Friday, 18 September 2026

a grave soul page 1 A Baptism of Fire

 
clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 
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Another gong bong N the wrong this time There was a woman there
And her man who did me , N it was change for the sake of it
Gibberish , N she grabbed the steering wheel
N drove uphill

N pounded herself as the sky fell , she was rubbed sore ,Experimenting
Turning a straight person straight

Some years ago
she had a baptism of fire
With tongues of flame
The Heavens opened
And life and death were one

Charlotte took Mike camping , cooked him green cuisine to no avail . Even though he had friends and went to therapy , churches , helplines , bought self help books, there was no saving their relationship , just endless threats 
 
she watched 2 gay men , N had a close up view
While she did herself internally , N she's  not retired yet
n nor is Kal  with this light sabre
Ended pounding the grounds 

The heat gives it this molten quality
 
 
Half the amount of coke , N a really messed up fantasy
That she  can't repeat , Except it involved the black guy
Round the corner ,Who decided to teach her
A few things 
Ended with grunting pushes and thumps 

On the ball
 
 
how did she paint a fauve self portrait ? at first she couldnt answer but then realised its a kind of child like rebellion like ' who says a face cant be green '  

17 minutes
Well that entertained her ,Ended with a thumping on the g spot
Lot of mileage  , From the guy round the corner
That she wasn't allowed to see , bit the bullet too
 
 
she was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture 
the heat induced this kind of surrender that gives the painting a molten quality  
 
if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time
her football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it
But not all her poetry is about football
and when she first discovered her g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that she could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work
not so she could become a performing monkey !
sex should be fun and carefree

her soul is upside down

she knows her way around a male alcoholic but not a female one
 
she doesnt really understand bonds
But tried to whisper
they did some aural
And ended with a good stomping 
she was a vulnerable person
Nearly gave her a heart attack
 
on a bit of a high wire   
 
 
 

a grave soul notes 180926

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
 

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theres this paradox where if you have a g spot orgasm it seems like a massive achievement . And that in itself is a problem in making you self conscious about the next one , can you ' live up to it ' ? is on your mind 
 and then you get performance anxiety 
 
leading sometimes to c spot orgasms until you regain your privacy and freedom and again reach the g spot  . And round you go again 
 
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I think uncle Mel is still alive he just doesn't want to bother with my addict brother 
 
 280926 extreme hypertension from a high powered course  , keeping up with celebrity partners  battling addiction and online abuse 

Cutting down caffeine is not enough to bring that down 

280926 actually no I need Kals advice to reduce caffeine x

290926 my new cleaner is a 23 year old media student . I said sometimes its your menial jobs you end up writing about

And nobody can say he's privileged  !

290926 if a cat can learn which humans it can trust the same goes for womens trust in men
 
 
 
 
 
 

Monday, 7 September 2026

A Grave Soul notes 070926 , blog is adult content

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK . throw , clockwork , fleur , bluebottle , Millicent , Shacks , duffers 
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , chuckster, bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional. Standing up to Boyz is written by Chantilly Lace Cinders 
 
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im a person who was forcibly medicated in hospital under threat of torture
and i can easily feel that i dont have a choice


 

100926 if somebody keeps tickling you you might be laughing and saying stop at the same time 
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ok im ready to have sex now . But it impresses me when the man is not in the mood  
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Going swimming doesn't necessarily mean I'm having sex 
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Maybe maybe not
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I dont think i can currently have sex without alcohol . The neighbours might hear me 
but i did get it down to about 2.5 units a week 
 
so if anyone is offering me cyber sex this week bear that in mind !  
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well if getting me off alcohol is the thing then that can take an unforseen direction 
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My football metaphor gets over used sometimes . Originally it was fun to kick the ball and see who scored a goal with it
 
But not all my poetry is about football
 
and when I first discovered my g spot it wasn't an achievement , just a discovery that I could orgasm a new way, albeit hard work 
 
not so i could become a performing monkey !   
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sex should be fun and carefree  
 
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My soul is upside down
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I know my way around a male alcoholic but not a female one