step 10

25.04.13. 

too much fat ...  maybe up the carbs and down the fat 



24.04.13. 

its not green its yellow ... 








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23.04.13. 




its not aggression or jealousy or psychosis its a bogey .... 

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9.04.13. 12.30pm 

things i seem to repeat ... 

walking off with stuff in the supermarket 

damaging printer equipment 

jaywalking in the city ... 




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why am i not afforded the same rights
as my sibling they respect his 
choices ... or I'm angry at 
being copied even 

i suppose you 
could read into that ...
I'm angry at being photographed 
and then i binge ... and want to kill myself ... 

i just walked into traffic twice when i 
was upset about Scarey ... 


warning ... 

this is my step ten not yours ... 

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im not aware of feeling suicidal far from it ... 


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another thing is recording something and 

then leaving the volume up so that it blasts the neighbour .... 






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00.08

14.04.13. 

yesterday i yanked my chair back and the metal leg stamped
against my foot ripping off a piece of skin 

had i sat down hard on it could seriously 
damage your foot ... and could be easily repeated ...