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ideas : board game

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a relationships board game 

with cards and stopping squares 

for things like cheating, expressing feelings 

over - eagerness, lying, spying, etc. 




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artwork digital leaves 191014

artwork archives

Rude Food : Carribean barbecue salmon

smoked salmon fillets, Levi Roots reggae reggae sauce, 1 tbs

scotch bonnet chilli sauce, Lee & Perrins worcester sauce, 

Tabasco smoked chipotle sauce, tomato puree, fresh coriander, 

ground coriander, garlic puree, chopped onion, paprika , lime juice 

grated ginger, organic apple cyder vinegar 

cook the onions a bit in some oil, a light oil like sunflower or grape seed, 

add the sauces, and some cyder vinegar , adding small amounts of water 

to make a sauce, add the dry ingredients, and 

the chopped coriander leaves with the stalks removed, and the lime juice 

cook for about 10 minutes then leave to cool. 

When its cool use it to marinade the salmon for minimum of 20 minutes 

then into a pre heated over gas mark 6, for another 20 minutes 

served with organic white basmati rice 

and sweet potato chips baked with paprika and oil 

Al

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Arthur

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cyber children puppets

this is Devs wheelchair puppet called Gloria , Sophies baby puppet 

and Scareys baby witch 

cyber children feather bird

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this is Tiggers bird the purple one. 

the orange one went missing 

photographs moons

toy

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sounds

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photographs alien moons

the moon tree

editing the Art Whisperer

chapter 1 After the Apocalypse 

Chapter 2 , Everyday Magic 

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theres no need to rub
my nose in it like a glue stick ...

I'm actually literally
sawing through a steel cable ...

the chords
are elastic and
stretchy like pulling dough

I burned my hands on some raw chilli
and am a bit comatose
however it is still possible i could bite you ...

hey Joe
they got progressively
more dense until obviously
they no longer needed a body ...

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and on the 8th
day he made the Devil ...

nb someone seems to have removed this section which i will now need to edit again ...

15.39 23.03.13. ****************************************

15.03.13.

and the neighbour smashed a door at a crucial point ...

see i had aspirin today that slightly took the edge off ... but i

still wanted to wriggle free of it and felt like another one ...

its like this energy forcing its way up like a underground spring you know

the force of the jet fighting back at the jack thirsty bird sucker rod

Chapter 3 No Computer Week 

Chapter 4 Antar Yoga 

instead of going to Dr Death right i want to be anaesthetised and dropped in a piraña infested sea

and i catch myself doing little mannerisms and affectations like you see on telly ...

like when you do a sex face from a film .. .

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

wanting people to like you .... i think i want to see how much i can offend them
atnd get away with it dammit
why do i keep writing and

in fact theres those fiends i need to practice on ...

and i was addicted to violence really adrenaline and drama and stuff
not acting i thought the stage would be something not real for me

drama was acting out
all the crap inside you know
trying to find out who you were ...
i never can understand acting how can people act ... without losing themselves ...

oh the tortured artist though yes
apart from just recently its not all about pain but
yeah you do struggle with that villain that gets the lines ...

is what its about really isn't it ...

almost as if i grew up there
not where i grew up
cus being a very very grown up child just totally regressed to about three

you know when you
scream and it sound like
like not a human like a beast or something

and friends would scale the walls to find me

ah mole i have seen that word twice today and i got stage fright ...

23.03.13.

sacrificed a lamb ...

and i nightmare they say yours gonna leave me and i know what i don't know

and i make the most horrendous gaffes that have me crippled with guilt for days ...

I like how
we don't know
what we're doing ...
don't know what we're doing ...

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3.15am 23.03.13.

but then the occult does have a mind of its own random will nobody
can contain

making aberrations like a sea storm

a mindless thud agains your boat ...

something that tore me open and kicked my nuts

oh yeah like the shaking of a fever some times a magical trance where
actually a vision was born

funny he was conceived in that
war in the sickness of the enemy camp ...

and you a quivering mirage in the delirium

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the laugh has a trippy echo that pollenates my
head with hazy stings

a joy that kills

Chapter 5 Music from Bones 

Chapter 6 How to Magically Clean the House 

editing the Art Whisperer

chapter 1 After the Apocalypse 

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um no going into someone bedroom n ripping off the covers is not a derivative ...

if you want something thats going to stay with you for life
not evaporate like last nights crack

a derivative
is to pay homage
to worship and to commune with not to rape and mug

Art being like a wild animal that you want to tame.

Some of these people have never seen a bag of flour before .... you know everything delivered in plastic microwave packaging ...

n like you get the flour in a bowl with some water , massage it n make a shape right ....

n i had this conversation with Jim Morrison ....

n Splitz has attacked me
n i was going to say earlier
her orgasms were very impressive
i mean its not that she throw herself off the
garage its the orgasm itself propelled her across the garden ...

n verily do i injunct the people yous do not eat enough
to sustain a thought
let alone take it out to

the field for a kick about

n the unpalatable truth
is that forcing your body to be
a particular size is like

a form of animal cruelty ...

people are not only desperate for food they are desperate for sex , emotions and ideas n these vast lorries of people begging and fighting

for handouts ....

why am i being attacked
so much because of the anorexia
in our culture and what it does to peoples sexual powers

n yeah America keeps things
running smoothly with clockwork precision n all the life polished out of it
with professional sheen
n if you feel anything you get a sharp
clip round the ear ....

cashew ... will you stop hacking in and altering stuff thankyou ... you are not welcome to watch films of me either ... please use your own material ...

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God eats shoots n leaves
is what he does
puts you through all kinds of pranks

God is like
a really tetchy/temporamental film director
like Hitchcock ... he doenst care
who gets hurt as long as he gets an aesthetic reaction out of you ....

Chapter 2 , Everyday Magic 

n I've isolated myself
i may have been sociable
h have not spoken to anyone on a deep level
i have made myself
very very vulnerable ....

n is she move away from the computer is alot more material is gonna
get lost

n it means alot to me when somethien is stolen and theres a cover version for me
buy a friend ...

you know
and i produce documents and artworks
that are the culmination
of your research n yous just let people steal them

n yous don't always get the Jungian significance of the sound effects and shapes
except some people do that don't really
get the emotional value

they just know how to use them .... *************

n all nuances ... like did you have an orgasm you didn't like very much
even the power was there n not
the music

doesnt necessarily have to be your Mum ....

one thing she learned from Dev
is to try to have a wank
about people you wouldn't normally wank about .... or pets even .... she had a wank about a tree
once ... her sexuality had all but

destroyed n there was
just this tree that looked like a penis ....

Dev is her internet boyfriend she has never met. 

She is also vey griefed for her ex internet boyfriend Scarey 

who appears in other books. 

n more viral darts ...
you know ... and because
yous are all use to microwave
packets yous dont understand the
elemental components of what you are eating n like only Ravioli seems to get this ...

the fib asserting themselves
they own the premises the equipment n the guns ...
they want some respect
and appreciation ... they want something in return ...

the fib seem to have designed a witch warp so can you make a fairy warp as well

lot to time spend doing backups n still more to do
k she has to do one of those
fifteen minute backup things ... is
anyone can restrain the fib she be vey grateful thankyou .... 020613

global wine shortage say the fib .... arm try unreasonable force ...

n yeah i do have
some sexual threads in mind
n then the fib are going to dunk me
again while they feed it all to Lager and Trash ....

n yeah i only got
given the book because
Lager had helped herself to a
film of me during the night
in fact the most recent one while i was ill with
a fever given to me by the fib and being tortured with mitchells mouldy dust

n they then felt guilty about how much abuse they had dished out to me

and how it migh took on footage ....

n is you add all that up you'd get something like this
just sift through what happened you could
sift through the events
from your ordinary boring day to find out where the magic occurred ...

such a simple old cliche

that people don't notice its part of the furniture

n this could form a magic diary
alternative to the gratitude list at the end
of the day to ask myself did any miracles happen

n how does that differ from being a bore i think to quote Sheryl Crow
is a process of elimination

those moments of pure awe
the innocent moments when people drop their masks n stop critiquing themselves

n yeah tha is more what i would call more miraculous
n i need reminding of that ....
an Trix is good on that area

in order to get that I have to accept that nothing is happening

something my mum use to say
there is nothing happening out there ... n my brother would say
that nothing has ever happened
and that time doesnt exist ...
n he would say that feeling bored
is an achievement n a luxury ...

n she feel caught up in performancey stuff ...

n i see you push things right up to the point of critical danger ...
n you didn't seem to feel anything
for that bird ...

n is also what my rehab work is about is not just rehab is contact with
people when i first went there i felt like i was a chair or something you know i lost any sense of being human
n i like the word miracle more than magic a miracle is a bigger thing

that benefits more people and carries no trickery ...

n there was like 'The Changes' you know where all the technology was blown
up n people had to survive in
barns n it ws cutthroat

n this game where you had to scale a rope up to the roof or die

no tv at all woah we were allowed one hour per day or maybe two at weekends
n would beg to be allowed to stay up
for the horror thrillers ...

no tv at all ... n this is the way of the future n how can we promote it ...

n i think of magic n miracles is the magical stuff

thats easiest to do … not the magic
that is hard doing the special effects and vey dangerous .. .
magical is easy
apparently i did a magical breakfast once n i can't remember what
went in it ... apart from it had a rich sauce ...

n then one day
magic became something
quite commonplace n every-day ... n you

wouldnt bother recording it all even is you can hear drums n cymbals n witches screeching all around

n little tinkly bells in your computer

some of which from your Higher Power ...

Chapter 3 No Computer Week 

n that song Heaven is a Place where nothing ever happens
we sang that in a squat with a guy called Kofi
n about 6 guitars
n it was one of those moments
of stillness
as if you had always been
sitting in that spot

n Julia Camerons no reading week would become a no cumputer week the idea being that we fill ourselves with other peoples thoughts ...

which brings me to the antar yoga
of tortoise-hood which
is where the seed of emotional nurturance is germinated ....
no tv at all ... n did you find that
the grown ups would get very distressed tearful and start shouting
if they found you in front of a screen ...

i dunno you had some
fiends over for a sleepover
n a great atmosphere ...
n you wake up with a fun hangover
n feel inspired to concoct the most awesome breakfast eva
the sky is all pink n stuff
n have a special feeling about
the cushion plumping to put love into it
n they look all fluffed up
like newborn chickens

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there is no food in here today
n she is blessed with an utterly fake and plastic kaboob

the way to a mans heart is through his stomach
yah put the boot in
what does a boot have to do with a romantic dinner cus he'd like rather be given the sack

in fact if you look at it like that he doesnt want a job 

n what would she put in a romantic meal
cus like some of her most romantic
moments were over beans on toast in a workers cafe

you know n it has to have a checked vinyl table cloth n sort of weak tea ...

n could she invent
a glorified bottom dollar beans

bottom dollar beans
n gutter roll ups

Chapter 4 Antar Yoga 

Chapter 5 Music from Bones 

n yeah when you are in a happy mood
it makes little notes on the ojbect
n you can hear she enjoyed making the breakfast r n is nothing vey weird
in a happy mood
n that fridge can be vey talkative
n maybe she has a pet fridge ...

n now she is trying to make the keyboard talk n is not really weird 

n see is yous can work out why is not weird

what go and see my own gp
n then they tell me I'm a bit mental

i only go there is my life depends on it

i don't know is you has commented on the device
or i need to decide that mysql

the tape recorder i don't think i have enough batteries ...
i took them out trying to make an electric shock

n better than plugging yourself into the mains ...

n don forget furniture percussion
can be vey sensitive to contrivances

she has design a keyboard that will pick up on your mood
is needs to be programme to play random notes when you switch it on ....
n it would pick up atmospheric vibrations

thanks Dev ... n yeah she always

had to give everything away ....

various percussions
n wha is she writes about music does it make the keyboard sing

i just deleted a recording
the keyboard was making a bit of a tune
i don't know if it would have come out

the piano was making a tune

normally the piano

is one thing that is shy of being recorded

while the fridge is quite happy

for me to bug her

you know theres swaggering .. . and theres staggering ... like legs akimbo trying to cross the
road with a bottle

a bit like a swagger swiggering

across the road

an just totally not giving a fuck

Chapter 6 How to Magically Clean the House 

she have to go soon
to make some more pizza n magically clean the house

what does pizza have to do with cleaning the house
maybe Town might know 

n what about other italian recipes like Osso Bucco n stuff

she was wondering
how to magically clean the house
n maybe by taking a tip from the Trixie
short of leaving the g drive plugged in
should she not worry what people do with her stuff ...

n is someone takes something
or puts a witch warp on why are they doing it

she has left a team of delegated in charge of which the Trixie is not one of them funnily enough n is up to them to conduct the derivatives i guess

this is an experiment with no guarantees

she has marked the dead hand before it goes in the wash
to see if it does anything ....

n the Trixie instructions make me
think of the magic roundabout for some reason

she has to try to make another
french pizza which could be vey hard for her