bully boulevard page 1 standing up to boyz

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking

, bully boulevard by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional

 

from 2019 ,

Im going to kick the ball
n I'm going to kick it hard 

what does that mean ? well something like im getting ready for my next orgasm and recieving ' bids ' from different men who pitch their words and poems and articles for me , see which man makes me come . Sometimes the person who got me started is not the person i finish with

so when does having a voice
become a bit of a tease ?

sometimes it was me
that put the pressure on

cus i wanna nail this guy
n plant a flag

there were a couple of guys
who kept the banter up
n that really helped

so what if i want to take a step back
when we're almost there
n my legs have turned to jelly 

n then he called me the virgin mary
because i wouldn't take it offf
i just froze n i went all stiff
n i let him have his way 

n now i can't say no to this day
i know you think I'm a tease but please
take your hand off my knee 

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam
n antipsychotics it takes
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ?
unavailable drunk n married men
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

nobody ever spoke about marriage
when i was growing up
it was all about the career and having fun , partying ,
n no effin housework
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say
yes
and then he doesnt
n it doesnt seem cool to protest
n after a couple of bites
he does seem a bit iffy 

standing up to boyz
can be difficult
especially when you wanna do it
n you wanna do it
but you're not really sure 

n we're already hypnotised  

 

open your mouth
before you open your legs
to have a voice

saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom  

expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch

everything stops
with a kind of reverence

n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell

im not responsible
for his behaviour

even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX 

 

n a self defense course could realy enhance your sex life

he pushes me in the chest , says hes just being friendly