standing up to boyz edit page 4

 Subliminal messages 


So then Charlotte  looked at her karma re the sex going wrong . Because she avoided two mental health patients at the swimming pool ? 
Because she  cut her vulnerable friends zoom calls to once a fortnight ?
Or is it that shes not standing up for herself enough ? Should not have visited her addict brother . Alone and feeling unsafe 
 
Trevor has given the chuckster permission to harrass her outdoors , near her home, at medical appointments , 
 
the tool stopped mid organism and when nearly there this happened twice . Not sure if it was the equipment failing or if she had anger in her or something . there was less lube so that the c spot was being pulled into the g spot Kal has nurtured her through sex failures before  
 
according to surveys most women can apparently only orgasm with the c spot . Charlotte has never been invited to these surveys ! And yet most tools are designed to simulate penetrative action 
 
Shes sometimes come from intercourse and not needed all that afterplay stuff . Unfortuately her best ones during sex came from cheating . Maybe because her Dad cheated on his partners , she assumed it was a feminist thing to do . Or because of the adrenalin  
 
how dead is the deceased ? how alive are the living ?  Charlotte has written several pages of conversation with her late mother . Including reasons why she took her life . Which seem never ending 
 
All she has is a photo of Crystal holding her baby self. She looks so happy . 19 years old with her first baby . In her mothers kitchen. She feels her mother cant hurt her any more now that shes married to Lance . That kitchen has objects from the 1950s , a shiny metal teapot that sits on the stove , a striped apron, and a sieve used to make baby food from leftovers . Who does that now !  Crystal has beautiful red hair and a pink dress , while baby Charlotte is wrapped in a white towel . Crystal is so humble in ' her perfect state ' which people have described from the afterlife and happens sometimes on earth 
 
it was great until young Lance felt trapped with his beautiful wife and children  
 
Charlotte in her infinte freedom decided to jump from a first floor window . For a myriad of reasons . She called an ambulance and was taken to the general hospital . Where after a couple of days two men who looked like they were from the FIB or something came to question her . She told them that people were watching her from satellite cameras and they sectioned her 
 
she screamed the place down . And was injected with benzodiazepines which she said were death to her . She was strapped to a board and driven through the night to the psychiatric hospital , singing pop songs and sharing her sweets with the ambulance nurse  
 
Cryses sent a plague on Agamemnon to rescue his daughter Cryseis . So Agamemnon takes Briseis from Achilles as compensation . Cryseis asks her father to save Briseis also . She has fallen in love with Achilles and seeks to have her wishes considered . The two women become warriors in their own right  
 
There is a gang harassing Charlotte online through her vulnerable friend Millie , who Charlotte is trying to help . She gets pidgeoned by Pearl, Chuckster, Tasha , Fleur and Shrek  . Pidgeoning is when you send an online message to someone via a hijacked friend , hoping to create subliminal messages . Theyve threatened to cut Millie off from the support forum if she doesnt do their bidding 

He popped her cherry .Just as the door knocked . N its always like this 
Got through by the skin of her teeth

Struck by the nakedness  of his member . The audacity of it 
The shame, the jaw jaw  
A nuclear bomb 
hypnotised 
Time has come for a gong song . Some of whom ejaculated
The g spot was activated . And ended in a good pounding 

They're  grinding each other . She bucked while he pounded