Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
the hospital jury said that Charlotte ' lacks capacity ' and does not have ' insight ' into her own mental health . But they agreed that hacking does happen . She was not allowed out as she was not dressed decently in the hospital gown which is open at the back . Which she was forced to wear . Her own clothes having been torn off her .She felt like she was in prison . And screamed the place down
from 2013 , ' Standing up to Boyz '
Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard
what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with
so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?
sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on
cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag
there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped
so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly
n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way
n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee
n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks
n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget
n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy
n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern
a blinding rage
nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall
so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy
standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure
n we're already hypnotised
open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice
saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom
expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch
everything stops
with a kind of reverence
n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell
im not responsible
for his behaviour
even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX
n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life
he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly
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Charlotte doesnt realise that people can see her bottom at the back because the hospital gown is open . why are they made like that ? Why are people sniggering . She somehow managed to go out anyway . People thought she was doing it for attention and she got a reputation for it
ironically there was one patient in there who had only a year to live . While others are trying to bring their time forward . The terminal one is incenced at this , they dont know how lucky they are . And points out to Charlotte that her rear is visible . What does he have to lose ?
Crystal herself was flashed at when she was at school on her way home. And on the train . She got up and moved to sit between two ladies . When Charlotte went to the same girls school there was porn strewn on the ground on their way home . Some of the girls could make quips at the sniggering boys hanging about
Uncle Hillary was very interested in watching Charlotte be changed. and raved about her beauty when she turned thirteen
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Morgana scowls at Charlotte across the coffee house table in a passive agressive way . she has planned some fat shaming for later . Her words hiss through her teeth as she tries to make converation . She kicks her bag at Charlotte under the table and says that she called her psychiatrist a fat pig . Charlotte wondered about Morganas intentions when she said that all men are rapists . Yet still the penny did not drop
Trevor joined them and decided to disabuse Charlotte of her naivety . Extinction of men on the horizon . And it was not until some years later that Anna realised what Morgana wanted . They were sitting in a cosy village pub trying to form their own support group . Unfortunatly Charlotte had developed a crush on Trevor . Who had dated another lady in their circles and Morgana was against it
To onlookers they looked a motley crew , not smart , not working people , not aristocracy , but not vagrants either , they were difficult to place. And appeared to be having intelligent conversation and laughing heartily . They were not really buying enough drinks . Are they poets ? criminals ?
Morgana thinks that Trevor will take advantage of Charlotte and resoloves to keep them apart . So theres Trevor trying to protect her from Morgana and Morgana trying to protect her from Trevor !
Morgana deliberately contributed to loss of services in order to foster dependency on herself thus giving herself a monopoly
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Kal is a woman whisperer
the peace and love of the sixties was a real thing that Charlotte was born into . In spite of all the divorces it was in the air like a constant summer , insects buzzing like they're on acid
Trevor is getting the pervert next door to Charlotte to control her with banging noises whenever she is communicating with Kal
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with the name of an early riser you can sleep till noon
N i didn't stop
In spite of obstacles
I reached another plane
Where they couldn't reach me
17 minutes n we're stompin the streets
her vulva was like a Greek myth
The gossip terrible
