jupitersterrain6: 2025

Saturday, 1 November 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 14 safe words

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 011125

Trevor and Emerald have been doing malarky on the internet , breaking wifi connections , making online transactions difficult etc . Theres a difference between radical and radicalised . Two wild owls calling to each other ' im here , im here ' . Woody and nutty like a little bagpipe , they havent changed for centuries

meanwhile online people get their friends to post for them , so that the tracks of their abuse cant be traced . And youre thorougly winded, overpowered , humiliated , wrecked and culuture shocked

mental health care is its own saga of incompetent nurses , wrong medications and bad friendships

and online you can get cancelled if you are not an elite technician , navigating the obfuscation of ' two factor authentication ' , why not call it something like recognition information

Kal is going to pound in me while talking about my other loves

in order to enjoy sex you need to feel safe on some level . there are men who are safe to be with and you might want adventure . And hence why Anna has ended up overweight which gives her a degree of safety that she would not feel if she were petite .She started gaining weight during a ten year violent relationship

you need to feel its safe to say what you want , even if its a discussion about SM

people who are into SM actually do have boundaries . its on message boards where they were with someone who went too far , over-rode a safe word , someone they had not got to know

youre either with a man who is safe to be around . Or you feel safe in your ability to defend yourself if things go wrong. Kal has affairs but he rings the changes so that no one woman dominates

There was the brother of a friend . And somebody from the telly with a strap on . Ended with a man giving a good bucking
Which she felt at the g spot
A powerful monster man that blew her up
On a political scale
Should cause better discernment at the border

16 minutes , from the dream , the richter scale

Carriers of the Doom notes 011125

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

Tuesday, 21 October 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 13 international cyber warfare

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 211025

Emerald had youtube shut down one evening , then they shut down some shopping chains . Avo sent a woman into a rehab meeting with a sexually abusive message delivered as a deliberate error in the readings

actually Anna has difficutly using a tampon these days

Agatha sent a woman into rehab to flirt with Anna . Anna didnt fancy her . Shes interested in bisexual women who like men , but is not 100 % gay herself . Such are the preferences she was born with , by which she chooses to identify . The woman had done some digging ...

clockwork sent spam actresses to harrass Anna at the pool showers

but Kal is a moon man . Who joined her sleeping under the stars listening to the whispering wings of birds at dawn

Tarry man fancy seeing you here m'lud , the book goes

There was this guy at notting Hill invited Anna for a nice slow push
what if she'd taken it up ? she'd have got herself up the duff

Would you like me to buck you really hard he said , his friends filmed it

28 minutes , ended with a colourful monster hammering which she felt with her whole body

Carriers of the Doom notes 211025

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Today emerald broke the WiFi of the chemist where Anna gets her prescriptions

and Trevor has guardianship of Anna

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Fleur gets nic to post for him

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today i had an experience of merging with Kal sexually but not with any goal in mind

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spot of fat shaming from Trevor and Agatha at bed time. Very endearing .

they are also threatening to do something to my youtube channel

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in order to enjoy sex you need to feel safe on some level . i know there are men who are safe to be with but i didnt want that , i wanted adventure . And hence why i have ended up overweight which gives me a degree of safety that i would not feel if i were petite . I started gaining weight during a ten year violent relationship

you need to feel its safe to say what you want , even if its a discussion about SM

people who are into SM actually do have boundaries . Ive read on message boards where they were with someone who went too far , over rode a safe word , someone they had not got to know

youre either with a man who is safe to be around . Or you feel safe in your ability to defend yourself if things go wrong

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Clockwork is threatening me with ect deeming it Christian

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Trevor is getting the neighbours to make vomiting noises

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cancellling anyone who isnt an elite technician , obfuscating

with ' two factor authentication ' , why not call it a recognition text

Wednesday, 15 October 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 12 the thud of a dinosaur

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 151025

Kal is woke, his arms embrace the world and everything in the universe which he holds in love , he cares for the vulnerable who nestle under his immense power , the power that comes from great humilty . he is a bird holding a flower in his beak

Emerald left some heart medication and a hair net in Annas bin and threatened to steal from her locker at the pool . She uses local residents groups to harrass , doxxes Anna on the internet , hacks into her internet meetings and threatens her with a lobotomy . She interferes with online orders . Emerald is a social worker with a duty of care over disabled Anna, and is Trevors girlfriend

historically ladies would wear two pairs of silk knickers and a petticoat to hold in their burning desires the Jane Austen theory of orgasms is that if you live an honorable life attending to friends and duties , the tension will build. And youll be blessed with a spontaneous vaginal orgasm with the right person

not sure how that works out in 2025 when you are not sure which of your friends have platonic intentions , with all the online guile going on and the anti straight memes . its easy to become lascivious

what and not get into a gangsters car and watch him drive with his eyes closed ? not hitch hike across the country in a mini skirt ? like Shroedingers slag . sometimes a woman is very turned on . Annas mothers generation were advised to excuse themselves and go to the bathroom to calm down

then you can always go and fuck yourself . And post about it online. Again lascivious . there was plenty of porn even pre internet, people would leave it on the pavement ouside our girls school . Friends would get hold of them boyfriends,

and what makes sex good for women if latency doesnt work ? Trust for one thing . Men are not all neanderthals ! Prioritising your own pleasure not just serving the man . Possibly the biggest obstacle . Reading books and magazine articles about sex , see if you can get into it

Annas best experiences with men who communicate well . so well in fact they were teaching her about it , The poets , the sensitive types , the geeks , they can be really good in bed . How does he make you feel ? you are capable of great heights of excitement

in the carnival of horrors she shagged a defender , welcoming trans people into the changing rooms , somebody much bigger than her , he was wearing womens clothes, totally monsterised her , the thud of a dinosaur

Carriers of the Doom notes 151025

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Emerald shut down youtube

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i have difficulty getting a tampon in

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Avocado sent a woman into a rehab meeting with a sexually abusive message delivered as a deliberate error

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agatha sent a woman into a 12 step meeting to flirt with me . I didn't fancy her. She's done some digging hoping to force me into bed

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baby mother and clockwork sent spam actresses to harrass me at the pool showers

Kal is a moon man

Wednesday, 8 October 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 11 sexual orientations

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 081025

my next book will be called ' Slag ' by Sparkle Ember

Anna studied women artists quite extensively because of how they are left out of history . some of them are not as accomplished as the men but they put more feeling into it , eg Artemsia Gentilleschi . they see into the soul of the subject , the paintings are more personable. She believes that Patricia Preece's paintings were destroyed by her husband . She was in a relationship with Dorothy Hepworth and they couldnt survive as women artists so Patricia married on the condition that the husband be allowed to ' join in ' . Apparently this did not go well

in the 17th century to be working class and a woman it was unheard of to make it as a painter or to have time to paint. Artemesias father was himself a painter who supported her ambition . and he took to court a man whod assualted her and taken her honour . She was able to go to Spain to do some work for the royal court

Sometimes its difficult to paint your sketch . a friend of hers said maybe youre not feeling the same way you were when you did the sketch

art therapy goes much further into emotion than expressionism . And yet it must be abstracted . The expressionists broke all the rules and are there any left to break ?

Anna painted her own wasteland of devastation inspired by artists of the first world war . Featuring an ampu tea pot and some objects reminiscent of her late mother . Thanks alot mother for leaving me , who will love me now ? what will people think ?

meanwhile so what do we need men for these days when we could have a female partner ? well some women are just straight for no reason its something we are born with . theres a big bang to be had and men must not be made extinct , Anna would not like that , she enjoys the humor of men and when someone comes to fix something its usually a man

achieving orgasm through penetration can be challenging granted and she finds it worth it , when she gets there , the energy , the bonding with a man the feeling of triumph

from 2013 :

this is like a panther that is both wild and regal
the biggest loudest thundery heart that ever pounded the earth ....

that screams in rage at the false pretensions , the sellouts the trashy propaganda that eats the soul like chlorine
bleach

that frightens the thunder and dwarfs the tempest in his wake ...
without whom we should all be robots

and she doesnt understand she doesnt know she can't remember

she starts thrusting , she looks like shes having a silver bullet dug out of her . The magpie is laughing and the walls have started to melt

Carriers of the Doom notes 081025

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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the cleaning lady mocks me in a posh voice and if i say touch wood , she taps her head to say that i am mental . Somebody left a heart medication in my bin

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petra left a hair net and some heart medication in my bin today and is threatening to steal from my swimming pool locker

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walls have ears and ears have walls

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I dont tell you how to react to what I've written

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emerald is using my local residents email group to abuse me

agatha is threatening to interfere with my church art class , and to commit arson on my home

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emerald has taken to doxing myself and her on my 12 step meetings which she tracks down by hacking

she threatened me with a lobotomy

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In fact historically ladies would wear two pairs of silk knickers and a petticoat to hold in their burning desires

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Saturday, 4 October 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 10 Rebirth of a Classicist

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 041025

oestrogen parties ? men and women consuming oestrogen rich foods for an evening to experience world peace

Fauvism is like having poetic licence with paint . Sometimes people will appear in a painting that you didnt intend , eg in a picture frame within the painting . there is a difference between the complimentary colours of expressionism and those that actively clash as in Fauve . Theres a difference between drawing from memory and drawing from imagination

with magical realism you put things in the painting that are impossible , like a tower disconnected from its building . Thats different from Surrealism where the whole painting is impossible

in her Rebirth of a Classicist there was a spiritual experience in the middle of a disaster , hence parts removed from the figures and lightning in the middle of a flame , the classical heads transformed into something else

her works about mental health convey a feeling that you dont belong to yourself , youre in someone elses agenda , a sense of being trapped inside yourself , of having no voice

she explores trauma through paint and pastel , giving her insights into her own issues

meanwhile

There are women who are so opposed to the clitoris they refuse to use it . Instead in their frustration they go around abusing other women hoping that will do it for them . Try putting a sheet over you . Do some physcial activity beforehand like walking uphill and lifting weights . To get the blood rushing about the body . This encourages blood flow in the genitals . Listen to some music that turns you on

I think the garden gnome and the leprachaun just exploded

Anna had a serial sexual rebound problem , unable to leave a boyfriend without jumping into bed with the next one . then being racked with grief for the next year . Like a proper bereavement for a relative . she got called a slag a few times.

The new affair was like being on holiday . After all she figured, men are always cheating so why dont i

meanwhile A guy at Notting Hill invited her home for a nice slow push , she didnt know he was a celebrity

A memorable historic explosion after he'd exposed her he wanted to know what her vulva is like
It was an easy slow push , and a tyrranosaurus orgasm

A wrenching cry , ended with a good pounding

Carriers of the Doom notes 041025

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Emerald is threatening to harm vulnerable Millies cats

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Monday, 29 September 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 9 lightning in a bottle

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

edited 290925

Anna did some paintings of her brother Bud which helped to heal their relationship . She noticed that as she painted, the images of him became softer . And affected how she saw him at her next visit

She was asked to give a workshop on portraits and she advised that they draw someone they know really well , there will be something of that person in the image drawn

and is one way of getting to know the person . its great to have a photo to work from with the light coming from the side so that half the face is in shadow

in some of her paintings there are leaves, flowers and locks of hair blowing free from the subject to bring it to life

with expressionism its important to give yourself privacy . To agree with yourself that nobody need ever see your sketch . So you can be free to express whatever way you like . Whatever bizarre idea might come to mind , to brain storm, to dream

remember a significant event in your life and imagine how someone might paint it , try to sketch it out . Then to turn it from art therapy into art you need to think about the colours and composition

Sometimes she will look at the back of a sketch and there is the ghost of her image which looks much better than the right side ! So she traces the ghost image and works from there . She feels her paintings have something to say both obvious and hidden

so many people trying to pidegon Anna through vulnerable Millie . Fleur , Agatha , the sprite , even Annas carer has taken a pop ! Agatha tracks these people down and invites them to make pidgeons . Anna sent a pidegon back through to the carer and recieved some physical threats coming back . She feels shes in a ' serving role ' when she is a qualified English teacher

meanwhile men are having really gritty explosive orgasms to our little pip squeaks . Anna had one recently that was a lesser one but still enough to save the underworld . She blacked out bucking and monstering

in another one there was dry humping with the coloured guy round the corner from Dads who she wasnt allowed to visit . Ended with a good hammering . She liked when he took off her frilly knickers and invited his friends to watch and learn , he's very intuitive , look at this western woman go !

Lightning in a bottle

Carriers of the Doom notes 290925

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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Annas email is being spammed with ' duct cleaning ' adverts , the latest one from June Lamont who hopes Anna will need a hysterectomy

Such is online abuse . June is struggling with her sex life and needs to find some oestrogen , which has reached ' the cliff edge '

She's also extremely hangry. N yeah starving yourself you'll not have much energy for sex doh

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Meanwhile Anna is on the staff team of the forum but not allowed into their common room . What do they not want her to see ? The hokey kokey ?

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with magical realism you put things in the painting that are impossible , like a tower disconnected from its building . Thats different from Surrealism where the whole painting is impossible

her works about mental health convey a feeling that you dont belong to yourself , youre in someone elses agenda , a sense of being trapped inside yourself , of having no voice

she explores trauma through paint and pastel , giving her insights into her own issues

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I think a garden gnome just squeaked

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There are women who are so opposed to the clitoris they refuse to use it . Instead in their frustration they go around abusing other women hoping that will work

It's very ill mannered and war mongering . Put a sheet over you so you can't be seen and fuck yourself

I think the garden gnome just exploded

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I never mentioned the skin colour of the taxi drivers . It's about drivers who don't know the area , don't do the knowledge and rely on a faulty map

And the company is based in Germany

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Oestrogen parties - men and women consume oestrogen rich plant based food to experience peace and harmony

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after all , she figured, men are always cheating so why shouldnt i

Tuesday, 23 September 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 8 sex in the Underworld

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 230925

go across the style to the third planet on the left

Anna hasnt been to art school yet , her creativity was honed in the mental health underworld , coping with psychopaths , many of whom were themselves innately creative . There were some spectacular art therapy classes . Anna would plead with them to sign their works , many of which get lost

she'd have to tread carefully about the psychopaths , stuffing away her own feelings

As well as encountering the raw trauma that these people live with , they taught her valuable lessons about the emotional world, being unemployed , single , adrift , traumatised, bullied

They taught her how to cope with bullying while themselves bullying her , ensuring she would remain with them forever in the underworld

and how they all laughed

Anna is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia . Which of course does not stop people stalking her ! Writing is a way for her to sift out the real harrassement from the illusory . Trevor has been sending aggressive actors to abuse her in public , a lady shouting agressively at her dog , men with loud voices at the swimming pool going on about vomiting . Like a flash mob . Her neighbourhood seems to have become a ghetto

Anna claims there is reasonable grounds for divorce ! that Trevor is emotionally dependent on Emerald . She mothers and counsels him in a way that Anna would not like to compete with

Dreary actors invading her online support groups

And then a lady in her creative writing class called Marcie Jellie has made some ageist comments about Anna . Shes a great writer though. Anna is looking forward to her promised piece of prose about sex with a man

Deirdre is also in the class

meanwhile Anna fucks another celebrity after being brutallly attacked in public by his enemies . they did it to defend the underworld , for Palestine, 19 minutes , then his tongue went in and he finished it off with a monster hammering

she thrashed about , her orgasm was apocalyptic

n look femnisim seems to have somehow given us the expectation that the man will orgasm quickly and then spend about an hour pleasuring us with his hands and tongue . we dont even realise that we are disappointed with that

The after play

Carriers of the Doom notes 230925

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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while men were having really powerful gritty explosive orgasms , we were having little pip squeaks

Fleur is using Millie to harrass me . Shes young enough to be his daugher , he must be in a very desperate state , maybe because he just sits on the internet all day

thankyou for the confetti Dev . im just getting used to our commitment , marriage isnt something i can relate to as yet

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The ladies at church are starting to gaslight her about her weight , well some of them

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One of her three brothers , Nicholas, has slandered her with a complaint that she doesnt contact him .

He phoned the night Dad died and asked if anyone had told Bud . Didn't ask how Anna was or anything

And now he's swayed the family committee. Anna should be supporting him even though he's more successful than her

Nevertheless Anna feels her paintings have something to say

***********

not the best orgasm this week but enough to save the underworld

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the cleaning lady has wormed her way into Millies emails to me

shes threatened to have me kidnapped . i then get a message about a child being beheaded

Tara resents finding herself in a ' servant role ' . well why not go back to teaching english then ? better pay and more interesting work. and how much does smoking cost you ?

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Kal was abducted today by some gangsters

Wednesday, 17 September 2025

Carriers of the Doom page 7 using your imagination

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 170925

getting to know someone by painting their portrait , be it family , friends or celebrities , can help to heal injuries and rifts

as can expressionism and abstract expressionism

a lady at her art class said Anna had helped her to loosen up and experiment

and theres this vital thing called ' abstraction ' which is easier to apply to impressionism than to expressionism . it means to look at the view dispassionately and try to see it as a camera would , divesting it of meaning so that you are just seeing the shapes

thats difficult when the image is inside your head . she got there when she looked at the back of a sketch and saw the ghost of her image showing through . or when she had painted one coat of white over an unsuccesful painting

then was able to trace the ghost image and work from there . it looked just how she had wanted it

finally able to put the pain on the paper . She also likes to paint unsung heroes and topical and historical works like child freedom . When she gets it right it has a dark and brooding atmosphere about it

meanwhile Trevors partner Emerald continues to harrass , lifting lines off Annas blogs, threatening to harm her cat friends, watching her bedroom from a satellite camera . She is not welcome !

She manoevered herself into a social work role that allows her to watch her rival in bed . its a conflict of interests

Kal asks Anna to write a formula for sex . Seeing as so many people want to watch her ! She gives it a go . Try to not harm people so as to have the best possible karma. This is not easy as people try to bait you and sometimes you need to stand up for yourself . but try not to use unreasonable force

Flirt with the right people. that means not taking advantage of the vulnerable. Flirt with a variety of people so that no one person is usurping your partner doh ! Then you need to be somewhat out of your head . if you live in favourable circumstances this may not need to involve substances

do what you can to ensure privacy , closing curtains , covering up the computer , using a sheet , whatever it takes , and then try to enjoy yourself . Do the best you can at being fit . maybe shut the windows to keep out micro drones

some of her fantasies involve being back in her teenage bedroom where her family live and the man shes fantasising about climbing in the window which was on the ground floor

in others she sneaks out to visit a man she wasnt allowed to visit . A man of colour who lived round the corner . she gets down and dirty letting her imagination run wild . Seek aphrodisiacs

she ends up with a good hammering and a monstering

who or what are you fantasising about ? Anna cant understand the need for a piggy back