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 the cyber rape lead to a Stockholm episode , while theres constant haranguing on the phone and texts from Trevor's Emerald , she of the banana broadband texts , this time Anna didnt respond to them 

so Emerald sought to find a chink in the wall , sending pidgeons via Millie and Kal warned that this would go on all night .  it resulted in a Stockholm related sex episode 

and the next day there was Chucky on a 12 step meeting , he'd come in specially to threaten Anna with arson. And youve all heard of online threats , well they really do happen 

and Kal is patient, kind, and so clever about it 

One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy , rather than the allegories that they are

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself . You had to be seen as virtuous in order to be allowed to paint

and then she was redeemed 

The bowling green was where she chose . Its a metaphor for larging it , ended with a poundng and a monstering . Remembering what she wrote online inspired her 

a woman talking about sex , hearing this incredible music

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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icy emerald is  harrassing me with nuisance phone calls , she is not welcome to watch me

carriers of the doom page 5 cyber rape

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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

edited 040925 , edited 070925


the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . She tried to end a contract recently and they sent her an email which wouldnt print !

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach her and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into her life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way

She marvels at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk her in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook her into an agreement 

people go ' oops ' and make heart signs to ease their conscience , which is not accepted 

Agatha and Trevor have issued a rape threat against Anna online Looks like the rape threat has succeeded in shutting her up

Agatha reiterated the rape threat via Millie . Shes threatening Anna with a revolting local bogeyman called Adam

a cyber rape, making Agatha herself a rapist 

meanwhile she enjoyed a gangster fantasy that Dev arranged , involving ' string work' which she particularly appreciated and leaves that to your imagination , well there are strings connecting the erogenous zones enough to say , men of colour are good at , and lead to a good hammering and a monster orgasm

carriers of the doom notes 040925

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

050925

 

Something was removed from my poem of 250825 , on jupitersterrain 4

Emerald is harassing me today , getting Millie to post spam for her , nuisance phone calls and blog theft 

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Chucky threatened me with arson in an alanon meeting

Dev is patient and kind but so clever 

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One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy 

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Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

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Trevor says my writing is too sexual for a woman and he can get me into trouble for it

Carriers of the Doom page 4 making art

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 Anna likes doing portraits of people she knows, its like getting to know them better and possibly doing some healing work . She draws on influences from expressionism , impressionism and surrealism , bit of fauve too . Shes inspired by first world war artists like Mark Gertler and Paul Nash 

she dreamed she had lost something when she left the mental health day centre. Shed lost two violins in the dream. She left because a minor celebrity came to give a mindfulness workshop and asked them to concentrate on their genitals . This ruined the friendships she had there 

sometimes painting is like acting where you try to ' get in character ' and even finds herself making the same face as the subject . With portraits its helpful to have light coming from one side of the face 

when you see what you look like does it make your eyes shrink ? 

meanwhile Trevor is doing his zerzetzung thing like in The Firm . Remotely tampering with Annas router , contacting people shes working with , getting services from , threats of violence online , using the neighbours to percuss about other peoples sex lives . threats of sectioning and ECT , Basically sanctioning her for not being his 

and listening in on her thearpy sessions on zoom . Where she explores the derelict wasteland left by her mothers suicide . And her attempts at 17 to deny her feelings about it . Where she lived in a hedonistic environment at Dads with academia to distract her , fun , parties . The raw courage inspired by wanting to die , self destructive behaviour

shes planning a painting about the wasteland inspired by Salvador Dali and Paul Nash , featuring an ' ampu tea pot ' 

the guilt and shame of the suicide makes her gullible and this is how she ended up in the underworld trying to care for people with serious mental illnesses 

meanwhile shes had fun with more sexual fantasies inspired by articles in the newspapers , gangster films, where she appreciated ' the string work ' . Well ill leave you to work out what that means . Men of colour seem to be good at it . While the neighbours percuss , dogs barking on both sides , friends who are after her hide , everybody clamouring trying to stop her getting her orgasm , a race to the finish , younger women wanting a piggy back 

straight sex is like being fucked by a motorbike . Sometimes two men. Getting into her teenage bedroom . The hazy sound of traffic echoing off the sky in the hot atmosphere  , snapping , monsterized

carriers of the doom notes 280825

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

280825 

the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . I tried to end a contract recently and they sent me an email which wouldnt print ! 

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach me and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into my life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way 

i marvel at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk me in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook me into an agreement 

self destructive behaviour  

280825 

speaking to my late fathers wife about some practical concerns , we both said how we miss him . between us we reconstructed him and guessed at what he would have said 

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Agatha and Trevor have  issued a rape threat against me online

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Looks like the rape threat has succeeded in shutting me up

Agatha reiterated the rape threat via Millie . Shes threatening me with a revolting local bogeyman called Adam 

In the hope I'll become a lesbian 

a cyber rape, making Agatha herself a rapist

Carriers of the Doom page 2 a treatment centre

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 180825 

most people dont believe in God . But they do believe in magic . because there are things that feel magical ,  that defy explanation , that are a mystery ,

 And like Mabel , Lilly is some sort of world leader. in the sense that everybody is , just that they are aware of it . Maybel is in Hunnies gang

hey yeah like trying to get her voice man ... she just had to struggle to get heard and that was in rehab ....
sheesh if you can't get heard in rehab ... 

and speaking of rehab , Lilly has been rejected at alcoholic meetings ! many times over they have told her she doesnt belong there . Which is odd really . The requirement for membership is that your drinking worries you

the mindless thud

the sting of a soul ... hey i aint got long you know .... they said
im gonna fry ... fry fry yeah fry fry fry baby fry fry fry ...
aint no use cryin when
you're gonna fry ...

you know and the hair is all buzzy ... fizzzzzzzy

like rolling around in a hive of bees more bush tucker kisses more
sores and horrors ...


she was fried when she was put in hospital for blowing the whistle on the internet thefts , Even the doctors said yes that does happen . But it was voted that she would be forced into treatment . She knew too much , like her fireman friend

even then she tried to keep fizzing , under all these medications she continued to have a sex life and go paragliding for kicks

she forgot about Kal during that time, thinking it a fantasy that she couldnt possibly be worthy of

in a sense she was kidnapped


she focused her love on someone else

like your lying there and the room is bouncing up and down ...

the mindless thud of a hungry bear paw ...

music is sounding really warped today ... the thicker strings in my piano
being pulled back like archery bows

in an orgasm coma

like all the nerves are lit up like fibre optics

how the sound of your name would thrill me echoing in  the shadow

dangerous ...

that was it ...
frightening like the
first one ... ripping its way up the spine ...

carriers of the doom notes 180825

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

200825

 

Self destructive behaviour  

220825 

the ballet seagull from hospital 2014 , but the damp book ? 

 

photos from 2025 : 

240825 

so being faithful to God means not cheating on him ? 

240825

When you see what you look like , does it make your eyes shrink ? 

260825 

lets call him Ralph , probably not going in the book

270825 

meanwhile ... 

Trevor is causing problems with my bt router 

Trevor is threatening to cause trouble with the publisher 

Trevor is threatening to cut me off from Amazon 

Trevor is trying to influence the gas company so I cant have a backup imersion heater

Trevor pidgeoned the tv to say I'm to be mugged

Trevor is using the neighbours to percuss . im not impressed 

hes also working on moving Agatha near to me just to annoy me

 

270825 ,

 

 270825 thats therapy notes from yesterday talking about my mothers suicide on zoom . The ' devastated wasteland ' that it leaves is something im planning to express in a painting

270825 

 

270825 ,  i was talking about being inspired by the battle field paintings of Paul Klee

 

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The guilt and shame of the suicide makes her vulnerable to manipulation 

The wasteland painting will also be influenced by Salvador Dali

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Trevor and Agatha are threatening me with ect
 

280825 

the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . I tried to end a contract recently and they sent me an email which wouldnt print ! 

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach me and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into my life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way 

i marvel at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk me in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook me into an agreement

Carriers of the Doom page 1 Hunnie

clockwork is on the war path
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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Hunnie has re-written Pop goes the Weasel . Shes a sinister psychopath who traps you in her mind . Abandon all hope ye . And planning to move near to Lilly . Lilly thought she could help ... 

shes bitten off more than she can chew . Hunnie even describes herself as a mafia boss of sorts . who cant be helped. she just wants revenge  . Revenge for describing her songs as nursery rhymes . Round and round the garden like a teddy bear . Part of a terror group who has organised and authorised terrible things . Sexual assualts , arson and the like . Particuarly partial to arson in fact 

Lilly finds it triggering . Hunnie wants to be her partner . And Lilly wants a man  . What can a man do ? says Hunnie . Surely women are much more sensitive . And they dont have a stump 

High levels of doom 

Lesbian fantasies are very easy to do . In fact Lilly has dabbled with those  thoughts but the fantasy always ends with a man barging in on it  .  There was one wind up merchant who monsterized her . Just as women were about to take over the world . Like being whipped with pleasure . Then Tim Lowe gave her a good hammering . Mind blowing intensity 

she a blithering idiot turned to jelly 

in another fantasy she over came an obstacle course to come with a disabled man . N that made her sing an opera . The vibes are different if you orgasm vaginally

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

140825

 

 150825 

next book , Carriers of the Doom notes

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

080825  

110825

I gave the cat a shoulder massage and he stretched out a trembling paw

It's helping him find out who he is 

when Dad or Grandpa came in from the cold they would smell like a muddy football pitch 

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One of my friends is a sinister psychopath.  She makes it feel like a nightmare trapped in her mind , abandon hope ye who enter there 

apparently linked to a terrorist group she has seen , orchestrated and authorised terrible things . And Lilly thinks she can cheer her up ! 

shes like a conductor in the stratosphere of intelligence 

140825 

future book titles, outta my skull and The Triggered 

or the Triggering 

Bully Boulevard page 13 earthbound spirits

 

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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 060825 

 

 

 she sat in the hospital toilets and howled like a child for her mother , 30 years after shed passed . Nobody came to talk to her which made her howl all the more 

they say if you commit suicide you dont die properly but remain earth bound , haunting your family . She seems like a classic ghost , wearing mummy rags and reaching for Anna but never getting here , consumed with remorse 

would the Gods not have mercy ? would Anna ? could she comfort her ? forgive her ? 

so shes a real ghost because Bill and Anna wont let go of her and let her ascend. Her grandfather also starved himself to death in his 80s which you might think was more reasonable, but he also haunted them for a while and also made a visitation to a sensitive friend of hers . i think he was angry that she didnt stop him. Anna  told him she knew what he was doing . How do you know that ? its just obvious Grandpa 

the sun rarely shone over the hosptial but she watched a seagull ballet where one of them stretched out a wing and a webbed foot at the same time . she did drawings of it and gave them as presents . And also drew an ' ampu-tea pot ' which she made into Christmas cards 

looking for signs of life in the clinical hosptial environment , she formed romantic interests in a couple of the patients . One of them was hurt that it was fleeting , but really the staff wouldnt allow things like that to go on . she was caught masturbating in her bed area 

before they medicated her she was like a wild animal , screaming the place down . did her illness make her hypersexual ?

bit of a dilemma sometimes if youve not orgasmed vaginally whether to resort to the clitoris , or wait ... while youre biting peoples heads off in frustration . Which Kal says is dangerous . And of course she had no toys in the hospital so had to use her fingers

Bully Boulevard notes 060825

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

080825 

 

so is Anna hyper sexual due to her mental health condition ? 

Bully Boulevard page 12 she went to rehab

 

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Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 020825  edited 080825

 

 

 So she went to rehab and there she learned that you cant control people. Her ' sponsor ' said so when she would phone 

especially sexually , the imagination is a wild animal that cant be tamed  . Not that she shagged around , she only had 7 boyfriends in real life . Not sure if shes a cyber slag if there is such a thing . Doing it online seems more innocent , until your partner does it , well sometimes , doesnt always matter

 

if youre a team !

 

the online affairs were pretty intense though . There was one politician she called Loz she fell in love with , not many people would know who that is. His real life partner ended up having a broom handle put up his arse 

 

which succeeded in ending Annas relationship with him 

 

and now theyre after Kal . But where would she be without Kal. Hes so attentive , so present . Nobody else does that . Yes he plays tricks on her but only for entertainment   

they called that orgasm venison . His partner wanted to use it to make herself orgasm . N for real . They diagnosed Anna with paranoid schizophrenia when all these things were actually true

this is not for the ears of the tickety boo the hunky dory hymns of the church bazaar , its like being run over by a horse

like your lying there and the room is bouncing up and down ...
the mindless thud of a hungry bear paw ...

mortals would wake to find they had shagged a hideous
creature that lay frothing and foaming besides them ...

you know and this adoration makes a kind of heady smoky puff
like rolling around in a hive of bees more bush tucker kisses more
sores and horrors ... yum ...  

 

what wouldn't she give to see him  ... just toast and beans
in a cafe and his  hand ... to hear his voice ...
does it have dark hairs on it

just to pass out in his eyes  and then they can call the pigs and take her away ... 

 
so she closes her I's and gets the cream ... you know cus while you suckle it you get to really explore the feelings an
all this peace wraps you up like a hazy womb ...

Bully Boulevard notes 020825

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

020825

 

mothers suicide left her feeling like she was buried alive  , 

instead of a living memory 

a corpse inside her 

making her very vulnerable to manipulation 

030825

 

 030825 

her dead mother within her , so she really is haunted 

040825 

040825 

where seagulls dive bombed for chips 

050825

 

apparently Trevor and Janet Williams are going to try to plant something on me in a shopping center  

060825 

Bully Boulevard page 11 women going on about sex

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 310725  edited 080825

 

 if only Deirdre would get herself some oestrogen , she would feel alot better. you can get it from plants . Agatha could do with a dose too . Anna is often attacked by women going through the change 

c'mon guys ... 

some women are using courting techniques adopted by men over the centuries , not taking no for an answer, negging , combining insults with compliments , pulling strings,  they go on about sex every bit as much as men do  ... 

Agatha is constantly pidgeoning Anna through vulnerable Millie . Who im sure doesnt want to be passing on these messages . Agatha has told Millie she could be cut off from support if she doesnt comply 

Agatha feels she has never been loved physically and that Anna must make it up to her . Because Anna is pliable with guilt and low self esteem, Agatha sees her as someone she can control 

she used to be very anti men , which Anna has never been

shes a pool of twilight fashioned at dawn , civilians pour over the border
trudging through muddy fields ... dumped on overwhelmed communities ... there is a growing sense of emergency as they have nowhere to go
fugitives have clashed with soldiers running
out of patience ... ... a country deeply scarred ... an egg lays a chicken 

kin monstrous

it was like there was fresh air blowing through Kal like a sharp morning breeze , the razor beam of a killer marksman
and they reckon women rule the heart

tangled oil that gleams on fiery corpse

riding those chords like swollen veins of deep colour , the flames showed
no mercy forcing their way through the cracks in the frames

going round the bend
drunk drugging drowsy overtaking road rage
drink riding bumping speed
or dribble driving
dribble drinking drowsy bump
dribble bumping my droblem ha ha

 

Bully Boulevard notes 310725

Bully Boulevard page 10 Dr Deirdre Martin

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 290725 , using poetry from 2013  edited 080825

 

 

 

 Dr Deirdre Martin is trying to pidgeon Anna via Agatha and vulnerable friend Millie . Dierdre is old enough to be Millies mother but apparently she eats meat and therefore deserves abuse 

Millie has emotionally unstable personality disorder and learning difficulties . And Deirdre is depriving her of a little bit of much needed care . She cant be bothered to seek recovery for herself, like Tasha she prefers using vulnerable people as punch bags . Making her a uniquely new species of parasite . you may recognise her moany voice droning on 

And not only gaslighted but also gassed ! in the swimming pool changing rooms a virussy perfume , the trademark of Janet Williams . One of Fleurs exes . Not sure why , Anna has not done Fleur in since she cant remember 

meanwhile, spasmic pulse , fluttering blinks that pluck and pull
shiver the rhythmic rise and fall snatching a jitter stuttering ticks sycopated raps that throb
and thump against the clutch in a twitchy sort of way

her still beating heart being offered to the tin man

snailsmanship , there were dead bodies running about everywhere the drones had just missed the head

keys clunk into the ignition slamming on the engine 

kicking the pedal she screeches round the swerve bouncing off the speed bumps leaning back into the bend 

n that was when she left Fleur for Loz
a creaking floorboard shivers her echoes ...
hitting the bones like a glockenspiel

deafening batter of assault rifle a relentless barrage of little bombs
thudding fiery rhythm cracks amplified off the membrane sky
you haunt her thumping veins

you know they did a sundance with that current on the right meridian ... jumped all over the sofas one of her best moments ...

and the wind pleads for mercy 

you forget you're talking  to the differently abled ...

wrestling their arm ...

a thudding bolt
things that go thump in the night ...

Bully Boulevard notes 290725

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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if only Deirdre would get herself some oestrogen

she might have better vibes  

 

Agatha could do with a dose as well 

not the first time Anna has been attacked by women going through the change 

 

C'mon guys really letting the side down

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Agatha is using manly techniques in her amorous pursuit of Anna , not taking no for an answer, negging , combining insults with compliments , pulling strings , . Anna is not gay and doesnt want all this attention from Agatha . She said that all male sex is rape 

she tells Anna that she is past it and that no man will want her 

but what upsets Anna the most is that Agatha is constantly pidgeoning her through little Millie who im sure feels very bad about having to do that 

Agatha has told Millie that she will  cut her off from the support forum if she doesnt do as shes told 

She feels that nobody has ever loved her physically and that Anna must be the one to oblige . She sees Anna as vulnerable and malleable with guilt and low self esteem 

So why did Anna resume the friendship ? Because she felt bad about leaving it with no explanation or attempt to improve it

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Anna is shell shocked with a black eye from falling into a door

, certain person had walked off the internet , to harass the trafficked Anna , stalk and use satellite footage , using a fake delivery driver to chase her around the hood , playing her the sound of a man having an orgasm 

she lacks a certain ooomph , as her diet makes her feeble . Dr Deirdrie Martin is Islamophobic . A will o the wisp 

 

Apparently she now watches Anna all the time . She doesnt have a life  . Her husband is out doing other men , her soul is chilled to the bone

then Thor cut off Annas mobile and land line connections , like in those films where the phone line is cut by a psychopath . When Anna texts the phone company she gets a scam call from Icy Emerald , asking if shes a banana and can she hand over the lust , then she will be happy to fawn. Name of Sir James Slung !

Anna is cut off from communication and left to her drafts

the guilty whispers of a bloodless ghost footsteps flapping like paper
fish crackling like phantom skulls

sweet freedom the fresh air like champagne , paving stones a rustic cob
leaves drip with storm rain , to quench the thirst of eyes , sip a gulp of wind , oh precious sweet freedom allowed out of hospital
 

yeah it was like she was having a heart attack afterwards
and her shoulder hurt so much she was screaming in agony ... she could
hardly move ... like a gunpowder strip was pulled from the base of the spine ... it took about nine days to recover ...

she just wants to go where its really sharp where you sawed through her
like an illusionist ... that was something else ... she can't seem to
get back there ... getting lost in the blizzard on the way ... they murdered
her soul on the way up his mountain ...
 

he's really trippy ... in fact she not sure you should really drive or operate machinery in his presence ...

she broke it and drank the light , the headstone at the top of the bed lit up shining on her tourniquet where pieces of her flesh lay half eaten

she looked down through her white lips , her ribcage had a neon glow
where the stuffing had been scraped out

thick curtains blocking out the sun she found herself being stuffed into a television

pluck out mine heart she said it will be the death of me , but it ne're would leave her

a carnival of entrails

a choke point where there is much diving for the pearl-mussel
to emphasise its military brawn it threatened to close the Strait to oil tanker traffic

in fact a steel lid just literally fell off the wall

she was thinking about how the other two were tortured ...
suppose shes frightened that will
happen again ...

she remembers the plink of the water
and how it settled to a perfect stillness ....

they pushed a heel into his thigh ...

and made him accept a blow job from his ex