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clockwork is on the war path
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
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I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Hunnie has re-written Pop goes the Weasel . Shes a sinister psychopath who traps you in her mind . Abandon all hope ye . And planning to move near to Lilly . Lilly thought she could help ... 

shes bitten off more than she can chew . Hunnie even describes herself as a mafia boss of sorts . who cant be helped. she just wants revenge  . Revenge for describing her songs as nursery rhymes . Round and round the garden like a teddy bear . Part of a terror group who has organised and authorised terrible things . Sexual assualts , arson and the like . Particuarly partial to arson in fact 

Lilly finds it triggering . Hunnie wants to be her partner . And Lilly wants a man  . What can a man do ? says Hunnie . Surely women are much more sensitive . And they dont have a stump 

High levels of doom 

Lesbian fantasies are very easy to do . In fact Lilly has dabbled with those  thoughts but the fantasy always ends with a man barging in on it  .  There was one wind up merchant who monsterized her . Just as women were about to take over the world . Like being whipped with pleasure . Then Tim Lowe gave her a good hammering . Mind blowing intensity 

she a blithering idiot turned to jelly 

in another fantasy she over came an obstacle course to come with a disabled man . N that made her sing an opera . The vibes are different if you orgasm vaginally

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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next book , Carriers of the Doom notes

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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I gave the cat a shoulder massage and he stretched out a trembling paw

It's helping him find out who he is 

when Dad or Grandpa came in from the cold they would smell like a muddy football pitch 

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One of my friends is a sinister psychopath.  She makes it feel like a nightmare trapped in her mind , abandon hope ye who enter there 

apparently linked to a terrorist group she has seen , orchestrated and authorised terrible things . And Lilly thinks she can cheer her up ! 

shes like a conductor in the stratosphere of intelligence 

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future book titles, outta my skull and The Triggered 

or the Triggering 

Bully Boulevard page 13 earthbound spirits

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 she sat in the hospital toilets and howled like a child for her mother , 30 years after shed passed . Nobody came to talk to her which made her howl all the more 

they say if you commit suicide you dont die properly but remain earth bound , haunting your family . She seems like a classic ghost , wearing mummy rags and reaching for Anna but never getting here , consumed with remorse 

would the Gods not have mercy ? would Anna ? could she comfort her ? forgive her ? 

so shes a real ghost because Bill and Anna wont let go of her and let her ascend. Her grandfather also starved himself to death in his 80s which you might think was more reasonable, but he also haunted them for a while and also made a visitation to a sensitive friend of hers . i think he was angry that she didnt stop him. Anna  told him she knew what he was doing . How do you know that ? its just obvious Grandpa 

the sun rarely shone over the hosptial but she watched a seagull ballet where one of them stretched out a wing and a webbed foot at the same time . she did drawings of it and gave them as presents . And also drew an ' ampu-tea pot ' which she made into Christmas cards 

looking for signs of life in the clinical hosptial environment , she formed romantic interests in a couple of the patients . One of them was hurt that it was fleeting , but really the staff wouldnt allow things like that to go on . she was caught masturbating in her bed area 

before they medicated her she was like a wild animal , screaming the place down . did her illness make her hypersexual ?

bit of a dilemma sometimes if youve not orgasmed vaginally whether to resort to the clitoris , or wait ... while youre biting peoples heads off in frustration . Which Kal says is dangerous . And of course she had no toys in the hospital so had to use her fingers

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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so is Anna hyper sexual due to her mental health condition ? 

Bully Boulevard page 12 she went to rehab

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 So she went to rehab and there she learned that you cant control people. Her ' sponsor ' said so when she would phone 

especially sexually , the imagination is a wild animal that cant be tamed  . Not that she shagged around , she only had 7 boyfriends in real life . Not sure if shes a cyber slag if there is such a thing . Doing it online seems more innocent , until your partner does it , well sometimes , doesnt always matter

 

if youre a team !

 

the online affairs were pretty intense though . There was one politician she called Loz she fell in love with , not many people would know who that is. His real life partner ended up having a broom handle put up his arse 

 

which succeeded in ending Annas relationship with him 

 

and now theyre after Kal . But where would she be without Kal. Hes so attentive , so present . Nobody else does that . Yes he plays tricks on her but only for entertainment   

they called that orgasm venison . His partner wanted to use it to make herself orgasm . N for real . They diagnosed Anna with paranoid schizophrenia when all these things were actually true

this is not for the ears of the tickety boo the hunky dory hymns of the church bazaar , its like being run over by a horse

like your lying there and the room is bouncing up and down ...
the mindless thud of a hungry bear paw ...

mortals would wake to find they had shagged a hideous
creature that lay frothing and foaming besides them ...

you know and this adoration makes a kind of heady smoky puff
like rolling around in a hive of bees more bush tucker kisses more
sores and horrors ... yum ...  

 

what wouldn't she give to see him  ... just toast and beans
in a cafe and his  hand ... to hear his voice ...
does it have dark hairs on it

just to pass out in his eyes  and then they can call the pigs and take her away ... 

 
so she closes her I's and gets the cream ... you know cus while you suckle it you get to really explore the feelings an
all this peace wraps you up like a hazy womb ...

Bully Boulevard notes 020825

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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mothers suicide left her feeling like she was buried alive  , 

instead of a living memory 

a corpse inside her 

making her very vulnerable to manipulation 

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her dead mother within her , so she really is haunted 

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where seagulls dive bombed for chips 

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apparently Trevor and Janet Williams are going to try to plant something on me in a shopping center  

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Bully Boulevard page 11 women going on about sex

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 if only Deirdre would get herself some oestrogen , she would feel alot better. you can get it from plants . Agatha could do with a dose too . Anna is often attacked by women going through the change 

c'mon guys ... 

some women are using courting techniques adopted by men over the centuries , not taking no for an answer, negging , combining insults with compliments , pulling strings,  they go on about sex every bit as much as men do  ... 

Agatha is constantly pidgeoning Anna through vulnerable Millie . Who im sure doesnt want to be passing on these messages . Agatha has told Millie she could be cut off from support if she doesnt comply 

Agatha feels she has never been loved physically and that Anna must make it up to her . Because Anna is pliable with guilt and low self esteem, Agatha sees her as someone she can control 

she used to be very anti men , which Anna has never been

shes a pool of twilight fashioned at dawn , civilians pour over the border
trudging through muddy fields ... dumped on overwhelmed communities ... there is a growing sense of emergency as they have nowhere to go
fugitives have clashed with soldiers running
out of patience ... ... a country deeply scarred ... an egg lays a chicken 

kin monstrous

it was like there was fresh air blowing through Kal like a sharp morning breeze , the razor beam of a killer marksman
and they reckon women rule the heart

tangled oil that gleams on fiery corpse

riding those chords like swollen veins of deep colour , the flames showed
no mercy forcing their way through the cracks in the frames

going round the bend
drunk drugging drowsy overtaking road rage
drink riding bumping speed
or dribble driving
dribble drinking drowsy bump
dribble bumping my droblem ha ha

 

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Bully Boulevard page 10 Dr Deirdre Martin

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 Dr Deirdre Martin is trying to pidgeon Anna via Agatha and vulnerable friend Millie . Dierdre is old enough to be Millies mother but apparently she eats meat and therefore deserves abuse 

Millie has emotionally unstable personality disorder and learning difficulties . And Deirdre is depriving her of a little bit of much needed care . She cant be bothered to seek recovery for herself, like Tasha she prefers using vulnerable people as punch bags . Making her a uniquely new species of parasite . you may recognise her moany voice droning on 

And not only gaslighted but also gassed ! in the swimming pool changing rooms a virussy perfume , the trademark of Janet Williams . One of Fleurs exes . Not sure why , Anna has not done Fleur in since she cant remember 

meanwhile, spasmic pulse , fluttering blinks that pluck and pull
shiver the rhythmic rise and fall snatching a jitter stuttering ticks sycopated raps that throb
and thump against the clutch in a twitchy sort of way

her still beating heart being offered to the tin man

snailsmanship , there were dead bodies running about everywhere the drones had just missed the head

keys clunk into the ignition slamming on the engine 

kicking the pedal she screeches round the swerve bouncing off the speed bumps leaning back into the bend 

n that was when she left Fleur for Loz
a creaking floorboard shivers her echoes ...
hitting the bones like a glockenspiel

deafening batter of assault rifle a relentless barrage of little bombs
thudding fiery rhythm cracks amplified off the membrane sky
you haunt her thumping veins

you know they did a sundance with that current on the right meridian ... jumped all over the sofas one of her best moments ...

and the wind pleads for mercy 

you forget you're talking  to the differently abled ...

wrestling their arm ...

a thudding bolt
things that go thump in the night ...

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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if only Deirdre would get herself some oestrogen

she might have better vibes  

 

Agatha could do with a dose as well 

not the first time Anna has been attacked by women going through the change 

 

C'mon guys really letting the side down

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Agatha is using manly techniques in her amorous pursuit of Anna , not taking no for an answer, negging , combining insults with compliments , pulling strings , . Anna is not gay and doesnt want all this attention from Agatha . She said that all male sex is rape 

she tells Anna that she is past it and that no man will want her 

but what upsets Anna the most is that Agatha is constantly pidgeoning her through little Millie who im sure feels very bad about having to do that 

Agatha has told Millie that she will  cut her off from the support forum if she doesnt do as shes told 

She feels that nobody has ever loved her physically and that Anna must be the one to oblige . She sees Anna as vulnerable and malleable with guilt and low self esteem 

So why did Anna resume the friendship ? Because she felt bad about leaving it with no explanation or attempt to improve it

Bully Boulevard page 9 zerzetzung

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Anna is shell shocked with a black eye from falling into a door

, certain person had walked off the internet , to harass the trafficked Anna , stalk and use satellite footage , using a fake delivery driver to chase her around the hood , playing her the sound of a man having an orgasm 

she lacks a certain ooomph , as her diet makes her feeble . Dr Deirdrie Martin is Islamophobic . A will o the wisp 

 

Apparently she now watches Anna all the time . She doesnt have a life  . Her husband is out doing other men , her soul is chilled to the bone

then Thor cut off Annas mobile and land line connections , like in those films where the phone line is cut by a psychopath . When Anna texts the phone company she gets a scam call from Icy Emerald , asking if shes a banana and can she hand over the lust , then she will be happy to fawn. Name of Sir James Slung !

Anna is cut off from communication and left to her drafts

the guilty whispers of a bloodless ghost footsteps flapping like paper
fish crackling like phantom skulls

sweet freedom the fresh air like champagne , paving stones a rustic cob
leaves drip with storm rain , to quench the thirst of eyes , sip a gulp of wind , oh precious sweet freedom allowed out of hospital
 

yeah it was like she was having a heart attack afterwards
and her shoulder hurt so much she was screaming in agony ... she could
hardly move ... like a gunpowder strip was pulled from the base of the spine ... it took about nine days to recover ...

she just wants to go where its really sharp where you sawed through her
like an illusionist ... that was something else ... she can't seem to
get back there ... getting lost in the blizzard on the way ... they murdered
her soul on the way up his mountain ...
 

he's really trippy ... in fact she not sure you should really drive or operate machinery in his presence ...

she broke it and drank the light , the headstone at the top of the bed lit up shining on her tourniquet where pieces of her flesh lay half eaten

she looked down through her white lips , her ribcage had a neon glow
where the stuffing had been scraped out

thick curtains blocking out the sun she found herself being stuffed into a television

pluck out mine heart she said it will be the death of me , but it ne're would leave her

a carnival of entrails

a choke point where there is much diving for the pearl-mussel
to emphasise its military brawn it threatened to close the Strait to oil tanker traffic

in fact a steel lid just literally fell off the wall

she was thinking about how the other two were tortured ...
suppose shes frightened that will
happen again ...

she remembers the plink of the water
and how it settled to a perfect stillness ....

they pushed a heel into his thigh ...

and made him accept a blow job from his ex

 

Bully Boulevard notes 260725

 

lockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Deirdre is trying to contact Anna via her vulnerable friend Millie and Agatha

Deirdre is old enough to be Millies mother 

but apparently Millie qualifies to be abused  

Anna loves Millie but not Dierdre or Agatha

Sick of Deirdres moany voice

Millie has emotionally unstable personality disorder and learning difficulties 

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Not only gaslighted but also gassed in the pool changing room . Janet Williams trademark virussy perfume . She's one of Fleurs exes . N Anna has not done Fleur for yonks...

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Deirdre is a parasite 

Bully Boulevard page 8 an online lifestyle guru

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Anna is being abused by an online lifestyle guru called Dr Martin . She is nice to animals but abuses vulerable adults, the disabled , mentally ill etc  

Anna is not vegan and Martin has taken it upon herself to stalk Anna and sexually abuse her for this reason , to teach her a lesson 

 

apparently the cure for being sexually abused is to soldier on and abuse other women 

Martin stalks and spies on Anna in her recovery groups , not so she can recover but just in order to abuse . Hope nobody recognises her

And what happens to the hormones of child free women when they hit the change ? Some become hyper sexual , as the body struggles to obtain a last ditch baby

 

some very extremely angry . it flashes across your mind why some cultures keep women in the nursery 

Anna is shell shocked from walking into a door and getting a black eye 

Caffeine raises the heart rate ?

 

watching musicians jamming you can see how birds communicate 

 

there were two brothers and people watching , they wanted to see where Anna landed , which is more fun if your partner consents 

Kal hes inter racial and supreme intelligence  can nurture like a mother 

without being feminine . Anna would like him to write another book

you cant believe youre actually doing another man while he watches you grind apparently she thrashes about like a firecracker 

Anna felt her soul explode with lightning passing through the g spot 

if you can get that far you come together 

watching another couple on a film , the neighbours slamming doors 

jealous ex boyfriends percussing on the walls 

like you flew together feeling so exposed , quick before the guests arrive 

a blackout concussion thing dirty bitch 

she didn't  land where he thought she landed   , she landed where she wasnt supposed to

 

14 minutes . He was standing over her dripping  . Apparently shes a convoy 

There's thunder in the afterglow  

that feeling of being a pig on a leash , a comedian shed always fancied 

a toy that stimulates the d, e and f spots n yeah fuck the knuckle was a while back 

 

feeling the other person come , crazy and irrational the joy of a ball inside

 

lots of teasing , whats wrong with it  ?

apparently she doubled over , the blade slices through her,

her body jerks out of the coffin head hanging from a spring

 

Bully Boulevard notes 220725

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Thor has cut off my landline and mobile  . he was joined by icy emerald who gave me a scam text exchange in which she asked me if i was a banana and can i hand over the lust , then she will be happy to fawn , name of sir slung james 

 

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Martin is islamophobic 

Bully Boulevard page 7 youth hostelling

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Annas sister Rachel  said that Anna made a poem when she was ten about a fat girl who smelled and should be locked in the toilet. Anna would have made no such poem. She prefers winding men up to abusing other women. and was quite overweight herself at the time . A wanton hussy prick teasing her way to the top . She'd just blurt out things like that 

one of the lads in a way but not really masculine, she felt her feminine self was match enough for them. Shed go youth hosteling with friends aged 14 where they were chased by horses . The horses swerved just before they got trampled 

age 17 she was hitch hiking across England with a friend both with punky hair , short skirts and stripey tights. One of the drivers made a pass at them but she never felt afraid. Dad had to rescue her from mum so shes unusually more trusting of men . Walking home in London late at night on her own . Camping every year . on her own usually . All this physicality puts her in the mood

The rock n roll hotel , where anything goes , well something went that was dirty and not expectected , but subtly communicated .An orgy with two women and two rock stars . Landing on her  butt

15 minutes , ending in a good hard pounding 

Feeling shot to bits . Monster orgasm , K well she got turned on by two brothers 

N then watched some porn , Excited by a foursome , Went from there to using strap ons , And voyeurism 

Returning to an older porn video , There was a man who let his wife have male lovers  , And would stand over them and comment 

her orgasm was interracial 

The baby is in a bucket hat , Causing her pain , A tart flavour with a buildup that was too much , It was difficult to get it out 

So big it felt like it could kill you , 

17 minutes , the crashing together of male and female energy 

shes a beast , He got in through her downstairs bedroom window at Dads  , said he had permission , He kissed her and put his hand under the covers 

Then he says he's going to expose himself to her

Did some foreplay with his dick

 

And blew her up

 

 

Bully Boulevard notes 180725

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble , DM , are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Dev nurtured me after the abuse from Fleur and valued my writing , giving me actual help . I'd always wondered why nobody would help me . we disagree about the painting but that doesn't mean I'm giving up on him x 

 

theres other stuff like

 and i suggested he do a more in depth life story about himself . if thats too painful , then need a therapist that kind of thing 

 

not only me that needs working on !  

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Dev is supreme intelligence

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Anna is being abused by an online lifestyle guru called Dr Martin . She is nice to animals but abuses vulerable adults, the disabled , mentally ill etc  

Anna is not vegan and Martin has taken it upon herself to stalk Anna and sexually abuse her for this reason , to teach her a lesson 

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apparently the cure for being sexually abused is to soldier on and abuse other women . the cowards way . doesnt usually work that way . usuallly people have to make themselves vulnerable and seek help 

 

see Oprah for guidelines  

Martin spies on Anna in her recovery groups , not so she can recover but just in order to abuse 

And what happens to the hormones of child free women when they hit the change . Some become hyper sexual , as the body struggles to get a last ditch baby

 

some very extremely angry . it flashes across your mind why some cultures keep women in the nursery 

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New makeup design,  the black eye look . Watch this space . look like youve been clubbing till 4 am and have a hangover !

Thing is Dev if I put my first book on kdp the other publisher could sue me 

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Anna is shell shocked from walking into a door and getting a black eye 

Caffeine raises the heart rate ? Well maybe that's why I like it !

Bully Boulevard page 6 Samson

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Agatha pidgeons Anna through vulnerable young Millie who is prone to self harm . Agatha tries to use this channel to flirt and to abuse Anna and explot her concern for Millie . Millie doesnt really want to pass on the messages but is under Agathas thumb. Because Agatha is a patient who oversees the mental health services in England 

with her knowledge of trauma and bereavement , she helps alot of people. And wants Anna for her reward . Anna tried to raise this with her , to be told that Anna had raised the subject and it is therefore that Anna desires Agatha ! 

she enjoys getting other people into trouble  , which she has been doing since she was a child. That is how some people react to being abused as children 

and is very anti men . Although she will befriend a man if she feels its to her advantage . Anna is not anti men. Her Dad had to rescue her from her Mum

apparently most people dont flirt ! what ! its difficult not to . what with all the analogies going on . Samson and Anna enjoyed doggy style . Their orgasmic cries could be heard over the other end of the halfway house they were staying in . They did it in a friends bedroom over a load of coats. Samson used to tease her with his dick. He was a very good fuck . He said she went like the clappers. 

She could really feel the sex in him communicating with hers . Magnified for both of them . She called him a wild animal when she came . He called her a fucking bitch when she made a move that turned him on . Her impulses were instinctive and imaginative. Like twisting her body so his dick was trapped inside her . As if her vagina was biting him . She was creative with sex

shed move her body in opposition to him rather than submissively which he found exciting 

and then there was Loz who said he could give it a good pounding , he said Anna was like a drink . Without her drinking , she had vaginal orgasms with him . he wrote her a poem when they broke up , he found her gone and he knelt down on the ground  

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
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after carriers of the doom the next book will be outta my skull 

Bully Boulevard page 5 an accident in slow motion

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 a family of actors has been planted on her route up the countryside . She was harrassed by a child, while the adult filmed the scene . Anna behaved well but had to go a different way . Like living in a goldfish bowl

the way to a mans heart is through his stomach ? not if he's Jim Morrison
hes not even interested in his needles , let alone your sunday roast ... 

society probably thinks its immoral to post your sexual thoughts online , but what are you supposed to do with them ? there are micro drones reading your drafts
will they take forensic evidence from her fingers ?
n then he came into her room and said he was going to teach
her something an she didn't know what he was doing ...
Im going to stop you though half way between lurching and
biting ... like do you think we might be rushing things ...
music
n her lips are swollen and peeling again like they are going numb from
radiation and shock
an she doesn't want them to have her birdsong see n she was singing to Bottle like a bir an can't remember shes now incubating dark thoughts as
vampires crow over smuggled light
an she wails for a lost baby in great gasping sobs and you dig
 

and dig and dig ,how to get in and the frustration of it
she lay there trembling in her fevvas
calling his name
the g spot is more emotional
flesh eating zombies planted in your social scene
an he like brings out the milky side of her like my skin feels like silky milk
smooth like his chocolate lips an far away eyes
she has a problem with smoking people herself do she
only in recent years to do with the Frizzle thing
and the ogling business ... before that
it was always just one person
probably there is a problem yes ... 

the ogling business is when thousands of people are training themselves on her bedroom , hussling for footage of her orgasm  , in many cases before they can have one themselves . n this is not science fiction 

n to hear her poetry about it , how porn is sometimes foreplay , how a good hard fucking can lead to a monster orgasm , how three rock stars competed to make her come . how this is football , although she never plays football this is sex football . Doing foreplay with his dick , dry humping you to get you in the mood 

grinding and thrashing about . Dev called her a firecracker, she felt her soul explode , lightning through the g spot , a blackout concussion thing 

n some men and women try to trick her with red herrings , but shes the fool on the hill and she doesnt land where they predict

they dont mind a bit of forplay if its actually going to work . and if i goes pear shaped theres always the slow motion of an accident  

like when she went over the handle bars