 
n there were rain bloops n popsicles galore 

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n she was not allowed to 

look in mirrors 

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n then one day they filled the cupboard 
with anthrax n she was not able to speak at all ...  
ah htats better they said 
give someone else a chance of an airing 
n we've got all those bottles in the freezer ....  
n they laughed at her 
and called her a zombie  

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n it was weird 
she find she can make tunes 
as long as they don't has any words 

n make tootling melodies

n looney tunes 
n alien bloops 

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n it flashed through her mind 
a picture book 
a dead lion with a honeycomb inside 
the last utterances of a dying man ... 

she couldn't walk but 
she could run  
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n shed always been 
made to give everything 
away even her own babies .... 

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The Author is a lady with a mental illness 
who has remarkable powers
to write the script of other peoples lives 

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hostile 

aggressive and disturbed 

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they got married
and then he told her 
that he couldn't have children 
because he was on a register 

and that he wanted her 
to tell people she was infertile 

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n now i know 
why its raining 
when there are no clouds 

the dog is frightened, aggravated, aggressive  

it knows I'm frightened of it 
and that i would like to attack it 
so it goes into dictator mode 
insecure and irritable, highly strung    

im expressing my owner's menopausal anger 
her childlessness 
and his frustrated pedophilia 

man is that animal aggressive 

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who does she think she is ? 
telling me what to do 
i'll do what i like with my dog 

after all I've been in here all day
cleaning the house ! 

the dog is fine 
she's just highly strung 
some dogs are like that 

not my fault if someone doesnt like dogs ! 

maybe K should live in sheltered accommodation 

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it sounds very angry 
and distressed 

its raining 
and my owners 
can't be bothered to take me out for a walk

not much of a life for a dog
being cooped up in here all day 

my heart has to work twice as hard 

#youexploitedmyheart 

song : merry broken christmas

for those from broken homes  
who have just been chucked 
who cannot afford their rent 
and they have no friends 

Merry Broken Christmas 
may all your pain be healed 
Merry Christmas pain 
all this pain that you feel 

lets share it together 
lets not pretend 
we've reached the end
this is the worst day of the year 

with all its cheer
n smiling faces
getting drunk on fear
just to mask a tear

give me beans on toast 
instead of this roast 
lets cry and grieve 
at least that will be real 

Merry Broken Christmas 
may all your pain be healed 
Merry Christmas pain 
all this pain you feel 

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theres a heroin addict 
banging on my door 

an emotional switchboard 

numb, zombiefied , 
drugged up to the eyeballs 
at least I'm not like that 

not dead inside 

excluded 
i feel like a gatecrasher in this world 

how come its raining 
when there are no clouds 

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well they're all pissing about down there  all sorts of salubrious types 

bad company 
i dreamt we found a way 
to get all these free toys 

my brother is my partner in crime 

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who does she think she is ? 
expecting better treatment 
valuing herself 
what a diva ! 

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just not Christmas 
without her mummy 
but at least this i can feel 

for those from broken homes  
who've just been chucked 
who can't afford their rent 
and have no friends 

Merry Broken Christmas 
may all your pain be healed 
Merry Christmas pain 
all this pain you feel 

lets share it together 
lets not pretend 
we've reached the end
this is the worst day of the year 

with all its cheer
n smiling faces
drunk on beer / fear
just to mask a tear

give me beans on toast 
instead of this roast 
lets cry and grieve at least it be real 
to say how we feel 

Merry Broken Christmas 

may all your pain be healed 

Merry Christmas pain 

all this pain you feel 

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so i was 4 years old 
playing in my aunts garden 
when this huge beast 
knocks me face down onto the concrete 

i can identify as a mother if i want ... 

so i don't have kids ? 
i know what its like 
when your life belongs to someone else 
when the days and nights 
are endless drudgery 
when they kick against the boundary 

i can feel him 
kicking inside me 

i wanna get off this ride