Saturday, 17 January 2026

The Trauma Bond notes 170126

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Kal is a lovely man who cares about every little detail including Anna's enjoyment of sex 
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There's a writing exercise where you write your life story in 5 minutes 
 
See your life flashing before your eyes
 

Friday, 9 January 2026

The Trauma Bond page 5 the theories of sex

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
 
edited 090126 , edited 250226 
 
 
N now a dizzy spell . They were tuned in feeling each others feelings  
with words and dick foreplay . Caught red handed 
 
Trevor and Emerald are trying to get Anna evicted  . Annas expression of her sexuality ' spoils the view ' for them 
 
there are pink and white drapes and a faux tiger skin rug 
thankful for any interest at all 
honey wanted to steal Annas classical music compositions 
while Anna remains a complete nobody with a disability 
she gets prodded like this its an emotional tax  
 
then there is ' the bases ' theory of orgasms . Involving a slow build up over a period of months or even years . Starting with flirting and finding excuses to brush past each other and touch hands , a light kiss 
 
2nd base being light petting  . 3rd is heavy petting . Both parties need alot of self control to do this . She thinks this is what Trevor wanted , although he rather ruined it by calling Anna a prick tease ! And the alcohol broke through the remaining bases so that the tension was lost 
 
these internet relationships where youve never met its like your always in first base, making them feel more special  
 
Le petit mort when you finally do it , even if its gone well its done . then there is the polyamory theory of orgasms . For many couples this does not involve phsyically cheating but sharing with each other their fantasy lives  
 
and thats how a traditional marriage goes starting with the rounders thing and moving on to polyamory when the magic wears off  
 
then theres the talk about it theory of orgasms . in a parallel universe Anna would meet Jez , they'd be back in their early twenties . he said that philosophers are wondering if there is too much emphasis on orgasms and not enough on the journey . embarrassed she tells him shes only having orgasms by herself  . Shes in love with him and worried where the conversation will end . Theyd go to bed and play with themselves in front of each other and dry hump . Shed start to feel his feelings 
 
 and the wait till your married theory of orgasms . The idea being that while going through the engagement the tension will have reached fever pitch for the wedding night . For both parties . No doubt that has worked for some people . For others it was a huge gamble 
 
in 24 minutes the ship had sunk again Amidst wakening sexuality
They held that off until they filmed it .N the black guy round the corner was involved 

on track  . Like a pig she grunted ,Appreciated the foreplay thanks 
He swaggered in and bumped her .14 minutes to a good hammering 
 

the Trauma bond notes 090126

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Agatha and Trevor are threatening me with a welfare review and a face attack  
 
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Housing insecurity is like a hole in the tummy 

Anna dies of a heart attack while using her vibrator 

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Wednesday, 31 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 4 the purpose of art

 
clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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 Trevor has been getting Annas neighbours to bang things when she is preparing for sex . He can see her doing this on satellite footage . He feels he can conduct a personal relationship using military tactics . And is under the control of Emerald 
 
he has guardianship of Anna which is not really appropriate considering he is an ex lover . with a partner who has also duty of care over Anna  . What exactly is he representing ? 
 
meanwhile the ghost of Annas mother is a ghoul following her around like a zombie with dripping dirty bandages and outstrethed arms . Because of what she did shes not in a good place . on paper , Anna embraces her and removes the bandages encourages her to bathe and to put on clean clothes . Annas mother goes on to help other ghouls  
 
and the jug on the table says " i am a beautiful porcelaine vase , cold and smooth as young skin . Ive been sitting here for 7 decades watching the family come and go . My curves are exquisite and im now used as an ornament , a memory , i hold memories of happier times before the tragedy . when i was an emblem of success in an academic household . im so beautiful i look like a song , a beautiful woman in her prime , no longer skinny and not yet fat  
 
Anna has some childish things in her home like childrens' plates and cups  
 
shes learning writing as well as art . What does fear smell like ? a sharp tang , acidic like concentrated citrus , also metallic . time looks like a vast space a black hole, an expanse of night sky , events twinkling . Love feels like running in the dark , a young person running towards the mystery , pounding the streets  
 
there is nothing between Anna and the moon tonight  . Art is here to describe experiences without judgment . the characters are taking responsiblity for themselves and there is not too much emphasis on gender 
 


on track , Like a pig she grunted . Appreciated the foreplay thanks
He swaggered in and bumped her .N it wasn't Dev
14 minutes and they were pounding the streets 


The Trauma Bond notes 311225

  

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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writing exercise about different beds and then cutting up the pieces to make a collage 
 

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honey is hoping to steal my classical piano compositions . ive done all i can think of to prove when they were written , which was 2017 and 2018 . i didnt fully know how to write the scores but the notes are correct according to what i played myself   
 
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Certain person is all about the plastic surgery  

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and thats how a traditional marriage goes , starting off with this rounders thing with the bases and moving on to polyamory later on when the magic wears off  
 
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Monday, 22 December 2025

The Trauma Bond page 3 gender issues

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Why is there an egg upside down at the bottom of a tree ? it looks like a Magritte or one of his derivatives . it represents new birth from old and a difficult birth 
 
 Anna is quite submissive but not all the time . Women have trippy hormones . Men are more athletic and active. They burn more calories , they buzz . Men can be trippy too . People need to recharge their batteries to get that 
 
Sometimes you have to consider your partners sex drive , see if you can get into it . And boy does she get into it  . She doesnt want a female partner , finding them a bit hysterical , she appreciates the coolness of a male . Not cold though , he cries , he cries more than she does . Its very impressive 
 
he sees and hears her always . How does he do that ? always sticking up for her , writing articles for her , he goes to alot of trouble . he forgives her  . he exceeds expectations 
 
some feel that a gay relationship is the only way to support women who do alot of emotional work , the unpaid carers , underpaid nurses, social workers , teachers 
 
 some of whom are men . some men are also finding their gay relationships more supportive . Gays are excelling in therapy practices and claim their relationships are more egalitarian  
 
so a man can be super supportive but only if hes with another man ?  a man is certanly capable of cherishing and caring for a woman . But can it be egalitarian ? only if she does body building ? well no not necessarily , anna has been in an egalitarian relationship 
 
understanding the other gender is one of the most rewarding things . If a man is expected to take charge he might behave like an alpha . it takes a strong woman to relieve him of that burden  
 
one of Annas cousins called her a prostitute after she invited him to visit Bud  . disgusting they cant get it together to phone a guy in a nursing home 
 
There was a colourful cluster . In which Kal prevailed
In spite of female contributions .Which were tempting 
22 minutes to a good pounding 
 hes persisting , shes so excited , smouldering 

The Trauma Bond notes 221225

 

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
tasha , petra , chops , identity thief , DM , MJ , bobble are not welcome
My first book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
, gaslight city is by Victoria Sparking , Concussion Cliffs by Victoria Sparking
, bully boulevard by Lacey Ember . another author name of mine is Anna Crackle , and Sparkle Ember
, hunnie and her chronies are not welcome to them , she wants to feed my books into AI
I opt out of them being so used in AI
this book is fictional
 
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Trevor gets my neighbours to bang things when I'm preparing for sex . He feels this is the only way he can get to perform himself 
 
He thinks you can use military tactics in your relationships  

I don't want him to have guardianship of me . its very inappropriate considering he is an ex lover . not only that but his new partner is a social worker who has a duty of care towards me that she exploits 
 
and Trevor represents what exactly ?  
 
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Trevor says i will lose the art course if I remove his guardianship 

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Agatha harassed a lady who organised a Christmas day lunch so that she now feels she cant do that next year  
 
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Apparently theres a problem where the neighbours can hear me having sex .
Maybe we should do it less often  

Then again they're not supposed to have a dog . Or to shout and swear
 
and ... this issue was presented to me by a professional rival 
who may be exaggerating  

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There's nothing between me and the moon

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