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pulverise i think is a good word 
and if i wasn't living in this tower block id shout your name ...  x

hey and you know what i got stage fright ... 
an i said i would never tell 

says he's a peaceful 
guy from San Francisco 
but really he wants cruelty 

he wants me to ... compare him 
to other guys ... really test his ego ... 

and how could i do that ... 



00.32am 29.03.13. 

now I'm trying to get back 
up the stairs to the roof 
but the corridor is full of smoke ....  

we used to cover our eyes driving 
for real ... i thought we could sing along 
to this ... just have to blindfold you give you 
some erm lets see ... some homegrown ... and 
tie you up there to the cornice for now ... and theres
some good shit from the seventies only sixties kids can do ...  




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I did feel a bit 
guilty leaving him 
there ... I had a few 
flirtations on the way ...
and was tasered with tear gas ... 

didn't know you
had a submissive side mate
you want me to kick you with a 
poulaine ... and yeah you're hanging
off this cornice ... asking me to sing to you ... 

and it will be a few hours 
before i come back ... 




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oh this ... I'm supposed to pretend that 
i don't like sex ... 

which takes us back to Zero Sum Eleven ... 

wavy mirage effect on screen .... 







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this is like 
a panther that is 
both wild and regal 
the biggest loudest thundery 
heart that ever pounded the earth .... 

that screams in rage at the false pretensions 
the sellouts the trashy propaganda 
that eats the soul like chlorine 
bleach fighting caustic
with caustic ... 

that 
frightens the 
thunder and dwarfs
the tempest in his wake ... 
without whom we should all be robots  

and she doesnt understand 
she doesnt know she 
can't remember  





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well half dead then 
you want the body all 
tangled up in dank reeds 
... so that you can revive it ... 

and lays her out on the river bank to
warm her and she just never 
says anything ... 

and she doesnt know anything ... 
she doesnt remember
she doesnt understand ...  




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evening 27.03.13. 

I've got a new job
being me ... 
a walking disaster 

just putting on a
blindfold and mowing 
through some stuff ... 

Christ what a paltry start ... 


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im a bit nervous 
about it ... mind and 
body have rebelled against 
notions of performance ... 

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he was a virgin of sorts 

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maybe just a one off 

My new job ...

always start your first day by 

poo-ing on the carpet 


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whats funny though is that Scarey said he would be my
boss and I've spend the whole day in his office giving him more work to do
and sort of crashing into things and um ...
well never mind ...



morning 28.03.13. 

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evening 27.03.13. 

I've got a new job
being me ... 
a walking disaster 

just putting on a
blindfold and mowing 
through some stuff ... 

Christ what a paltry start ... 


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im a bit nervous 
about it ... mind and 
body have rebelled against 
notions of performance ... 

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he was a virgin of sorts 

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maybe just a one off 

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quote : 

people do their best not to remember and not to accept the immense 

magical potential they possess , because that would upset htier neat little universes 

but we all have the ability don't we 

absolutely we just don't all have the courage to follow our dermas and to follow the signs perhaps that where the sadness comes from 






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peoples dogma meh ... versus the power of observation 

facilitation a la Bronowski isn't it 






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1.01am  17.04.13. 

thinking of you helped with a rocky patch in therapy x 




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1.48am

15.04.13. 

such rich detail of emotion and from a man too ha ha 

very nurturing i can feed off that 

and find feelings i didn't know about 

and not really easy to read 




12.20     27.03.13. 


interesting you felt defined by your partners 

im wondering does a feeling have to be reciprocated for you to feel it ... 





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11.04.13. 

Calf

1.04.13.   3.17am 

April fool ... this actually is Scareys calf ... 

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2.04am    1.03.13. 

this is Bernard 

11.55    25.03.13. 

16.03.13.     1.22am Plant 

2.04am    1.03.13. 

this is Tony 

5am 

27.03.13. 

these are not Scareys ... 

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2.06am 2.04.13. 

ok i did lie about that , Tony the Tomato Plant is in fact Scareys ... 

i lied to protect him ahem ... 




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21.03.  21.04.13. 

i got that wrong this is not Ray 


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00.00 am 28.03.13. 

this is Ray  

nobody has the foggiest who that is .... 

3.52am 

2.52am 30.03.13. 

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2.04am    1.03.13. 

this is Luther  .... 

3.05am 31.03.13. 

there seems to be this crab called Delilah that emerged 

apparently he is to be a present for Jewel when 

we've rescued him a bit ... 

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31.03.13.    19.05

that crab looks a bit mental 

Scarey seems quite attach to him 

so how will we hand him over ? 


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20.12.

and you may not know what he thinks ... 



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22.35  31.03.13. 

i was assaulted during the birth of the gerbils ... 

which is tragic ... 

and very nearly fell off the road ... 

hopefully i will be able to celebrate them again ... 

1.28am 

actually it was a very near fall in fact i can't remember what happened 

or if i was in a siding or what 

you can always find out 

i mean there was all this industrial gas on the road 

getting in the window ... 

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2.13am 

10.04.13. 

and they are of course Scareys gerbils ... 

know when to hold know when to fold la la ... 



21.04.13. 

20.58 

so the goat is not Saif so is Saif one of the gerbils in fact Ray wasn't either so is this Saif and Ray Scarey 

im in a bit of a mess here ... and you might not know either 

yes i know that 


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