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Millicents mother removed Samsons engagement ring from Annes chest of drawers . it wasnt there after theyd gone . Anne is looking around wondering what they will take next time . 

 Trevor messed with her music thread posting Streets of Fire Sorcerer instead of what Anna had posted . Which has spoiled the song for her . One of her favourite songs Sorcerer , especially on Streets of Fire

She and Mike would pull each others hair . She was dragged by her hair paraded through the streets of Islington , past the kebab owners that she called out to for help . Im very ill she cried while they just looked on . The indignity and humiliation . And all because her parent took her own life


And now Chops has teamed up with Agatha to threaten Anne with Samsons violent friend Pirate . Another day at the office ...

bitcoin was the last straw that broke the camel's back she took a running leap , there was horse meat , n there was venison
not to mention the beef 

n thats describing who her orgasms were about at the time. 

she has framed pictures to remember them by 

 

next day it would be all over the papers with people speculating over which type of meat it was . And if it would serve their purposes  

he said the paint was peeling off the walls

100% horse meat they said , the pastie tax
and thats what Levison was really all about

when you're a woman on your own , they're tapping into a dead girl's phone 

 

that desperate to see some sex , as if there isnt enough of it about . Something sincere 

drunk on the moon , make the clock go backwards
just like smack does she  took drugs
to stop the march of time but never smack 

she just imagined that 

they say smack is like the womb and she has been there 

she warbled like an alien chile 
the loud heartbeat inside the womb rocking the sea
her  head feels
 like a trampoline 
with the notes bouncing
 on it slowly like a skin ... and 
suddenly weightless floating in slow
motion ...
and
 then she seems to turn into an amplifier like a echo chamber

an 
the river of love flows on through the light storm


one
 of those car crash things
 you know where you are thrown out
 of your seat n the floor kicks you into the windscreen

maybe a jelly orgasm or a coma orgasm , a hallucinogenic one 

sometimes you just sort of hang there
 like as if you are just turned into spirit
 and gas just floating with your arms like of wobbling in the air

music dripping down the walls

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living in a gold fish bowl , i  will be saying what is going on for me ! its all i have  

i think my rels find it sexually immoral for me to post my sexual thoughts online. But what am i supposed to do with them ? 

there are micro drones reading my drafts ! 

 i think sexually immoral would be for me to actually have a meat face with Tom Dick or Harry 

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 the police said they broke in because Anne had left a window open 

so why did they kick the door in ? she came home to find a note from them inside her living room 

 

two fiery fireballs smashed into each other  , he even told her he was bad news  , he said she was too easy 

 

and a tease  

 

acid and mushroom trips were like being a kid again  , did it throw you off the couch ?  

 

which way up is this planet ?  

we are gonna sit on that wall n take the next bus to the viaduct ...
someone will attack you and he's just an actor ... n Chucky loves this Hitchock stuff

the juggs is of course near to Agathas part of the woods
a half way house , a haunted loony bin

fighting with drunk men , gamblers, drug addicts

shes certainly had her fair share of drunk men around
dragging them across the floor bleeding , going to A & E after midnight on a Saturday , it was like a party in there with everyone showing off their injuries

one of them jumped in the river so she had to go in too

another one tried to kill himself in her living room , gave himself a brain injury , he just wanted to know that someone effin meant it

and there she was kissing strangers on Westminster bridge , one of them led her to a park , she was lucky , she just cracked up laughing

the glory of total freedom , roaming around the streets screaming
she could do whatever she wanted , she had no fear

she took a running leap

her tongue hanging out feel vey zick ,rolling you over onto the stretcher
held in the love of strangers , a blanket of bliss
screaming in agony

two songs were playing in her head ... concussion strapped in tight
the vehicle rattling away into the night like that gypsy van at 5 years old
a tunnel to nowhere her legs tightly strapped together

the searing pain in her hip when they try lift her

the door is slammed shut ... shes in a high security unit
surrounded by people who have just tried to kill themselves.

her bags and pockets are searched for medications, and implements,
which are not allowed on the wards ...

one lady tried to strangle herself with a tourniquet

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another time, Charlotte and Anne went clubbing when she was about 40 and they had to walk to a bus stop in the middle of the night . And they were actually followed by two very enormous men who were practically kicking our heels . Anne looked at charlotte and she was completely devoid of fear , in a way that was really worrying

 fortunatley they were already near the bus stop and there were people waiting there and a light on 

at which point the two men disappeared  . Anna had been taught self defence by the american military 

 

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Tasha prefers hockey to football. Whacking the other girls with a hockey stick more her style  . i wonder what she thinks about while shes doing it , the woman she just abused ?

what sort of evil monster uses a vulnerable person to pass on her messages of hate 

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anyway back to the football , shes done rock stars , actors , politicians . they write articles for her . how does she know she know she doesnt know ! she just does know when its meant for her . Suddenly shes desperate to do it , and she does a few things to enhance the mood and off she goes . where she ends up landing is usually a reflection of what is happening in the world 

although she doesnt know that until afterwards when shes landed and sobered up 

recently she finds theres some foreplay , then shes ending with a good fucking

 not sure why , maybe she started to enjoy the g spot more than the c spot

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from 2019 ,

Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard 

what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with

so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?

sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on

cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag

there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped

so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly 

n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way 

n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee 

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy 

standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure 

n we're already hypnotised  

 

open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom  

expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX 

 

n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life

he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly
 

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

 

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apparently im also shabby and low key according to online pidegeoners , one of whom is a celeb . shes hoping that will give her an orgasm 

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 do you take this man to be the one you will cheat on for the rest of your life ? 

not sure how she ended up so sexually liberated at a very young age. Not like the adults were saying much about it apart from the basic birds and bees . there were a few books about it on the shelves . Must have been the permissiveness in the atmosphere 

up to a point . Liza was chatted up on the way home from school by a guy who looked like Lionel Richie . She was wearing a maroon jumper dress and high heels . she gave Lionel her number and he called her at Dads . ' Dad can i go and see this black guy round the corner ? ' ! no ! said Da 

years later that possiblity returns to her in her fantasies she has had orgasms about it 

she and her friends had a competition to see who could lose their virginity first and Liza was  last . Dad allowed a spanish guy to stay the night who was working as a journalist 

unfortunately Liza developed a paranoid illness where people are constantly abusing her online and occasionally manifesting this in real life where people have ' walked off the internet ' 

a child ran up to her and pushed her in the chest 

she goes to her doctor and asks for an assisted death . And is told that is only for the terminally ill . So she approaches a friend who knows a drug dealer who can help to bump her off 

the dealer knows how to do this and Liza is no more

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i have notes and files stored of this manuscript Petra ... 

 

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 one of the books which introduced Liza to sex was The Mirror Within by Anne Dickinson , which is a very innocent book where there is a support group . A woman shares that she ' prays naked ' and another that she feels sensual in the shower . These were women who didnt know how to pleasure themselves . Finding a little bit of sexuality in their life and daring to share it

the sensual being a way in to the sexual for some people . And for Liza it followed on from the sensuality of childhood to becoming sexually aware at thirteen . Although it took her a couple of years to find out how to orgasm she was always experimenting . One time she used the handle of a rolling pin . Little did anyone know what the rolling pin had been used for  ! 

she fashioned herself a dildo using a tampon and a little cone from a game called Coppit joined together with sellotape but this wouldnt produce an orgasm and she couldnt get it inside her . Took some time to be able to get a tampon in and her virginity was very difficult to lose too later on 

and even decades later she seems to still have a bit of hymen there 

 

she also read articles about sex in Cosmopolitan  . ' men love women who love sex ' it said . Well prior to that she had been enjoying sex purely for her own pleasure but this added an extra dimension to think that the men enjoyed her enjoing it

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Liza applies for an assisted death and is told its only for the terminally ill . Liza says that is not fair , that she herself suffers as much as someone with a terminal illness . which they dont buy so she goes to a friend who knows a drug dealer and asks for help to get bumped off 

the dealer knows how to do that and Liza is no more 

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concussion cliffs page 31 alpha and beta males

 

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 n every day shes threatened with some sort of sanction for loving Kal , the forum goes down , theres Clockwork standing outside her window yacking at a dog on a leash . People seem to stop outside her home in groups trying to influence her 

and shes reminded why she fell for Fox in that sort of environment where all is surveillance , journalism , spying , one upmanship . The situation with Fox was disastrous but it was the beginning of soft power for her , of beta males , of real emotions felt and shared for themselves not for what they could gain you  

of course they can gain you alot in the end and then you need to check your ego and superego which can get crossed over . She became authorised to help some very disturbed people . Like Tracy at the Rainbow Camp who was wielding an axe in the cafe tent . Liza was able to step up behind her and lift the axe from her hands . Why or how she didnt know just something she had to do 

 

Fox was on that camp and she was worried that Tracey was having an affair with him . Turned out it was a spiritual thing with her jumping out of a tree and him catching her . Other people thought it was an affair too and felt sorry for Liza 

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a night of hysteria ended with a long fucking
There was a woman doing Kal who stimulated Liza , and she reached for her too while they did the men she was inspired by the other womans orgasm , ever had that ?
He treated her to a circular grinding movement
Apparently shes a convoy , There's thunder in her afterglow
n Tasha is just doing a cover version


thor and Agatha did their level best to stop that happening


aphrodisiacs help, a bit of aerobic activity to get the blood running around . Blood has to rush to the bottom in order to get turned on


they say sex is for young people but we are not animals . if anything it gets more intense . not like the pip squeak orgasms shed have as a teenager

the orgasm was like an implosion , making alot of fallout , too much to bear, she blacked out
theres an h spot and an i spot either side of the clit

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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
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 for a long time no help was coming to Liza and she was at the mercy of these ruthless job coaches . Asking her if she can take a pen out her pocket  or touch her toes . one of her peers got himself a part time job at Waitrose and welfare hounded him so much that he had to give it up . 

if it werent for all the people problems they'd be working , all the bullying , if everyone was taken care of 

is mental illness contagious ? she feels that everything is contagious , good and bad moods, sexuality , anything really . For those who are anti men , remember there are men who rescue animals from laboratories , what about a man like that ? he might be good to women . There are such men . There are also men who have been raised by feminists . Not to rule out all of them 

when he kicked her in the stomach she felt as though he broke her ribs . He had doctor martens on . she had that gift where youd dissociate while being beaten up , as though you werent really there 

Thor thinks he owns her because he works in surveillance . it doesnt turn her on . He never had time to talk , but always time to watch her and drop subliminals into her world , watch her in her bedroom etc . Disable the chat on her zoom that sort of thing 

he had some actors planted working at a local cafe she frequents . the staff started talking about her advocate , about broken wrists , smashing plates on the floor . Apparently they want to put her in hospital and give her ECT 

she had a conversation with Thor about their relationship . He said hed ' outsourced some of his needs to emerald ' ! for a military man how is that a smart strategy ? as if Emerald wouldnt want something in return 

meanwhile Janice didnt like Lizas second book which she had managed to upload . She said the sex scenes read like an instruction manual ! A scathing review if ever there was one. Liza had wanted to show how her generation had built on the one before , how women are expecting sexual pleasure for themselves , not just pleasing men . Janice said the rest of the book is a stream of consciousness not a story

you spill a drink on the table and its the last straw . fat shaming makes us want to eat because its yet another person leaning on us stealing our energy . Tasha says she is going to steal Lizas battery . She is not welcome to it . Kal has done some legal work around it 

Bottle tried to create a bypass by asking for hugs from her and Kal . He wont get any more

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another workshop where they were hugging strangers
looking into their eyes n saying i love you

n shes been to all kinds of groups , tree hugging to conflict circles
encounter groups, pow wows , n trauma role play

the smell of his sweat, after eating ginger , young n lean, she fell hard
these feelings thundering in her chest
are you saying you're a real female ? just giving love
Fox is a master of black magic they said

n she was hooked for 10 years n a part of her still is ,
still holds a mystery ,she still carries a small backpack
ready to bolt

the crisp snow falling on the leaves the stillness so romantic n this is romance , not the chocolates and flowers , just eating a piece of snow
chilled to the bone

in his cold kitchen smell of basil tea , and dog piss some strange industrial cleaning fluid and the love potion , dreamy , drifting away
n still in her formative years

i don't want to do it he said then ill be just like all the rest of them
like a baby bird he said feeding me with his finger
he knows how to appreciate pork with apple sauce and a side of cabbage
like the big bang theory

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

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fat shaming makes us want to eat because its yet another person leaning on us stealing our energy  

 

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mother gave and gave until there was nothing left 

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Is Kal the sun that rouses  you and the moon that whispers goodnight , Is he the skin that drums in your heart 

Is he a glass of sparkling stars , does he bend your mind and form your heart  

you struggle to get away and love holds you back 

where you cannot fall  ,And your hand goes right through him 

 

whos head is like a prism , refracting peoples light 

is he the peach juice in your soul 

is he multi dimensional , everywhere all at once , awake when hes asleep 

 

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Liza has a habit of making friends with people who are depressed , isolated, excluded from society , cant get a therapist , been let down by the services . shes been excluded myself and cant bear to let go of these people . she needs to work out how to put herself  back together afterwards , think of someone to phone to debrief with , or go to a meeting 

 

is thou a thee , a thou a she or a his / hers marry man ? wish Jane Austen was here to explore that 

 

Agatha said there is a transvestite living on top of her  . Typical english people , rude , grouchy and constantly hazing each other . Self depreciating dry humour 

Liza would feel more alive if she were close to death