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301013 2150pm 

mediation

n your reps havent contacted me well have

they the sponsor people 

is working with you now .... 



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n i was saying Trix you are 

very alert to contrivances ... only 

to then accept some quite gimmicky offerings yourself 

fiction

2009

so anyway he goes out to make a cup of tea right 

comes back in and sits on the bed 

n you have a little counselling 

sesh about the story and the difficulties 

you are having with it 






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i think was it Loz said that he would 

make a cup of tea 

and then come back to see how I'm getting on ...


n in order to have miracles one has to 

first deal with reality isn't it 

no serioudly i think that is an important point ... 




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thats interesting Scarey 

the first orgasm is free and 

then after that you will please yourself 

n yeah must be hard work 

feeling that you have to make a lady come i can relate .... 

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would the pedophile stop making rotting fruit fumes please 



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the idea of exposing yourself as a protest 

kind of appeals to me 

n the napkin doubled up ... 


n yeah 

they poisoned me 

at the restaurant ... so i 

pulled my knickers to one side 

n pissed into the seat ... 






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maybe if i read this i can magic my neighbours away 

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Rude Food Captain Cooks Garbage Ice Cream Trifle

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gutter ice cream sounds good 

garbage ice cream trifle 

rude food misc lines 

what would go in that 

um peelers 

trichotillomania 

capellini 

angel cake, potato skins

bread crusts 

entrails , toe nails 

rind 




followed by worm pasta 

with locusts 


i see a boulangere 

my brother used to do that 

once a week we had to cook weekly 

n he always did that  


many time for a new version 

midnight 

k now she really is pissed off 

she thought shed change her mind 

n do a little bit n now the cunt next door 

has made mouldy drain dust 

on behalf of mitchell 

n she feels sexually frustrated and angry 

people are trying to stop her having an orgasm 

isn't that animal cruelty 


n yous are all having your tubes 

sandpapered 

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the nematode did go up you mean they were going 

to take it out 

thanks Dev 

thjis was abt th same point in the pile 

biographies / Art Whisperer

6pm

n that song Heaven is a Place 

where nothing ever happens

we sang that in a squat with a guy 

called Kofi 

n about 6 guitars 

n it was one of those moments 

of stillness 

as if you had always been 

sitting in that spot 








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interstitial spots ? 




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n Julia Camerons no reading week 

would become a no cumputer week 

the idea being that we fill ourselves 

with other peoples thoughts ... 




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which brings me to the antar yoga 

of tortoise hood which 

is where the seed of emotional nurturance 

is germinated .... 

no tv at all ... n did you find that 

the grown ups would get very distressed

tearful and start shouting 

if they found you in front of a screen ... 






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n is you add all that up you'd get something like this 

just sift through what happened you could 

sift through the events 

from your ordinary boring day to find out where the magic occurred ... 


such a simple old cliche 

that people don't notice its part of the furniture 



1107am 

n this could form a magic diary 

alternative to the gratitude list at the end 

of the day to ask myself did any miracles happen  





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n how does that differ from being a bore 

i think to quote Sheryl Crow 

is a process of elimination



11am 

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those moments of pure awe 

the innocent moments when people drop their masks

n stop critiquing themselves 



n yeah tha is more what i would call 

more miraculous 

n i need reminding of that .... 

an Trix is good on that area

in order to get that I have to accept 

that nothing is happening 

something my mum use to say 

there is nothing happening out there ... 

n my brother would say 

that nothing has ever happened 

and that time doesnt exist ... 

n he would say that feeling bored 

is an achievement n a luxury ...



n she feel caught up in performancey stuff ... 




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the second card effect had them 

screaming n jumping up and down 

n one guy nearly ran into the traffic 


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n i see you push things right up to the point 

of critical danger ... 

n you didn't seem to feel anything 

for that bird ... 



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n is also what my rehab work is about 

is not just rehab is contact with 

people when i first went there i felt like 

i was a chair or something you know i lost 

any sense of being human 

n i like the word miracle more than magic 

a miracle is a bigger thing 

that benefits more people and carries no trickery ... 



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n there was like 'The Changes' you know 

where all the technology was blown 

up n people had to survive in 

barns n it ws cutthroat 

n this game where you had to scale 

a rope up to the roof or die 




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no tv at all woah we were allowed one hour per day 

or maybe two at weekends 

n would beg to be allowed to stay up 

for the horror thrillers ... 

no tv at all ... n this is the way of the future 

n how can we promote it ... 





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to return magic to the place it was 100 years ago

with more immediacy and contact with the audience




837am 

The Gates

hello aunt 

yeah i were dead proud of him he had big chunks ripped out of his ears 

from fighting dogs and foxes 

your move .... 

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I've put your number in my phone and will try ringing you once I get up to the lakes. although reception up there is not the best. You always liked animals - sounds a good idea or maybe a cat ? You loved your cat when you were a child. 

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> for me ... although I'm probably 

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> of no use to them 

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> in fact i should probably get myself 

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> a pet mouse  

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> speak soon hopefully love Lucie 

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> I've got this mobile 

>  07910980916

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> i don't normally use it i put £5 on it 

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> i don't know if it rings 

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> hi I am off to the lake district for half term and return again next Sunday. . Rachel and her husband Rob have just had a baby boy Moses Nick. Nick was Steve's younger brother's name who died about 3 yrs ago. I am visiting them en route to the lakes. I am going with Lin to stay in her parents in law house. They have both died now and she has to help get things cleared ready for agents to start letting it

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Dear Dad 

the mixer tap in the kitchen 

has started to leak water out of the back of itself 

which is going to put up my now metered water bill just to let you know 

as well as making the water taste funny