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pumping out heart energy 

im a lucky girl 
that I'm not in one of those 
abusive care homes 

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i cope cheerfully 
with my suicidal feelings 

my aunt kicks me in the stomach 

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so now she's a pawn 
in the arms and prisoner deals 
and election too ! 

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it would be nice 
not to feel like a beggar 
and a scrounger 

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these ugly thoughts 
look so insane 

n all this stuff 
like sticky goo

another nail in the coffin 
dragging her in there 
playing with her dolls 
wriggle out of it 

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n we're breathing out 
all this heat 

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Daddy was the first man 
to break my heart