editing the Art Whisperer

chapter 1 After the Apocalypse 

Chapter 2 , Everyday Magic 

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theres no need to rub
my nose in it like a glue stick ...

I'm actually literally
sawing through a steel cable ...

the chords
are elastic and
stretchy like pulling dough

I burned my hands on some raw chilli
and am a bit comatose
however it is still possible i could bite you ...

hey Joe
they got progressively
more dense until obviously
they no longer needed a body ...

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and on the 8th
day he made the Devil ...

nb someone seems to have removed this section which i will now need to edit again ...

15.39 23.03.13. ****************************************

15.03.13.

and the neighbour smashed a door at a crucial point ...

see i had aspirin today that slightly took the edge off ... but i

still wanted to wriggle free of it and felt like another one ...

its like this energy forcing its way up like a underground spring you know

the force of the jet fighting back at the jack thirsty bird sucker rod

Chapter 3 No Computer Week 

Chapter 4 Antar Yoga 

instead of going to Dr Death right i want to be anaesthetised and dropped in a piraña infested sea

and i catch myself doing little mannerisms and affectations like you see on telly ...

like when you do a sex face from a film .. .

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

wanting people to like you .... i think i want to see how much i can offend them
atnd get away with it dammit
why do i keep writing and

in fact theres those fiends i need to practice on ...

and i was addicted to violence really adrenaline and drama and stuff
not acting i thought the stage would be something not real for me

drama was acting out
all the crap inside you know
trying to find out who you were ...
i never can understand acting how can people act ... without losing themselves ...

oh the tortured artist though yes
apart from just recently its not all about pain but
yeah you do struggle with that villain that gets the lines ...

is what its about really isn't it ...

almost as if i grew up there
not where i grew up
cus being a very very grown up child just totally regressed to about three

you know when you
scream and it sound like
like not a human like a beast or something

and friends would scale the walls to find me

ah mole i have seen that word twice today and i got stage fright ...

23.03.13.

sacrificed a lamb ...

and i nightmare they say yours gonna leave me and i know what i don't know

and i make the most horrendous gaffes that have me crippled with guilt for days ...

I like how
we don't know
what we're doing ...
don't know what we're doing ...

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3.15am 23.03.13.

but then the occult does have a mind of its own random will nobody
can contain

making aberrations like a sea storm

a mindless thud agains your boat ...

something that tore me open and kicked my nuts

oh yeah like the shaking of a fever some times a magical trance where
actually a vision was born

funny he was conceived in that
war in the sickness of the enemy camp ...

and you a quivering mirage in the delirium

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the laugh has a trippy echo that pollenates my
head with hazy stings

a joy that kills

Chapter 5 Music from Bones 

Chapter 6 How to Magically Clean the House