and if i wasn't living in this tower block id shout your name ... x
hey and you know what i got stage fright ...
an i said i would never tell
says he's a peaceful
guy from San Francisco
but really he wants cruelty
he wants me to ... compare him
to other guys ... really test his ego ...
and how could i do that ...
00.32am 29.03.13.
now I'm trying to get back
up the stairs to the roof
but the corridor is full of smoke ....
we used to cover our eyes driving
for real ... i thought we could sing along
to this ... just have to blindfold you give you
some erm lets see ... some homegrown ... and
tie you up there to the cornice for now ... and theres
some good shit from the seventies only sixties kids can do ...
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I did feel a bit
guilty leaving him
there ... I had a few
flirtations on the way ...
and was tasered with tear gas ...
didn't know you
had a submissive side mate
you want me to kick you with a
poulaine ... and yeah you're hanging
off this cornice ... asking me to sing to you ...
and it will be a few hours
before i come back ...
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oh this ... I'm supposed to pretend that
i don't like sex ...
which takes us back to Zero Sum Eleven ...
wavy mirage effect on screen ....
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00.21
this is like
a panther that is
both wild and regal
the biggest loudest thundery
heart that ever pounded the earth ....
that screams in rage at the false pretensions
the sellouts the trashy propaganda
that eats the soul like chlorine
bleach fighting caustic
with caustic ...
that
frightens the
thunder and dwarfs
the tempest in his wake ...
without whom we should all be robots
and she doesnt understand
she doesnt know she
can't remember
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well half dead then
you want the body all
tangled up in dank reeds
... so that you can revive it ...
and lays her out on the river bank to
warm her and she just never
says anything ...
and she doesnt know anything ...
she doesnt remember
she doesnt understand ...
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28.03.13.
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evening 27.03.13.
I've got a new job
being me ...
a walking disaster
just putting on a
blindfold and mowing
through some stuff ...
Christ what a paltry start ...
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im a bit nervous
about it ... mind and
body have rebelled against
notions of performance ...
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he was a virgin of sorts
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maybe just a one off
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