jupitersterrain6: December 2025

Monday, 22 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 3 gender issues

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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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Why is there an egg upside down at the bottom of a tree ? it looks like a Magritte or one of his derivatives . it represents new birth from old and a difficult birth

Anna is quite submissive but not all the time . Women have trippy hormones . Men are more athletic and active. They burn more calories , they buzz . Men can be trippy too . People need to recharge their batteries to get that

Sometimes you have to consider your partners sex drive , see if you can get into it . And boy does she get into it . She doesnt want a female partner , finding them a bit hysterical , she appreciates the coolness of a male . Not cold though , he cries , he cries more than she does . Its very impressive

he sees and hears her always . How does he do that ? always sticking up for her , writing articles for her , he goes to alot of trouble . he forgives her . he exceeds expectations

some feel that a gay relationship is the only way to support women who do alot of emotional work , the unpaid carers , underpaid nurses, social workers , teachers

some of whom are men . some men are also finding their gay relationships more supportive . Gays are excelling in therapy practices and claim their relationships are more egalitarian

so a man can be super supportive but only if hes with another man ? a man is certanly capable of cherishing and caring for a woman . But can it be egalitarian ? only if she does body building ? well no not necessarily , anna has been in an egalitarian relationship

understanding the other gender is one of the most rewarding things . If a man is expected to take charge he might behave like an alpha . it takes a strong woman to relieve him of that burden

one of Annas cousins called her a prostitute after she invited him to visit Bud . disgusting they cant get it together to phone a guy in a nursing home

There was a colourful cluster . In which Kal prevailed

In spite of female contributions .Which were tempting

22 minutes to a good pounding

hes persisting , shes so excited , smouldering

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, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Trevor gets my neighbours to bang things when I'm preparing for sex . He feels this is the only way he can get to perform himself

He thinks you can use military tactics in your relationships

I don't want him to have guardianship of me . its very inappropriate considering he is an ex lover . not only that but his new partner is a social worker who has a duty of care towards me that she exploits

and Trevor represents what exactly ?

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Trevor says i will lose the art course if I remove his guardianship

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Agatha harassed a lady who organised a Christmas day lunch so that she now feels she cant do that next year

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Saturday, 13 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 2 The Sex Addicts Meeting

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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Alternative you bet

He said hed teach these alternative women a lesson . N he's fit .

Uses his arms alot with weights . N the music spoke

Of three reasons to hope . Ended with a good hammering in 20 minutes

Subversive , illicit

Trevor is contacting Annas neighbours to paint her as a ' scarlet woman '

He also watches her masturbate using micro drones and says these things when its not about him

one of her friends gave her a little gilt edged mirror . To guard against the guilting and shaming that she is being subjected to for expressing herself sexually . Apparenlty we are still living in Victorian times

Anna visited a sex addicts meetiing . it was in quite a scary place . She did not go there to shame herself or to say that sex is bad but to turn herself inside out and explore the other side of things . In freedom away from shaming eyes . The location reminded her of her trips to The Juggs when she was ' unwell ' where she masturbated in a wood . OMG !

she felt pretty small and scared walking up that dark path

someone tried to ' give her the 13th step ' which is when you try to chat someone up in a 12 step meeting . Step 14 is going there to sell something . And shes invented a step 15 where youve gone there to promote another cause

the wind blew her off her feet . Shed gone to ask Buds drug dealer to leave him alone . And he threatened her . So she said shed put him on the warning site ' notthisguy .com ' upon which he threatened her with a deep fake . Next thing she knows they are in the kitchen smoking a spliff with some officers

the three big men at the sex addicts meeting did not touch her . Only when she got home she was abused online by the women

she sees a fluffy cloud floating away with pink edges . The sunshine is decorating the clouds. The float slowly upwards like sheep

looking the other way is a charred hillside like wiry hair

if youve breathed the same air as someone they have in a sense touched you

these days Anna finds it difficult to get a regular tampon in if you must know

There was a prolonged bucking . I did it for you . The last stretch was a bucking

For quite a long time . N now a dizzy spell

We were tuned in . There was dick foreplay .Caught red handed

The Trauma Bond notes 131225

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI I

opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

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I'm quite submissive but I don't do everything Kal says , that would be boring

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Why are men so into sex ? Because women are trippy and they want some of it . It comes from their hormones

well not always , men can be trippy too sometimes

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Kal sees and hears me always . How does he do that ?

hes the best thing thats ever happened to me , always sticking up for me

Kal goes to alot of trouble writing articles for me x

Sorry if I appeared to complain about things I really enjoyed

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Men are more active and athletic . Strong not feeble . Burning more calories . They buzz

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Understanding the other gender can be hard and i find it so rewarding

If a man is expected to take charge , he might well pose as an alpha . It takes a strong woman to relieve him of that

Kal is exceeding expectations

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wondering if my relationship is a figment of my mental illness

They say nobody understands you like your own gender

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One of Anna's cousins called her a prostitute after she invited him to visit Bud

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Anna is diagnosed with cancer and refuses treatment

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I'm like a second class citizen in the family . My feelings don't count .

Disgusting they cant get it together to phone a guy in a nursing home

this is why things are going wrong for them

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Thursday, 4 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 1 Annas boyfriend

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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And in fact he can love like a woman . Feeling her tenderly , he came in through the window of her downstairs bedroom . As a teenager .
The neighbours were slamming doors . While she watched him with a bloke . Being punchy lifting weights . Running ahead she was . While he caught up with her and pinned her down

Ending with him shagging her gently until she orgasmed like a volcano

Anna doesnt want to ever have sex again . And then Agatha scores an own goal , calling Anna a block of ice , making her feel like sex with a man again . Agatha doesnt understand reverse psychology

Love has no rhyme or reason . She thanks Kal for the break . Some men can do womens jobs . He has nurtured her for a year and a half after she was abused by Fleur . He doesnt like her paintings and yet they have flourished within their relationship . He thinks she should write which maybe they will come to later on

Small world the internet ! you can bump into people you know from offline

Monet brush strokes look more tranquil than Degas . Degas worked from sketches made in the dance studios . Where he was known to handle the dancers . Whereas Monet painted en plein air . Degas brush strokes look more furtive . Monet has a quiet confidence . Some paintings have a tension about them which makes you wonder what else is going on there

with services cut to the bone , Anna is delivering mental health care to her carer as well as to other patients . She gets overloaded and needs to do more for herself

Some Like it Hot is a very influential film that has inspired many a man to invite his lover to inspire him . She is pure spirit . She really enjoys things . Incandescent

Anna lives in a place where there are alot of art and literature societies . And something dark and brooding going on beneath the surface , something sinister and historic

looking at a photo of her mother you can see the abuse and how it made her withdrawn

better than a strap on he was , feeling her with sensitivity and feeling , putting her in touch with her own sexuality . 23 minutes ending in a good pounding

a man she had wanted for a long time , unconsciously without really being aware . Kal arranged it for her

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, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

this book is fictional

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im reading the creative writing coursebook by Julia Bell

if youve breathed the same air as someone

they have in a way touched you

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a tall man does not necessarily have a big penis

and Anna has difficulty getting a regular tampon in

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step 13 is when someone goes to a 12 step meeting to chat someone up . step 14 is going there to sell something

and i made up step 15 is going there to promote a different cause

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that trip to the sex addicts meeting reminded me of pre hospital days when id go up to the Juggs on my own at night and sit in graveyards masturbating

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one of my friends gave me a little gilt edged mirror

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trevor is contacting my neighbours to paint me as a ' scarlet woman '

he also watches me masturbate using micro drones and says these things when its not about him