Friday, 22 May 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 8 the vicar

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 220526  

 

So who initiates sex ? The woman may feel she's being too forward , while the man worries about putting pressure on her

Plenty of opportunity for edging
Charlotte gained the impression recently that sex is about power , performance and intrigue . nothing wrong with intrigue unless it takes away the unconditional love for yourself and your partner and the journey
and she does love the person shes seeing

the neighbours bang things when she masturbates . Powers that be pidgeon her radio threatening her with eviction and other horrors . They want her to do more for Agatha to stop her harranguing them

she started life as a feminist but it got whittled away with ideas of strident ball breaking feminism . Free speech , freeze peach

Trevor has arranged for her to speak to welfare as part of his campaign of coercive control . He and his partner Emerald are hounding her on social media 

 the earth stopped running under my bare feet
hypnotised into a rigid trance  
locked inside a transparent coffin 
the audience tightened the noose 
a large buzzsaw severed me into two separate pieces 
the blade slices right through my body 
the two halves of the table are rolled apart 
after a while the sides of the box fall away 
to reveal i am strugggling to escape the manacles 
my body jerks out of the coffin like a jack in the box 
boing 
the head hanging from a spring  
 
Palm trees 
A tousle with lesbians 
And then the water 
A good pounding to end 

23 minutes , quicker than the vicar 


Standing up to Boyz notes 220526

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 220526 
 
I started doing Trevor as Dev suggested and there was another woman there  
I fancied doing some oral with her 
For a bit
 then she took out a strap on machine gun
And did me gently with that 
I came with her inside me 
 
I was thinking that while doing Dev 

9 minutes and much reduced preparation
 
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some men at the sex addicts meeting flirted with her 
which was inappropriate 
but instead of complaining she felt turned on  
they were like a Mexican football team 
she did some oral with a gay man 
then went to the board meeting 
there were 3 men doing her 
alot of pounding and foreplay 
and a successful end 
 
so dim  
 
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I hope you'll pass through the sadness  and out the other side



from 2024 
 

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Baby mother sent a spam actress into an aa meeting to  talk about excrement 
She needs some oestrogen 

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They called Charlotte juicy goosey

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Kal gives me lovely cards , writes exciting articles , and does legal work for me 
Unfortunately I may be too slow for him 

Like a tortoise and a hare in a relationship
 
 270526 sorry Kal , wrong end of the stick !
 

 270526 just thinking where to post it 
 
Nb add M.E.  

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I had to make a phone call recommending Agatha ve welcome at my art group . In order for Trevor and baby mother to let me have my shopping 

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Trevor watches until i enter the bathroom before getting the nonsense wife to slam a door 
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Agatha and baby mother pidgeoned my tv to threaten a brick through the window 
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Tiger sprayed germs in the chemist  

Friday, 8 May 2026

Standing up to Boyz page 7 kiss chase

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 080526  


Leaving herself frustrated for several days she can become unbearably overbearing and opinionated

in an ideal relationship youd agree that if one person is not in the mood , the other one will take care of their own needs

this is of course complicated by the possiblity they are having cyber sex with someone else and might be building a whole other relationship 


at primary school the kids would play ' kiss chase ' with the boys chasing the girls. She remembers standing in the middle of the playground wearing white zip up boots , green tights a green skirt and blazer and her contribution was to kick the boys who came to chase her !

the beginning of a lifetime of fighting with men on various levels

and it wasnt that she didnt like boys ! she loved boys and would often choose them over girls as playmates , sometimes they seemed to be more intersted in a subject than the girls . She had a maths friend called Michael and they got teased for being a couple when we really werent . And there was Zaki but she cant remember what they shared now

one of the teachers said dont let those boys lead you astray ! as she was starting to flirt around age ten 


so if she disagrees with Kal about something even mildly , Trevor tries to have him tortured

she thinks she would be very unhappy with Trevor who would be in his study all the time chatting with Emerald and surveilling Charlotte 


Kal loves Charlotte unconditionally . His concerns about her performance are about bringing out the best in her , not about judgment and in fact he has stuck by her through many failures and wrong paths 


must take alot out of Kal writing those articles . Maybe he feels under pressure 

 Trevor is pidgeoning insults through the television. And there is a whole gang harassing Charlotte through her emails with vulnerable Millie 


Charlotte discovered 4 more spots
A and B either side of C
And H and I the side walls of the vagina

she started off with some lesbian action
A grilling

Then found herself doing Kal
Who accused her of thinking about an ex boyfriend
So he fucked harder while saying im the one whos fucking doing you
Not your fucking ex boyfriend
Ended with a good hammering
And no alcohol
16 minutes

she saw stars

Standing up to Boyz notes 080526

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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So who initiates sex ? The woman may feel she's being too forward , while the man worries about putting pressure on her 
 
Plenty of opportunity for edging  

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There's no chance of my doing the degree course if im to be tortured for doing the foundation 
If I can even finish the foundation
 
And Agatha the sunshine comes from the 12 steps not the church 
 
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ive gained the impression recently that sex is about power ,  performance and intrigue . nothing wrong with intrigue unless it takes away the unconditional love for yourself and your partner and the journey 
and i do love the person im seeing 

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Trevor likes to get the neighbour to bang things when im in a recovery meeting  
 
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Trevor watches me on surveillance and if i put the radio on he will switch it to a programme about the nazis or a sermon or other such authoritarian vibe  
 
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Trevor is threatening me with  eviction if I dont do more for agatha as she is haranguing him 

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I started life as a feminist but it got whittled away with ideas of strident  ball breaking feminism 
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Agatha watched footage of my bedroom last night and sent comments on it via vulnerable Millie 
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Trevor has arranged for me to speak to welfare as part of his campaign of coercive control 
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Yesterday I picked up a box from the chemist floor and it had some bacteria on it which has affected my liver 

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Trevor and his partner Emerald are hounding me on social media , the radio and through the welfare service