2.37am
4.03.13.
um hello ... its really lovely to meet you ... nice i mean ...
im a bit sort of married at the moment well in my head any way
but maybe we'll do some more 'work' sometime ...
musically i mean ... sending purple waves ... blows kiss ...
ps your writing sort of Shakespearean you know like Stevie Nicks
and Cradel of Filth
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3.41 am
gosh thats brae of you to go to AA
I find i get harassed in there
although I'm trying to make sketches about it
its like step 14 when they do that and get paid to promote stuff
it gets in the way of the music
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you know and there other people like that guy i was saing Loys ...
this amazing shivery gothicky buzz about him and all he's doing in just being himself ...
hmmm and theres you feeling gay and that
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2.53am
awww the puppies paw ... a big thick hand with hairs on it ...
i did have to steer a bit but it was someone else ...
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23.22
I don't think you would ... they'd build you a clone in about five minutes
you know you may as well get one already ...
and everyone i go out with starts talking out of Johns arse ...
you know i see John blatantly giving them their script for the day
and its so painful to watch it come out of their mouth
so i couldn't really commit to anything at the moment ...
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still theres work sometime ...
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14.02
they wanna pick someone super fit like Alexandra Burke
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7.03.13.
14.09
someone that does weights ... and I wouldn't worry too much
which one it was ... :)
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22.33
8.03.13.
I thought you pretty much said you were working for Frizz ...
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you can always find the sex
its the cutting edge thats hard to replace
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tears that
makes you kick and
struggle and lash out that
pulls like a rope on the solar plexus
and this massive intellect i coped with
for about five minutes
kin monstrous
it was like there was fresh air blowing through him
like a sharp morning breeze
the razor beam of a killer marksman
and they reckon women rule the heart ha ha ...
21.44
deathstar ...
hissing and spitting
ssshit she can hear what
we are ssssaying ...
I can hear footsteps
on the gravel ...
feeling quite out of it
the pagan tantra
neanderthal club wielding
covered in mud and seaweed
a thing reviled .. .
the pounding rhythm
relentless on my ballet dress
trapped inside a pitcher plant
the dischord wrapped around my neck
a dichotomy too much to bear
the music making jagged
volts that snag and yank
on the muddler
the alter of diabolical ravening
1.11am , 13.02.13. misc draft
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11.44am
you know and its not impossible you might be acting ...
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00.50 13.03.13. © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
I gotta
quell this a bit
you know cus Im a monster hunted for my ugly
crimes
my unsavoury thoughts
are best running past
your window ...
they are chasing
after me with taser gas
because I dared to say I
dared to say ...
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00.25am 21.03.13.
he shags like a white person in fact I thought he was a white person ....
an i opens the lyrics and man that is confirm ....
and what how am I posh
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23.40
another
dense one with
not long to go ... hey
dude what is this trap are
you sure ... are you sure cus
i can see a door ... I can see a door
... ok they tasers me when i go through it but
... and hey look ... why don't we go and pay them a visit ...
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see look
theres Saint Evil ...
again ... do you see her
glinting eyes ... seems to b
rattling bones i have no idea what
she is doing ... just Im drawn to her howl
and I wanna dance like that wanna dance like that ...
clack clack clack wanna dance like that
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well half dead then
you want the body all
tangled up in dank reeds
... so that you can revive it ...
and lays her out on the river bank to
warm her and she just never
says anything ...
and she doesnt know anything ...
she doesnt remember
she doesnt understand ...
1.29am © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
it tastes like
someone else has
made it where has that been ...
difficult not to bite when
its like quenelle
with spinach and nutmeg
and all macrobiotic and stuff
guarana and iguana
with a surprise
of creamed fishy
minced crocodiel and tofu
ill jus pretend ...
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sainted prick
of tease ...
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4.12am
and they got things
sussed
what death
has the last word
i dunno ... that dead
girl in your arms sort of
romantic though ... like all
dripping with wet flowers ...
you kinda like the blue mouth the
limp arms ... lips that don't answer back ...
yeah that is a pretty picture for sure ...
1.51am
misc draft
and who's sad
I mean you had the
best time ever ... and even
the tragedies were dense ... gonna
follow this path all the way you know ...
I see a road in the dark and I goes down it ...
you had a thunkin good time it were
stonkin man ... I mean who
thunders like that ...
and who's sad ...
see the thing is ...
Tuesday, 26 March 2013
23.40
another
dense one with
not long to go ... hey
dude what is this trap are
you sure ... are you sure cus
i can see a door ... I can see a door
... ok they tasers me when i go through it but
... and hey look ... why don't we go and pay them a visit ...
© Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
see look
theres Saint Evil ...
again ... do you see her
glinting eyes ... seems to b
rattling bones i have no idea what
she is doing ... just Im drawn to her howl
and I wanna dance like that dance like that ...
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23.12
4.04.13.
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18.04.13. 20.32
that is top of the sexual charts ...
emotionally not so much ...
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so did i feel that then about ten
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not really mystical to purge the heart
to strengthen the connection
digging into the lower self the nafs
to fast and breathe to find out where the bad things are ....
misc draft 22.04.13. 00.59
the abandoned one walks away from her family
harvesting the millet
and steps into a devils footprint
taking long, slow breaths
that kicked me in the stomach
and bit me deep down real hard ...
an i sumersaulted backwards
shiiiit that bitch knows what am thinkin ...
dodgeball
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rolling onto my back kicking
up my legs
that bit me right in the belly
that bit me deep down real hard
an i kicked up into the air
an rolled around
sumersaulting backwards
there was a dry humping
thing
and you just wanna and you just wanna
kissing like oysters
a smooth caviar of blues
rolling around my tongue
rolling around my brain
rolling in my body
an i just wanna
an i just wanna
gimme your dark dark blues
the wet tip of the iceberg burning
a flute of frustration
im so angry i just wanna
i just wanna
an e jus keeps on slow
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an explosion of love
that bites further up where it hurts
exploding with angry rage
i hate you i hate you
look what you've done to me
i can hardly walk
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so thats how you get the bitch to do
the cleaning i could be forgivun
for thinkun ...
she tryin avoid me ...
misc draft © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved
4-midnight 23.04.13.
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and this other fictional thing over here and doing
some work together ... he does actually
have a girlfriend i believe ...
the work is pretty amazing and the creativity
it top notch on every level ...
communication wise ... i dunno i think you'd be a bit
off on your own track and not really hear me ...
which is also not impossible to deal with and
i like the way that you hear yourself ...
is what makes you so entertaining ...
2.23am
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24.04.13
19.40
just you did say some very appreciative things about me
and thanks for that ....
pretty sure the same damn thing would happen with the cloning
and stuff too you know you keep movin on and
the gestapo gets after you all over again
so i aint movin in a hurry jus yet ...
luv to the Mrs ha ha ...
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11.47am 26.04.13.
it would be good to do one that really
throws you across the floor
aint gonna happen any time soon ....
11.47am 26.04.13.
it would be good to do one that really
throws you across the floor
aint gonna happen any time soon ....
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18.24
yeah i know ... and i can get a decent box kick out of that ...
they're all younger than me ...
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21.35
um yeah I'm kind of in love with you ...
not in a top three sort of way
21.35
um yeah I'm kind of in love with you ...
not in a top three sort of way
and you do light me up sometimes
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00.37am 27.04.13
I'm really sorry to hear about what happened ...
these people are just unbelievable ... can we not unite against
that kind of treatment ...
also its like as it ist my responsibility
you know i like the way you take your painting really seriously
and are not clowning
and then you do this kind of playground stuff
which is really surprising ... and now I'm repeating myself
which is really naff
and then ... and then i feel as if I'm talking to someone alot younger
than me x
i mean don't you know I'm under house arrest with
poisonous gasese and stuff being pumped into the air
surely you must know about it
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21.13 28.04.13.
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4.19am 29.04.13.
can you move your threatening advert please
i didn't actually make a commitment to you nor do we have
any line of communication whatsoever is this how you treat women
i mean the heart attack is probably just the wrong medication or something
9.07.13.
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10.07.13.
thanks. .. its a bit wearisome sometimes how you go on about
things its like yours stuck on a point n I'm like
somewhere else if you know what i mean ...
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n i don't know how you get from we might go on a date
to were already married ...
n I'm being assaulted by your secret baby mother ...
n who's vectron ... like we are not going to mention something
of that magnitude ...
n who are you trying to keep it a secret from exactly ...
00.37am 27.04.13
I'm really sorry to hear about what happened ...
these people are just unbelievable ... can we not unite against
that kind of treatment ...
also its like as it ist my responsibility
you know i like the way you take your painting really seriously
and are not clowning
and then you do this kind of playground stuff
which is really surprising ... and now I'm repeating myself
which is really naff
and then ... and then i feel as if I'm talking to someone alot younger
than me x
i mean don't you know I'm under house arrest with
poisonous gasese and stuff being pumped into the air
surely you must know about it
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21.13 28.04.13.
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4.19am 29.04.13.
can you move your threatening advert please
i didn't actually make a commitment to you nor do we have
any line of communication whatsoever is this how you treat women
i mean the heart attack is probably just the wrong medication or something
9.07.13.
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10.07.13.
thanks. .. its a bit wearisome sometimes how you go on about
things its like yours stuck on a point n I'm like
somewhere else if you know what i mean ...
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n i don't know how you get from we might go on a date
to were already married ...
n I'm being assaulted by your secret baby mother ...
n who's vectron ... like we are not going to mention something
of that magnitude ...
n who are you trying to keep it a secret from exactly ...
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7.14am 18.07.13.
you know one thing i don't understand
is how you are being violent towards me when
you are not really available ... you know i mean this
is just internet at this point surely there are stages people
go through before it becomes a mutual commitment .... and
yeah you being a non drinker might be different ..... i doubt it
i find our recoveries are borked at a certain level when people
get to know us n can you try to consider you are putting
me in a double bind ... and in other ways very
skillful thankyou ...
240813
7.14am 18.07.13.
you know one thing i don't understand
is how you are being violent towards me when
you are not really available ... you know i mean this
is just internet at this point surely there are stages people
go through before it becomes a mutual commitment .... and
yeah you being a non drinker might be different ..... i doubt it
i find our recoveries are borked at a certain level when people
get to know us n can you try to consider you are putting
me in a double bind ... and in other ways very
skillful thankyou ...
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