Friday 31 May 2019

010619

the answer to the surveillance issue 
is for people to know more about it 





310519 

strategic patience 

maybe not ghost banned 
maybe ghost moderated ? 







Tuesday 28 May 2019

280519

would you Scarey 
like to comment on the Nazanin case ? 








Sunday 26 May 2019

260519 

I've actually had conversations with hackers 
inside my own mailbox 











Friday 24 May 2019

240519 

pumping out heart energy 

im a lucky girl 
that I'm not in one of those 
abusive care homes 







Wednesday 22 May 2019

220519 

i cope cheerfully 
with my suicidal feelings 

my aunt kicks me in the stomach 







Tuesday 21 May 2019

210519 

so now she's a pawn 
in the arms and prisoner deals 
and election too ! 








Thursday 16 May 2019

160519 

it would be nice 
not to feel like a beggar 
and a scrounger 








Tuesday 14 May 2019

130519 / 140519 

these ugly thoughts 
look so insane 

n all this stuff 
like sticky goo

another nail in the coffin 
dragging her in there 
playing with her dolls 
wriggle out of it 













Monday 13 May 2019

Thursday 9 May 2019

100519 

I'm single, female and disabled 
i should just put up and shut up 











Monday 6 May 2019

Sunday 5 May 2019

040519 / 050519 

n Scarey was breathtaking 

the weather is like the i Ching 

i seem to have made a huge mess 







Thursday 2 May 2019

030519 

the book is very poetic 










020519 


finding the screen noise so dehumanising 
when will we have a screen rebellion ?

i think living alone here
it hurts to hear barking, gunshot etc
it sounds like there are no people around