Carriers of the Doom page 9 lightning in a bottle

 

  

clockwork is on the war path
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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 Anna did some paintings of her brother Bud which helped to heal their relationship . She noticed that as she painted, the images of him became softer . And affected how she saw him at her next visit 

She was asked to give a workshop on portraits and she advised that they draw someone they know really well , there will be something of that person in the image drawn 

 

and is one way of getting to know the person . its great to have a photo to work from with the light coming from the side  so that half the face is in shadow

in some of her paintings there are leaves, flowers and locks of hair blowing free from the subject to bring it to life 

with expressionism its important to give yourself privacy . To agree with yourself that nobody need ever see your sketch . So you can be free to express whatever way you like . Whatever bizarre idea might come to mind , to brain storm, to dream 

remember a significant event in your life and imagine how someone might paint it , try to sketch it out . Then to turn it from art therapy into art you need to think about the colours and composition 

Sometimes she will look at the back of a sketch and there is the ghost of her image which looks much better than the right side ! So she traces the ghost image and works from there . She feels her paintings have something to say both obvious and hidden 

 

so many people trying to pidegon Anna through vulnerable Millie . Fleur , Agatha , the sprite , even Annas carer  has taken a pop ! Agatha tracks these people down and invites them to make pidgeons  . Anna sent a pidegon back through to the carer and recieved some physical threats coming back . She feels shes in a ' serving role ' when she is a qualified English teacher

meanwhile men are having really gritty explosive orgasms to our little pip squeaks . Anna had one recently that was a lesser one but still enough to save the underworld . She blacked out bucking and monstering 

in another one there was  dry humping with the coloured guy round the corner from Dads who she wasnt allowed to visit . Ended with a good hammering . She liked when he took off her frilly knickers and invited his friends to watch and learn , he's very intuitive , look at this western woman go ! 

Lightning in a bottle

Carriers of the Doom notes 290925

 

  

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Annas email is being spammed with ' duct cleaning ' adverts , the latest one from June Lamont who hopes Anna will need a hysterectomy 

 

Such is online abuse . June is struggling with her sex life   and needs to find some oestrogen , which has reached ' the cliff edge '

She's also extremely hangry.  N yeah starving yourself you'll not have much energy for sex doh

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Meanwhile Anna is on the staff team of the forum but not allowed into their common room . What do they not want her to see ? The hokey kokey ?

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Fauvism is like having poetic licence with paint  . Sometimes people will appear in a painting that you didnt intend , eg in a picture frame within the painting .  there is a difference between the complimentary colours of expressionism and those that actively clash as in Fauve . Theres a difference between drawing from memory and drawing from imagination 

with magical realism you put things in the painting that are impossible , like a tower disconnected from its building . Thats different from Surrealism where the whole painting is impossible 

in her Rebirth of a Classicist there was a spiritual experience in the middle of a disaster , hence parts removed from the figures and lightning in the middle of a flame , the classical heads transformed into something else 

her works about mental health convey a feeling that you dont belong to yourself , youre in someone elses agenda , a sense of being trapped inside yourself , of having no voice

she explores trauma through paint and pastel , giving her insights into her own issues 

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I think a garden gnome just squeaked

 

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There are women who are so opposed to the clitoris they refuse to use it . Instead in their frustration they go around abusing other women hoping that will work 

 

It's very ill mannered and war mongering . Put a sheet over you so you can't be seen and fuck yourself 

 

I think the garden gnome just exploded  

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I never mentioned the skin colour of the taxi drivers . It's about drivers who don't know the area , don't do the knowledge and rely on a faulty map

And the company is based in Germany 

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Oestrogen parties - men and women consume oestrogen rich plant based food to experience peace and harmony 

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after all , she figured, men are always cheating so why shouldnt i

Carriers of the Doom page 8 sex in the Underworld

  

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

 edited 230925

 

 

 go across the style to the third planet on the left 

Anna hasnt been to art school yet , her creativity was honed in the mental health underworld , coping with psychopaths , many of whom were themselves innately creative . There were some spectacular art therapy classes . Anna would plead with them to sign their works , many of which get lost 

 

she'd have to tread carefully about the psychopaths , stuffing away her own feelings 

As well as encountering the raw trauma that these people live with , they taught her valuable lessons about the emotional world, being unemployed , single , adrift , traumatised, bullied 

They taught her how to cope with bullying while themselves bullying her  , ensuring she would remain with them forever in the underworld 

and how they all laughed 

Anna is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia . Which of course does not stop people stalking her ! Writing is a way for her to sift out the real harrassement from the illusory . Trevor has been sending aggressive actors to abuse her in public , a lady shouting agressively at her dog , men with loud voices at the swimming pool going on about vomiting . Like a flash mob . Her neighbourhood seems to have become a ghetto

Anna claims there is reasonable grounds for divorce ! that Trevor is emotionally dependent on Emerald . She mothers and counsels him in a way that Anna would not like to compete with 

Dreary actors invading her online support groups 

And then a lady in her creative writing class called Marcie Jellie has made some ageist comments about Anna . Shes a great writer though. Anna is looking forward to her promised piece of prose about sex with a man 

 

Deirdre is also in the class 

meanwhile Anna fucks another celebrity after being brutallly attacked in public by his enemies . they did it to defend the underworld , for Palestine,  19 minutes , then his tongue went in and he finished it off with a monster hammering 

she thrashed about , her orgasm  was apocalyptic 

n look femnisim seems to have somehow given us the expectation that the man will orgasm quickly and then spend about an hour pleasuring us with his hands and tongue . we dont even realise that we are disappointed with that 

The after play

Carriers of the Doom notes 230925

 

  

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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while men were having really powerful gritty explosive orgasms , we were having little pip squeaks 

Fleur is using Millie to harrass me . Shes young enough to be his daugher , he must be in a very desperate state , maybe because he just sits on the internet all day 

thankyou for the confetti Dev . im just getting used to our commitment , marriage isnt something i can relate to as yet 

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The ladies at church are starting to gaslight her about her weight , well some of them 

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One of her three brothers , Nicholas,   has slandered her with a complaint that she doesnt contact him .

He phoned the night Dad died and asked if anyone had told Bud . Didn't ask how Anna  was or anything 

And now he's swayed the family committee.  Anna should be supporting him even though he's more successful than her 

 

Nevertheless Anna feels her paintings have something to say  

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not the best orgasm this week but enough to save the underworld  

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the cleaning lady has wormed her way into Millies emails to me  

shes threatened to have me kidnapped . i then get a message about a child being beheaded 

Tara resents finding herself in a ' servant role ' . well why not go back to teaching english then ? better pay and more interesting work. and how much does smoking cost you ? 

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Kal was abducted today by some gangsters 

Carriers of the Doom page 7 using your imagination

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 170925 

 

 

 getting to know someone by painting their portrait , be it family , friends or celebrities , can help to heal injuries and rifts 

as can expressionism and abstract expressionism

 

a lady at her art class said Anna had helped her to loosen up and experiment  

and theres this vital thing called ' abstraction ' which is easier to apply to impressionism than to expressionism . it means to look at the view dispassionately and try to see it as a camera would , divesting it of meaning so that you are just seeing the shapes 

thats difficult when the image is inside your head . she got there when she looked at the back of a sketch and saw the ghost of her image showing through . or when she had painted one coat of white over an unsuccesful painting 

then was able to trace the ghost image and work from there . it looked just how she had wanted it

finally able to put the pain on the paper . She also likes to paint unsung heroes and topical and historical works like child freedom . When she gets it right it has a dark and brooding atmosphere about it 

meanwhile Trevors partner Emerald continues to harrass , lifting lines off Annas blogs, threatening to harm her cat friends, watching her bedroom from a satellite camera . She is not welcome ! 

She manoevered herself into a social work role that allows her to watch her rival in bed . its a conflict of interests

Kal asks Anna to write a formula for sex . Seeing as so many people want to watch her ! She gives it a go . Try to not harm people so as to have the best possible karma. This is not easy as people try to bait you and sometimes you need to stand up for yourself . but try not to use unreasonable force 

Flirt with the right people. that means not taking advantage of the vulnerable. Flirt with a variety of people so that no one person is usurping your partner doh ! Then you need to be somewhat out of your head .  if you live in favourable circumstances this may not need to involve substances 

do what you can to ensure privacy , closing curtains , covering up the computer , using a sheet , whatever it takes , and then try to enjoy yourself . Do the best you can at being fit . maybe shut the windows to keep out micro drones

some of her fantasies involve being back in her teenage bedroom where her family live and the man shes fantasising about climbing in the window which was on the ground floor 

in others she sneaks out to visit a man she wasnt allowed to visit . A man of colour who lived round the corner . she gets down and dirty letting her imagination run wild . Seek aphrodisiacs 

she ends up with a good hammering and a monstering 

who or what are you fantasising about ? Anna cant understand the need for a piggy back

Carriers of the Doom notes 170925

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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trevor is making it difficult to use my online bank , had to sign in several times 

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resources for the child abused : RSASC in London, Joyce Meyer , a book called Sad Tiger 

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Emerald emails me late every night with messages about things like hitler and the devil , hoping to give me a sleepless night 

she's hoping this will make her orgasm 

Some people have a fetish for abusing vulnerable people 

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go across the style to the third moon on the left

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I'm sorry for what i said to emerald in 2007 when Trevor cheated on me  

Agatha is trying to make contact with my therapist in order to sabotage it 

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trevor and emerald are threatening to talk to the dwp about my course 

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Chuckster is stalking my neighbourhood trying to say something disparaging 

Trevor sent a woman with a dog to bark and shout at me on my walk and to call me a little shit 

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Trevor continues to make online banking difficult 

Trevor no woman will touch you with a barge pole when they see how close you are to Emerald 

Thats not me making a condition , I'm explaining why I left ! i claim reasonable grounds for divorce . Youre emotionally dependent on her in a way id not like to compete with . Id not like to mother and counsel you the way she does , you met your match and have to lie on it 

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I dont think i could have sex for another week Dev X 

And thanks for messages

I seem to be living in a ghetto these days 

being flash mobbed 

10 pm i cant upload a slide show on youtube 

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Emerald sent a spam actress into my food meeting with the name  Pomposo , to drone on like an insect 

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today i recieved a harrassment from an author called Marcie Jellie , she's in my creative writing class 

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Looking forward to her prose about sex with a man

Trevor must be struggling today going by the harassment I'm getting 

Dev i understand you want me to prioritise teeth cleaning and will do my best

carriers of the doom page 6 a stockholm episode

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

edited 090925 

 

 

 

 the cyber rape lead to a Stockholm episode , while theres constant haranguing on the phone and texts from Trevor's Emerald , she of the banana broadband texts , this time Anna didnt respond to them 

so Emerald sought to find a chink in the wall , sending pidgeons via Millie and Kal warned that this would go on all night .  it resulted in a Stockholm related sex episode 

and the next day there was Chucky on a 12 step meeting , he'd come in specially to threaten Anna with arson. And youve all heard of online threats , well they really do happen 

and Kal is patient, kind, and so clever about it 

One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy , rather than the allegories that they are

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself . You had to be seen as virtuous in order to be allowed to paint

and then she was redeemed 

The bowling green was where she chose . Its a metaphor for larging it , ended with a poundng and a monstering . Remembering what she wrote online inspired her 

a woman talking about sex , hearing this incredible music

carriers of the doom notes 090925

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

120925 

icy emerald is  harrassing me with nuisance phone calls , she is not welcome to watch me 

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Emerald is not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom with which to titilate herself 

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Now shes threatening to kill the cat that visits me

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formula continued , need to be as fit as you can , not super fit but just do your best 

and nb its very difficult to not harm people, because alot of people try to bait you 

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I'm only planning to do the foundation not the whole degree

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Trevor has shut me out of the forum to put presssure on me to phone Agatha 

im seeing my brother next week and can only cope with so much in one 

go , furthermore she took a year to accept my apology last year 

Agatha is holding Millie hostage until i phone her 

not looking forward to seeing her i dont have the energy just at the moment

carriers of the doom page 5 cyber rape

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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the way companies are these days they'll try to trick you into owing them money . She tried to end a contract recently and they sent her an email which wouldnt print !

all manner of trickery going on . members of the public approach her and aplogise as a way to ease their conscience about hacking into her life . the aplogoies are not accpeted . permission is not granted this way

She marvels at how botherred they are by their guilt that theyd actually organise for people to stalk her in town in order to do this . And on the internet too , sending a pidgeon via an innocent friend to hook her into an agreement 

people go ' oops ' and make heart signs to ease their conscience , which is not accepted 

Agatha and Trevor have issued a rape threat against Anna online Looks like the rape threat has succeeded in shutting her up

Agatha reiterated the rape threat via Millie . Shes threatening Anna with a revolting local bogeyman called Adam

a cyber rape, making Agatha herself a rapist 

meanwhile she enjoyed a gangster fantasy that Dev arranged , involving ' string work' which she particularly appreciated and leaves that to your imagination , well there are strings connecting the erogenous zones enough to say , men of colour are good at , and lead to a good hammering and a monster orgasm

carriers of the doom notes 040925

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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Something was removed from my poem of 250825 , on jupitersterrain 4

Emerald is harassing me today , getting Millie to post spam for her , nuisance phone calls and blog theft 

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Chucky threatened me with arson in an alanon meeting

Dev is patient and kind but so clever 

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One of her aunts stalks her online , describing her paintings as kitch , cartoons , easy peasy 

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Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

Apparently in the 18th century it was scandalous to depict a woman enjoying herself

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Trevor says my writing is too sexual for a woman and he can get me into trouble for it