Sunday, 21 April 2013
twitch from side to side
yeee hah
one two one two
lots of jerky off centre movements
and a deep sense of satisfaction
release those flashbacks and blockages
oh i see i was praying was I ....
jerk sideways
harder
kick your hips upwards
wheres the sweat
cmon girls thrust thrust jerk that fanny ....
you might even do a little blip
c'mon
maggot pump ...
lets do the jerk shall we
come on then after me lets have it
wriggle them around girate and
jerk jerk jerk yer fanny come on you can do better
than that wheres your rhythm come on maggot
jerk .... thrust maggot thrust those hips
cmon can you do it like me maggot
do you do it just like me
you lay there like a piece of embalming
all men want is sex
and why is he not interested in the person
um cus there like isn't one ....
NOW COME ON !!!!!
21.04.13. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
18.04.13.
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or what he thought
or why you are thinking that
isn't it best to just not think about it ... and
the thing you thought was more
thunkin so who's thinkin
the music is dribbling down the walls
like monster play slime
i don't even really want to think about that
or to think about thinking about it
then again if i was to not
think about it ...
and what if i did think
about it which i did where
would that go ... and would i end up
where i thought or would i shake it off its a bumpy ride ...
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14.04.13.
you want love Scare
i been doing that since i was three
no its not about the limelight
i spent my life going the other way
unfortunately you are very brilliant and will get limelight
see how we are after a week of regression
no I'm intrigued
by your particular brand
of love that has flavours in it havent
seen before ... a dark treacly sort of love
with ornamental curling edges ... those tickly
giggly bits ... nuzzling your nose ... and putting your
heads together like two birds over a coffee ... i can feel you
sitting next to me now ... a home I've never seen before and I
would kiss your cheek and lick it and then we'd just be very still
just sitting close together you know just touching with all our
navy jumpers and stuff and shivery feelings dripping from
the roof making big drops that splash like crowns into
my feet ... and then we lick each others faces and
you pull me onto your knee and theres this
great heaving feeling in my chest
feeling flooded with
you and i can just turn around
and sit astride your legs like a horse
and just be still there with my chest pressed
against you its getting a bit much ... and now that I'm
feeling comatose you can carry me home and put me to sleep
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the traffic is
roaring through me like
a swarm of motorbike beetles
and i can hear the smell of the tarmac
thundering in my gut with the spring air ... that
one sounds like some sort of weird chicada wind instrument
and i can see the scent from those bulbs
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actually id like to leave it there for today
not always the girl ...
lets just pretend it never happened
not always the man ....
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a girl is screaming in the distance and shouting
'come on ' a dog sounding like a cock
scream echoes strangle noises
some of those blows are getting
quite hard to take you know like getting
winded and stuff
a bolt from the basement
that winds you in the stomach
opening a box of lights
but i can try
the kidnap the loss of self
that howl of grief
like someone being murdred by love
i think if we were teenagers
my feet would float over the ground like I'm flying away
like a balloon
and you'd pull me back down
and id struggle like i can't escape this person
who has got under my skin
and screaming you know when someone
has got you like that and you
can't get away
15.04.13.
wouldn't those cobra
things throw you apart ... like
people have been propelled across the room ...
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its coming back to me now ...
a sea monster ripping its way up my back
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the air and light forcing its way upwards
something kicking the lungs like a jet of air pressure
like being winded by a gale force
from the stomach so that you're gasping for breath
i couldn't even remember that at the time
pains in the
stomach and buckets of sweat
and a prolonged cry of pain like a grieved child who
has lost herself in the emotion
arching back into a bow
that bends and bends until it snaps
afternoon 12.04.13.
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Friday, 12 April 2013
the bones and shit and all
like the flesh is stripped away
to reveal the bodies of light
Moksha the impossible ... if i
go with the currant
trippy lava swirling
the air in great waves of colour
and flashing strobes
wherever it was i had got there
alien light and energy with a new face
a face i had yet to see
my parachute shot up ... caught up in the wind
of insane rupture
everything is alright thats the problem ... and
after i lept i danced like a balloon
and you must jump in slow motion like a dream
into the unknown terror
i feel sea sick and drained like a gutted fish
the suspense waiting for the gunman to shoot around the corner
i put my head through the window
which made things worse
the lights blazing right through me
laced with the darkness of the pit
oh God the build up
i grip the chair with fear
© Lizarikk
and I'm warning yous i got
very violent feelings about him
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yous are not welcome to watch the bag lady having a wank
my feelings don't trust me they think
they want to perform
stuck in a rut
it snagged my ego
actually the emotional
connection was good there
in spite of being assaulted by a
flatmate jeering and jerking making frying fumes
on purpose ... i don't really want to live here any more ...
he's just so beautiful with horrendous
adult child issues
the impact is like
something kicks you from
behind from the coccyx with such
force you find yourself trying to resist
the blow while at the same time craving the ecstasy
i don't think you can beat Scareys kiss its like
having a catfish in your mouth ...
hissing sea evil crazy
8-9 April 2013 © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
Tuesday, 9 April 2013
sacred fool beyon the why
hunger strikes more painfully
giving more gores
severe military fever
she cut off her ear and hung it
from the other one
lampooned
she dances herself
into a rhythmic frenzy
demonic visions
threw her from a bridge
into the asylum
her mind rotted
the train was full of
dynamite and it really was
she wanked herself into a depression
hallucinatory insanity, persecution mania
recovery no longer to be expected
she died of smallpox and consumption
there was too much cross talk
at the meeting
the occult is not insanity
except where is includes blood lust and virgins
witch religion is that
you are only insane if you are convicted
for your irruptional convictions
23.20 9.04.13.© Lizarikk
a trippy ballet dancer kicked my door in
big black furry buzzy thing
in not thinky land
quark and apple cyder vinegar
deadly nightshade
the baby's head was snagged
on a crowded bus
being stalked by your rivals ...
i do sometimes post shit ... they
will eat that as well given half a chance ...
how to make a dogs dinner
things start piling up when you get the urge to paint ....
they don't want to hear unearthly sounds
reminds me when my infant mothers
head was slammed against the wall
of an air raid shelter in the
panic of the blitz ...
some people even had to go to hospital
when they got stuck together
and they think thats about
rejection ha ha ha ....
imagine trying to
get to the phone
my calves have curdled
my crab cake was covered in chocolate
i have soiled the carpet again
2-3 April 2013 © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
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thats the first time the negative inverse
has been of any interest ...
little Scarey
wants milk mmm
stroke little Scarey head
mwah mwah
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mwah mwah pedal
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like theres something bumping up
from under the water ...
like a piraña
i reckon thats the
fire breath that sears like a
stinging ulcer ... very unpleasant indeed ...
i do like the cobra best ... so what
do i have to do
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science friction
and you're singing round the house
like a disney character plumping cushions
and then i saw her heart
was like mine like a little gerbil
that squirms with pain
and i held my gerbil a cupped hand in my palm
29.03.13. - 3.04.13.
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morning 1.04.13.
misc draft ...
Dr Barnardos
its late but i don't know if I will ever get this again ... their
voices are getting louder now ... is that the will of
Allah ... is it the will of Allah when they point
stallectite at a camp of civilians and send
in the drones ... and they think
this is depression ha ha ...
holding you still to
feel the energy theres something
else in there ... doing less and less until
you are totally still and time starts flowing
backwards ... i haven't been so still in a long
time like a statue my bones ful of peace and theres
Nutkins peeps kicking up a disturbance outside and i
can't hear them ... Im just down here on the floor ... with
you ... doing nothing ... possibly the most shocking act of all
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