concussion cliffs page 6 the intellectuals

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI

this book is fictional 

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Liza would go into her grandparents room in the morning and theyd be playing french radio news with their teas made , about 6.30 am  . ' can i come to your bed ! ' Growing up in that atmosphere she tended to take the mick , sometimes recording their conversations eg one of them about God , she'd play it back to them which caused much hilarity

 

' if God existed and had any sense he'd make himself abundantly clear to me ! ' spouted Grandfather on the tape recording  in a booming voice that has intimidated many an intellectual peer . And is to Liza quite hilarious . He enjoys her teasing of him

 

when she was about five she was on her own in a room and wondered if she were not there if the sounds she could hear would exist . When she told her relatives they were very impressed , apparently Galileo had said this 

 

as a child she read Dickens, Turgenyev , Dostoyevsky , the Mill on the Floss , Lark Rise to Candleford , Middle march , Daniel Deronda . In her teens got into Kafka Sartre and Tolstoy . She was a slow reader but really stopping to take it all in  

 

her family were journalists and intellectuals, professors , who believed in  ' the philosophy of the absurd ' which shes not really studied but understands to be a rejection of religion. Grandfather said its a fundamental intellectual error to believe in a power other than yourself  

 

And Liza would agree in rejecting alot of what religion offers. But with Mike she had a powerful experience which had nothing to do with churches , more like a rock n roll trippy explosion of lightning . There was Mozart playing on his gramaphone player . After she came off all the substances , and started to learn Zen meditation , seeking ' thoughtless awareness ' that apparently is the understanding of ' realised souls ' according to the late Shri Mataji . Liza felt she had recieved ' proof ' of the existence of another world . A world that exists parallel to this one , that is occasionally revealed when the veil is lifted

 

 her intellectual relatives had to endure the subequent mental illness and bad behaviour , self destruction and her rejection of them . And they stood firm for her until she was ready to come back somewhat repentant . Ten years later

 

at architecture college she wrote an essay on phenomenology which was much admired by the tutor although he might have fancied her . Then at the squat she started reading about zen and tried meditation and she perished . her intellect is not always available to her as its seen as uncaring , unfeminine , unloving . And gives people the impression that she is strong , she is fine , doesnt need any help , and its quickly crushed under these pressures  . And she'll often defer to a man if there is one around , if she feels shes coming across as a ball breaker . And she does very much feel that she needs help and is not as strong and independent as she appears to be

n so is she not a feminist ? Lizzy would identify as a feminist actually , a ' cultural one ' who believes that our feminine whiles are part of our power , our appearance , our sexuality , and yes sometimes our submissiveness works out to our advantage and these ideas are enjoying a comeback 

while of course retaining the right to vote and to work , although some would complain that the right to work has become a ' duty to work ' and has taken away too many women and caring men from being a ' person in the home ' and that society and especially young people are consequently suffering ... 

 hence all the knife crime  

 and is Lizzy attracted to intellecutal prowess ?  not always , any kind of power can be attractive and sometimes vulnerability can be attractive even in men . And sometimes vulnerability is power