Thursday, 29 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 26 cross dressing

 

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 the stars are playing hide and seek
in the clouds

is Jez the wine that pours from your lute ? is he the music
that comes from a place where music is redundant?

that makes a sound only Gods and devils can hear? is he the beginning
and the end of the circle where time stands still ?

that you can feel under your skin a hundred miles away ... does
he make your soul blossom like a orchid in a hothouse ?

his stilettoes compliment the muscle under the gauze
As throngs of excited guitar beat applause

his hair looks subtle under the chiffon how about his mate
kept in suspense thick fingers study the elastic

they paint his lips with khol and fruited lipsalve , trace contours of his chest , what is so funny he can hardly stand up , as he grapples me for the door handle 

who does she think shes kidding ?

you think the weirdest things n this is a wild card
a throw of the dice,  n sometimes you have a fantasy about two of them
she called him a nasty Jesus , he said the wallpaper
was peeling off the walls

next i saw stars, they were spinning around , a sparkling egg moon  
with gravelly, zombie spice n she felt a bit paranoid about it
wondering if he was using videos of her
as a pizza to add to the trippyness

they called it the pasty tax after her victory jack . People feel entitled to watch her do it , this girl who grew up in the 60s surrounded by promiscuity , who takes ownership of her own body

Notre Dame est en colere, to do magic you have to risk your life
which ended in disaster , and sometimes she hammered one out

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Is Kal the sun that rouses  you and the moon that whispers goodnight 
Is he the skin that drums in your heart 

Is he a glass of sparkling stars 
 
does he bend your mind and form your heart  
you struggle to get away and love holds you back 
where you cannot fall 

And your hand goes right through him 
 
whos head is like a prism 
refracting peoples light

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i have a habit of making friends with people who are depressed , isolated, excluded from society , cant get a therapist , been let down by the services . Ive been excluded myself and i cant bear to let go of these people . I need to work out how to put myself back together afterwards , think of someone to phone to debrief with , or go to a meeting to get some positive energy  

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To counter the neighbours excessive air freshener i put some fox poo in the garden 

Seems it was not fox poo but my favourite cats enemy cat ! Caused a big yowling match , i wondered what the consequences would be of moving the poo 

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By the time I got there we were taking our freedom for granted,  going to university,  dating who we liked , one night stands , a grant , as if it had always been so 



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England - self depreciating dry humour , grouchiness , rudeness , unceremonious,  like were constantly hazing each other 

My mum thought her mum had an affair with a fighter pilot in the war , which would explain our celtic side
 
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n yeah the ritual abusers refer to my romantic poems as ' knitting ' , as if ive knitted a jumper for my son . And while its not that , it can be used that way if a man needs mothering and starts to see me that way .And then i feel a fool for having written it and named the subject 

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i met a trans man today who wouldnt take no for an answer

concussion cliffs page 25 what are they defending ?

 

 

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Greenland is on fire , rivers and forests , flow through her
birds chirping in her head , the twinkling of a mountain stream

to have an actual experience . She cried when they let her out of the mental hospital

getting off the internet coming together in a meditative trance

feeling the pavement , physcial contact , with the policemen
a throwback to the '60s
, they want something real
that they can touch and taste

n theyre  tired theyre  tired of being slaves to machines , driving themselves on like literal robots
so she gets off the internet and goes to see a friend. The friend is pretty fucked up . Like most people , even if they dont think they are , even if theyre ' normal ' , Liza can see how messed up they are
sometimes its refreshing to talk to someone who knows it
even if that friend is having a crush on you
theres something wrong with everybody Da said
n she has to deliver love to the unloved ,
tricky if they expect it to be sexual , or to change your sexuality
and part of the zerzetzung is to mock her about this and call her a lesbian

we'll back you into a corner until you cave into it they say
the peeps from cult ritual abuse , that seems to have a hold on the world
n she knows that love and kindness can overcome that
but its sooo sooo hard to do

especialy when they lock you in with them and youve to bang on the door for help you wonder what on earth you are doing there , is he going to pull a knife on her ? So honest with his feelings its mind blowing







Tuesday, 27 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 24 polyamory

 
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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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sorry if i hurt your feelings she said , just shoving you about a bit , here we call it SM as the case may be ill be thinking bout the person I'm not with  , polyamory the only way to save a heart 

trippy , ensuring that excessive force is not used 

what would you do with a drunken sailor ? n Kal is a bit like a bonobo
n it would be wrong of her to blame him
lycanthropy , hugging her  even as she vanishes
 
Greenland is on fire n we're breathing out all this heat
these ugly thoughts look so insane n all this stuff like sticky goo , wriggle out of it 

married to the muse , it matters as much as a little puff of cookies
on the helm's voyage , long as the organ's creepy Jez
Mozart will never sound like that again . he was very very real , in ways she couldn't entirely fathom 

n a part of her is still there , this is like chimpanzees foraging in the wild
so whats more important  sexually , the place where you jumped off  or the place where you landed ?

doing the dirty work makes her seem of bad character
like she has split personalities going on 

but you gotta get down n dirty in order to dig up the truth

reptilians ? would Kal say that ?

N she was steering steering and suddenly she thought fuck it and stopped steering . And the man in question said it was pure filth ! he was a rock guitarist who had seen her on the satelliteasphere where girls are being filmed. 
 
Some of the girls have realised that and started to enjoy the game . Gets pretty tough when youre orgasms are being assessed 
 
n the guys are finding it hard too where nobody can commit in the stratosphere , not knowing what kind of shark will surface next

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clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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i cried when they let me out of the mental hospital
 

concussion cliffs page 23 more zerzetzung

 
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, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 so what is zerzetzung ? Well in Lizas case putting actors in her way to deliver subliminals . When she tries to confide this in people they tell her shes paranoid . Shes been medicated for it 

but some of those flash mobs were for real . why ? because she is a promising intelligence agent and people feel the need to steer her 

another way is to attack her self care . People are shocked when she talks about it . As though she is some sort of pampered aristocrat who spends all her time at health spas . Actually she is far from girlie , she uses a sea salt shower gel for her skin , exercises and occasionally massages her face . With great results apparently 

she deserves it after taking on some of the most impossible people in the country . Those who have been abandoned by the services , who nobody wants to talk to . Because of her awakening. The awakening was like a flash of lightning , a veil lifting to reveal another world . Where of course nobody is excluded 

she gives herself oestrogen from plant sources. Oestrogen is like being on drugs ! you can have too much of it making you too docile and pliant 

and she is not descended from the aristocracy ! going back two generations they were working class people who moved to London and ' made good ' as intellectuals as they called it in those days . Forging a better life for their children . they had a strong work ethic . Apart from one girl who apparently was impregnated by a lord but that doesnt really count , and they dont know how far back that was 

mother was born during the blitz . The nurses stayed with them when they could have been in the air raid shelters . Mum said one time the dwp in the seventies theyd visited a woman and found after shave in her bathroom and dismissed her claim saying she had a man supporting her !

Friday, 23 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 22 tormented by a nice guy

 

 

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I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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she saw them as some sort of conquest

if she does it out of obligation
shes just going through the motions

sometimes she has  made a guy feel obligated
to go through with it

once it gets past a certain point, say, once some clothes come off
then shes lost the ability to know what she wants. To have a voice . At what point does that happen ? 


it took a few goes because of the pain and him not wanting to hurt her
he was the sort of guy who could stop at any time
they would close their eyes in reverence at their love

its a scary place to be when you leave behind all that you know

and the earth opens up beneath you , you don't want to be here anyway
and then you flew !

giving herself space to feel the feelings they don't know what to do
if its not a competition , a football match at the weekend !
not like the movies , the difference between sexy and sexual

what if it was not a performance , not a competition
, more of a slow burn
she sees a road ahead , it feels like rough terrain going up stream in a strong current , a gritty road

she certainly lost her dignity on the booster ride

stinging the sting,  her fickle heart is loyal to the truth,  her buttons have been pushed until theyre sore. Tormented

when a man wears a dress it draws attention to what he has

porn can be pretty hilarious sometimes

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concussion cliffs notes 230525

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Funny thing I've noticed on the mental health forum is people seem to be shocked when I talk about self care ! As if I'm some sort of pampered aristocrat who spends all day at health spas !

When those things are part of what's needed to recover from secondary traumas . And is to ones credit to be able to enjoy such things 

Listening to music,  exercise , facial massage . A beauty routine if you want one 

Which in my case consists of a sea salt shower gel ! 

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the awakening was like a flash of lightning , like a veil was lifted revealing another world 

you know what even cis women substitute their hormones sometimes 

funny thing is today I might have had too much oestrogen 
its like being on drugs ! 

you can get it from plants

concussion cliffs page 21 brexit

 

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I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 mother took her life as a way of going on strike . Liza understood this when she herself faced an online firing squad . And she has done nothing to deserve it , its just the persecution of the good


and old school Machiavellian thinking is going out of fashion , strong man posturing , some people have a more progressive attitude
based on tolerance and even love !


Liza shouted at the judge and stormed out , she got away with it

decorum ? there are things about her that she doesnt know yet

unrepeatable thoughts

in the Aquarian Age capitalism and the military will be scrutinised
by the Aquarian bodies 

the moon tonight has a blue tinge

usually the feelings are there deep down

she remembers feeling this joy that had no place in this world
she wanted to fly away into the sunset .
' the doolally ' are people who cant afford a top quality therapist !
she does a great job of acting like a normal person 

 no deal would be ' challenging for the economy ' without going into any details about what that means . where others have warned of civil unrest, riots endless queues , empty shelves and medicine shortages
to name but a few

sounds like a scene from Judge Dredd ! and it manifested as : the lock down !!!



Sunday, 18 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 20 play fights

 
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I opt out of them being so used in AI
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the pressure inside feeling like a time bomb about to explode

we are all ruled by our alien cat overlords
so anyway there was this guy ...

Liza fancied him and her friends said he had unfinished business
with this other girl and they all knew the other girl was doing a friends husband

so she decided that her friends were just being possessive about her

and then shes reacting to people and throwing herself at this guy ,
which obviously didnt work out they got fed up with each other

and she felt guilty ever since
in the end she moved on from all of them

and her behaviour was faulty and not very ' Jane Austen '
it didnt ' look good '

well right now shes not so much concerned with him
he was the one to refuse intimacy

her nerdy boyfriends were always concerned
that she would take time away from their gaming
and be hanging on to their leg

depends what you see when you look at the moon
when you're bathed in its light

its the unavailability that draws her in
adrenalin, drama, mystery

what you have there is a toddler who is about 6 foot 2, well built,
who has endured 40 years of neglect
and with all the attendant demands of a two year old

he's going to kick hard against the boundaries
so what is she supposed to do but fight him ? real fights , play fights , wrestling , all part of the foreplay

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concussion cliffs notes 180525

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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one of my online friends today said it sounds like ive been radicalised 

interesting take considering what happened with Mike
and my becoming like a gang member in a gang of two !
 

concussion cliffs page 19 mothers suicide

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this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
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My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
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, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 180525  edited 150625
 
 
 
 when she arrived at the psychiatric hospital , she thought that she was a spy and that everyone else was one too , working for different agencies 

when she asked the other patients about it they all agreed that we were all spies 

mums family of course dont believe that she was sexually abused . that would be to admit that their own parents were abusers . A parallel reality that they would find intolerable . But Liza was told about the abuse from two different sources . And its her own mothers truth to be honoured in memory of her 

her death a charred blacked out space that she cant fathom . Was Liza to blame for the suicide ? at 15 years old she was expected to administer mental health care . ' leaving me in my hour of need ' said mother 

she said that Liza was cold, which she really isnt , just people say that when they want more of her . She thought Liza was too ambitious 

mother was a defender of the underdog who would talk to anyone , lab colleagues , toilet attendants , other mothers at the playground . She was affectionate and cuddly and breast fed her children . Working on her story , Liza felt her arms around her like shed come back to life , a cyber relationship with the dead . Remembering things she actually said 

And that wierd thing were you sometimes benefit from a tragedy and had a more interesting life because of it 

she thought that their fathers family was a bunch of pompous culture vultures , the bourgeoisie . Which was not entirely fair considering she was being sexuallly abused by her own parents . And the toll it took on Dads health who was made to shoulder all the guilt for two families . As he tried to stand firm for them through her illness and subsequent suicide after 18 attempts 

when Liza tries to quit her benzo all this horror floods in 

there was this incredible storm
outside the hospital
the wailing sounded like witches and demons
they cry and hiss

Wednesday, 14 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 18 astro sex

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I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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sexual healing by yourself

she  can have some kind of a ' trip ' without taking LSD
just remembering it literally she feels like an animal

she thinks she found her inner puppet , just a disembodied head 
 

theres a smokey moon and vinyl has a more earthy texture ,
the scratchy grooves where a soul is etched

climate protests are about so much more than climate change
the surveillance , internet, robots, they want to come together
and glue themselves to mother earth

feeling an amazing energy of connection passing between them 

spin the bottle, rough house parties , sharing parties , is what they were called before ' opening up ' . Sharing was slightly different , to do with voyeurism and intimate touch with more than one person , rather than a full blown orgy . it was very artistic , theyd film each other cross dressing and having sex 

she sat with her female friend on one chair and she and her boyfriend on the sofa watching porn with her hand on his dick , the other hand eating cake and drinking wine . whats decadent about it ? why do people have such a problem with sex ?


there were two bloodstained gloves and some half eaten pizza
splattered in the middle of the road
, someone in a very distressed state who had cheated on his her , maybe Loz . they cheat on her and cant seem to get her  back. Even though she has cheated on them , there is no fairness to it , shes just moved on

he reached over to the empty tables and drank the leftover dregs 

, strong man posturing , some people have a more progressive attitude
based on tolerance and even love ! and she  was throwing myself at him

stormy, moody , brooding unrepeatable thoughts

she  feels like shes  being strangled or something , stifled

bit of a colourful past, 
commitment phobic a sucker for the forbidden
in the Aquarian Age capitalism and the military will be scrutinised
by the Aquarian bodies

lost in Lala land its possible to deceive without actually lying

visions from the afterglow of an open relationship on the internet and memories of sharing in the flesh 


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concussion cliffs notes 140525

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Thor is too easy 
 

concussion cliffs page 17 the alien welfare dystopia

 
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, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
edited 140525 
 
 
 shes thrown herself down the stairs and injured her knee , after a dystopian welfare interview where you have to touch your toes and take a pen out of your pocket 

they made her feel so worthless she'd not even be missed . The loss of dignity something she now understands 

in 2014 she researched online how to do away with yourself and saw a post about using bleach and ammonia . She bought those two things along with some vodka . And managed to phone the crisis team before using them 

she readmits herself to hospital 

theres nobody there for her . Shes all alone with these threatening phone calls and emails

Sunday, 11 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 16 womens sexual expression

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so in theory they say these days that a woman should be able to say she wants to stop at any point in a sexual act or a man can too

but how many people have the discipline to either stop the roller coaster
or to say they want to stop the roller coaster

the deeper you get, the more difficult it is to say I wanna stop

stopping and starting , pause ,long pause , short pause,

she didnt know the Victorians had flowery stuff apart from the wallpaper
some of her relatives lived in Northumberland in big creepy houses
with flowery paper peeling off the walls
he is funny and relaxed and flirty in a humorous way she feels as if they have ' chemistry ' , Mick and she , she also thinks she has met him before online
when he wasnt single , he's a very loving and affectionate person
with a big open heart and she could do with some of that !
receiving love is like sunshine warming you on a cold day
sinking into your skin

penetrating through to your heart

  animals and birds do talk for real in body language and sounds
they tell us about their affection for us their joy at being alive
their fears and sorrows

we are star dust from a billion years ago with 20 20 vision
so we gotta be on the LGBT spectrum
so that makes me a gay man ! and you're a lesbian

can you steer it ?

k well to put it another way
suppose you were invited to a party in real life , they were all dressing up
and you were asked to put on make up and a dress
would you be a party pooper not to
 

this passion she feels is getting too much if shes not careful
she will injure herself , she must find a way to pull out and stop digging
n her heart explodes , she is possessed

n then she keeps turning round to see if he's impressed
with her detachment

see how the match is going , there isn't a match

slut shaming shes all too familiar with but her shame is less than other peoples because its what she grew up with , shes relatively shameless

one way to get high is to wait until the bread is past its sell by date ! ergot !

like slut, slag, slapper tart, tease, , traditionally intended to make a woman responsible  , for a mans sexual feelings , as part of being straight , this is an issue for women in that it can inhibit their sexuality and its expression

there must be vast swathes of rich material undiscovered in women
that are not allowed out because of the fear of being condemned by society

making the territory of straight women an endless undiscovered continent

most men find it difficult to withhold the thrust

or if a woman expresses a sexual thought

so there are circles where this is not a problem like in new age progressive green gatherings where roleplay groups are doing conflict management and stuff there are workshops where sexuality is explored

but in mainstream society if a woman expresses something sexual or flirtatious its is regarded as a promise to any male present
or even also to a gay woman present sometimes

when she may not actually have invested so much of herself in that thought she may be just experiencing her own sexual feelings



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concussion cliffs page 15 alien intelligence

 

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 one time she was kissing strangers on waterloo bridge and a young man invited her to a park and asked her to touch him up
which she did for a bit then decided it wasnt really safe there
not because of him but the place at night
 

its a scientific fact that there are frequencies we've not yet discovered
alien intelligence is right here on your doorstep
there are different types of intelligence

just briefly this evening she feels her head above the waves
some kind of a new sense of right and wrong above the waves you find a tranquil place above the clouds
where we are causing things to happen
but we got bored there and jumped into the drama
and rarely do gothic and classical collide like this
so its very fine art and also darker and more scary
than classical ever is
 

her voice sounds like a cut glass chandelier and she wrote it to be closer to death as she stands defiant lifting her chin , look at me now , bullies ...

she saw an alien today his eyes were so gentle with a soft smile
it was a clear night and the owls call echoed off the heavens
like a woody flute

anyone goes outside and stares into a star to get information and love ?
today it said that all things are connected the stars can see all the things that go on here and all the things that ever were

concussion cliffs notes 110525

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 the subtletly of Kal , she was lonely without him 
she cant say too much because of the pizza tricks 
but shes with him , hes very exotic  and exciting 
mystical without being preachy 
mysterious 

she feels close to him , tender 

i think this will go in later on in the books Dev
N you know what , when I try tobexpress  my love for you you move away from me

Like I said there is no man who can beat the pizza trick

Saturday, 10 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 14 surrender

 
clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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someone has to give in and that someone always has to be Liza, not Mick .
the swirling , rocking feeling of being a female do you like empathy ?
as if dreams were just here to frustrate you !

the vibrations could be felt from miles away

legs shaking and kicking an explosion of light

treats and rewards

a voodoo doll brandishing sticks a haunted doll the inside is detached

red eyes flashing laughing and laughing rocking, waving its arms, why does sex always feel evil ?

music playing inside her , drumroll , like a thundery storm , waves lashing

it is like a blinding light, caramel melting everywhere , oozing out of her body

shaking and heaving in spasms as shes thrown forward
and side to side , she becomes very tense, grimaces apparently according to the oglers
stress increasing with every breath

when it ends its like a fan belt snapping after the thaw the breaking of a tree trunk

Friday, 9 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 13 zerzetzung

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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after talking to the work coach  ,Liza felt like a waste of space , and wanted to die  , she shat her pants  , but made a recovery

she was sitting on his face , When he did the other girl And then he let the girls do their thing . And he dry humped Liza for a while

Then fucked her for a good few minutes In front of his partner

Liza is down on her broken knee ,

meanwhile Vic is designing a vibrator to stimulate the d, e , f spots and the cervix . She will not acknowledge Lizas part in it

Thor watched her on satellite
suspected she was masturbating about someone other than him
and escalated the appointments with the work coach


Wednesday, 7 May 2025

concussion cliffs page 12 sexual boundaries

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional 


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 she behaves like a good little girl around Mick  , sucking up even , like a glass spressure cooker , just dont smash it . Just grit your teth and pretend everything is perfect , sure there is no anger towards him , no boiling rage , no howls of indignation
 
we are being run by lunatics indeed , even her shrink knows that only they can save him. Which is why he cried throughout her appointment . And let her take the muzzle off 

Love has no limits. Now then Sir do you want to let it all out ? He ties something around her neck , tells her to behave like a pig about to be slaughered 

that'll teach her to be so patronising , sitting there nonchalangly talking down to him as if shes the therapist , and she couldnt give a damn
 
speaking of autonomy as we were ... why bother , she doesnt see how youre going to teach her anything . N like theres a tongue going down the back of your soul 
 
well these things happen  

psycho therapitst indeed ...

concussion cliffs notes 070525

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Anna Crackle
, hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional