010419 

the emotional downer 
that makes me keel over 
and am i even helping ? 
is he even my brother any more ? 

310319 

i want to treat my brother to my company 
not a bag of sugar ! 

310319 

whataboutery, yesbutery 
i wash my hands until they bleed 
to get rid of the germs 

these feelings 
thundering in my chest 

i feel like my family are torturing me 
they know where all my weak spots are 

300319 

i don't know how to clean a house 
or go to work 
i eat the same meal every day 

im not an office worker 
an artist, musician, 
a mother, daughter, 
pillar of the community 
friend, lover, wife 

not a stay at home mom 
or single parent 

n i don't know how to fix anything 

300319 

caffeine induced psychiosis 

im not working 
because i don't know how to sell myself 

if i sell it i lose it 

n you can find a boyfriend who loves you 
but nobody loves you 
the way your mamma does 

290319 

' send him my love ' 

i want to give him 
the gift of myself 
not a load of sweets 

unadorned with gifts 

im not working 
because i don't know how to sell myself 

290319 

so it has also something to do with 
oil and weapons 

290319 

its like being asked 
to operate on another heart patient 

280319 

she's no Sheherezade or Mata Hari 
she's a happily married woman 
and let no man put asunder 
whom God hath joined together 

so we must be water boarding 
one of theirs ? 
for information about terror plots ? 

Scarey watches me in the kitchen 
to make sure   i don't touch the sweeties 

I've got a disability 
its called being a lazy fat pig 

280319 

i come from a world 
where morality 
is measured differently 

270319 

sometimes our feelings are too much 
so we create an illness for it 

270319 
so people on benefits are slackers ? 
bunking off, drunk ? 

we're doing all the work 
and paying all our taxes for you 

n yeah people are pretty concerned here too
about honour and reputation 

n you gotta pick someone 
who is socially acceptable 

talk about picking 
unavailable men ! 

260319 

evolution always happens 

n scarey didnt comment 
cus a lovely little bird tole him 

brought over like a slave 
treated like a gate crasher 

250319 

the people I'm trying to help 
will vandalise my heart and soul 

she looks very humanitarian 

250319

would you, Scarey,
like to comment on the topic of Brexit ?

you have to respect their etiquette
and let them come up with a solution
like ' after you ! '
being ceremonious about it

and not telling them what to do
not trying to be clever
or trying to control things

theres an epidemic of mental illness 

240319 

so who's the terrorist ? 

240319 

her squeals of delight 

at the antics of big brother

overwhelmed with emotion
my heart growing to
accommodate the new family member
full to bursting !

they're nesting
in the outer branches 

240319 

the birds 
are talking about the weather 
geography 
and mating calls 

230319

is she a prisoner swap ? 

why am i being held captive 
by my own people ? 

who do they want to swap me for ? 

n there is plenty coercion goes on 
here in the west as well 

do they think I'm a terrorist ? 

spying on behalf of the disadvantaged ? 
n the disadvantaged are holding whom ? 

230319 

the sun rose over the battlefield 
glinting on the blood  

n she thought she'd have me for dinner 
to stop her getting fat

roll over you old hippie 
we want some flower power 
n we can't get it from our phones 

take that and be grateful 

n i gotta stuff down my anger 

i think i just got stung 

by a wasp 

n a very large wasp it is too

230319 

the way i made the rhythm 
with just my voice 
the sexual sound 

she's dissed me 
because she wants to use the idea
and feels embarrassed about it 

210319 

there is intelligence going on 
of which we know nothing 

200319 

im not good enough 

190319 

or a falling log 

I've built up my weight
like a brick layer 
in order to carry this load 

190319 

the sheer weight 
of brother's addiction 
and father's disapproval 

yet another person 
' got hit by a train ' 

drained 

you have to respect their etiquette  
and let them come up with a solution 
like ' after you ! ' 
being ceremonious about it 

and not telling them what to do  
not trying to be clever 
or trying to control things  

theres an epidemic of mental illness 

190319 

got at, misunderstood, defensive, 
nuclear deal, paranoid, proud leaders 

a diplomatic pawn 
used for leverage

moral compass 
versus celebrity and power 

tearing down bridges 
and building walls 

180319 

54 years of rage 

my father is displeased with me 
i can't express my anger 
or there will be an apocalypse 

n you could be killed for that 

160319 

so if Boris told you to jump off a cliff 
would you do it ? 

150319 

shame, desperation, destitution 

a social justice warrior 

140319 

swirling around feeling dizzy 
needing to lie down 

micro aggressions, coercive control 

attitude ? character flaw ? 

130319 / 140319 

https://www.change.org/p/free-nazanin-ratcliffe?source_location=discover_feed

£500 million for Nazanin ? 
i think we should pay it 
because of Boris's gaffe 

pretty sure 
we'll be spending that money on weapons 

140319

i feel down 
cus i just canna be 
what my Daddy wants me to be 

130319 

these ' journalists she was training ' 
are they in prison as well ? 
what are their names ? 

I am being assassinated 

I am being held captive
by a bunch of barbarians

now a vulnerable disabled person
who is being abused

coercive control

120319 

Nazanin is being assassinated like Diana 


she is being held captive 
by a bunch of barbarians 

now a vulnerable disabled person 
who is being abused 

coercive control 

120319 

and what punishment do they give 
when a woman is married to a rapist ? 

if you want to make an example of her 
i thinks she's been punished enough 

she is being assassinated 

perhaps other women 
might start to want what she has ? 

sorry we are going to have to put you 
in a care home 
its because of Brexit 
this is what people voted for

120319

fancy using a child like that 
as a political pawn 

we're all worried 
she will die in that jail 
because of horrific and squalid conditions  

she is being held captive 
by a bunch of barbarians 

she is now a vulnerable disabled person 
who is being abused 

coercive control 

save Nazanin Zaghari Ratcliffe 

110319 

it seems that the person 
with the mental health issues 
is having a funny turn 

sorry we have to put you in a care home 
its because of Brexit 
this is what people voted for 

100319 

bearing the emotional weight 
like women do 

why can't they see
that I'm carrying this burden on my own 

090319 

so with a hard Brexit 
we'd lose proportional representation ? 

080319

when you're on your own 
you can concentrate 
on your feelings for the other person 

rather than their feelings for you 

080319 

tracking is fracking 


apocalypse Britain 

Brexit is a golden opportunity 
for them to wipe out 
100 years of history 
and all the human rights 
that people fought for 

to ride roughshod 
over the disabled 

man is that Brexit 
gonna kill a few people 

listening to the music 
of the stars 

he reminds her 
of her alcoholic father 
n maybe this time shed have a chance 
to put things right 

070319 

now she says the knife crime has nothing to do with cuts in social care
and that children protesting about climate change
are just wasting lesson time !

meanwhile Greenland gently burns ...

050319 

can you help me 
this hot potato 
is burning my hands 

n then she threw it back at me 

040319 

what do you do all day ? 
you've got all day 
just to please yourself 
more time than most 

she's gone just like her mother 
saying these things 
about the family 

n my neighbour slams doors 
when i use the bathroom 

030319 

im a foetus 
a rich princess 
in a locked tower 

and my cousins said 
that because i used to take drugs myself 
and that I'm older than them 

thats why i have to visit the addict 
on my own 

030319

in a dependent position 
can i choose ? 

disabled people have alot of anger 
its not fair ... 

having to beg, 
to gratefully accept 

spinning wool into gold 

030319

n i dont understand 
how to commercialise myself 

I'm here to generate love 
is my purpose on earth 
i know no other goal 

020319 

a sense of entitlement ? 

my family members
are all barking 
n i might as well be Rahaf 

I'm the only member of my family 
who visits the addict 

yeah a sense of entitlement 
to a lethal injection thats what 

n i didnt really want to stay here 

i don't really have schizophrenia 
i just have an addict brother 
and an insane family 

minimal agency 
n i feel like I'm going to explode