jupitersterrain6: February 2025

Friday, 28 February 2025

gaslight city page 19 b sexual awakening

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that hurt before she even got started and its great when he has another guy with him she really felt him this time best anger therapy

 especially outdoors kind of rough and smooth at the same time  a summery haze soothes my pain , Pretty legless after all that

like a sea monster came up from the deep   n shes huffing like a steam train , Alpha waves, the spasms attack us and she saw a birds eye view two people convulsing it looks amazing  

and she thought of something warped at the end that she saw on tv  to do with a camera girl, a different one,  she had a ball, the time of her life shes still a little bit enchanted with danger

  like theyre wrestling sweaty post banging stuff to the sound of molten guitar so in tune with her delightfully self referential in the emotion rather than on it , gory ,   Mick is sun drunk
caught in a heterosexual act   Hallucinating positive things . she remembers walking into the kitchen  and all the pots and pans seemed to come alive making music   

n whats warped  is watching them getting charged with electricity so that they bounce off each other   they took it slowly because it was so painful this shocking energy running up the spine

bit of an ego crusher n she steamrollered  , she feels like a groupie in tatty lace n its difficult to imagine how something so powerful would work in real life   

she flirted with a flower

try doing foreplay with your dick

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gaslight city page 19 Ellies friends

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Ellie has friends with mental illnesses for whom she has written medical reports and welfare letters . Shes hugged a serial killer , shes got people off the streets. You need someone looking out for you

people think well Ellie is a big girl she can handle drug dealers . She has friends who self harm. And worries they will hurt themselves when she hasnt contacted them enough . Which leaves little space for Ellies feelings

she didnt want responsiblity for her brother Bill , but she may as well make a good job of it, handling him with love and speaking of his trauma . While he screams mysogynistic insults at her , calling her ' a cunt ' and telling her to jump off the roof

' you dont understand i found mum DEAD '
' i do understand '
' no you DONT '

Ellie invites Agatha for a coffee but she doesnt return the call. Gail says to phone her again but Ellie feels there should be some reciprocating . Gail says ' oh no Agatha is really kind and gentle '

Ellie didnt say Agatha wasnt kind and gentle , she was waiting for a response , an indication that Agatha wanted to meet Ellie . Does Gail see Agatha ? they go way back

and Agatha posts threats online like arson and phone theft. Shes part of an organisation

Ellie has a boyfriend who is a magician she has never met called Vid. Hes very good to her and helps her promote her work . And has sex like a god . With sexual empathy you can feel each others sexual feelings . Vid wanted to marry her and she said not while youre watching women on web cams

Thursday, 27 February 2025

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shes picking fights with people and needs to release it shes been carrying it for days unable to find the time
it builds like thunder on a hot day like a boa constrictor like an electric eel , tasered Panting like a lunatic , Excruciating, Snorting

this is what they mean by nasty they can feel each others pain
at the same time , and its just too much ,shes been avoiding it
and getting annoyed with people

his ex tells her to slow down ! she is making love to his poetry
a quick one he said to finish you off even if it kills you we'll stand up ,
about 5 minutes done for now, a real stinger

that next one could take her leg off itll have to wait !

Mick uses pressure he said this tension will kill us
and so will its release guess theyre doomed
no wonder shes so crippled its true she at deaths door

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gaslight city page 17 gang stalking

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n all her life shes been jeered at
there was a time she and Mick were fooling around at Leicester Square in the evening
a crowd formed a circle around them and everyone was laughing

what are they laughing at ? she said . And Mick said theyre laughing at you ! she cant imagine what was funny about her

n recently they are calling her a lesbian . Well shes not a lesbian althoug she has overcome her fear of it which is some achievement . why are they so discriminatory and shallow as to mock lesbians ? And Agatha was their main proponent ? she said all men were rapists . has Agatha overcome her fear of men ? Now shes making fun of lesbians is she a bit vanilla ?

and how will older people die if we dont abuse them ? says the sprite

n Ellie has never been sexually abused so much as these two woman have abused her , not all the men shes known , and because its online its difficult to explain

and Ellie is expected to befriend Agatha in real life too

Thursday, 20 February 2025

gaslight city page 16 sexual awakening

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It takes her two years to get Mick into bed ,smell of wine and cork  Trippy wallpaper with huge flowers an atmosphere of sin
missed him In the heroin of God Cuckooed in a trap house Back to this fantasy from a film The rock star is probably dead now They were making a film with people watching Grinding muscles and exploding lights

A feeling of peace and excitement

A taxi driver goes the wrong way And back to that film With a view to doing the girl Which she can do if there is a man watching If you know what she means

One of them was blindfolded And another had a gun A bit unhinged if she doesn't take her meds

The guitar is melting like candle wax Narcotic feelings transformed

Bang a rock star connection Pink lacy underwear looks good on him
And enhances his masculinity Shocking under his jeans
Subliminalist painting she doesnt think her psychedelic hedgehog Is from another planet N shes the pinball !
what if solo were the only offer on the table she had to steer that one a laugh gasm her skin feels smooth like porcelain they said . They blindfolded her she suggested he wear stockings but its not set in stone
the moon is D shaped they watched each other then their movements became jerky n now shes walking funny all wobbly like jelly
years we've been thinking about it what does the kingdom need , more love that was agony , she writhed and grimaced in ugliness feels a bit dizzy and sick

this holy unholiness just wont do so he waits for her to warm up
and then slams his foot on the accelerator there is some pain to go through she gasps for breath

after rampaging through the streets like a werewolf

wearing something like a kilt like a cave man he appeals to something prehistoric in her what exactly she cant quite put a finger on
shes in shock now feeling seasick

under the glass floor

tidal energy generator like surfing a monster wave it was a rough sea
enough power for the country digging in wet mud its not easy having all these cameras trained on the window she sticks out like a sore thumb
then they make fun of her afterwards, what manners

he teaches peace , shes drawing a greek statue

the moon is peeping through the trees n surfters crashing the waves
n that music is eternal if only they were allowed she floating above it all
in a magical land Like blowing up a balloon n whats gross to one person
is meat to another

n the anger turns to flaming flowers n music like paragliding into the sunset all painted different hues of orange the big bang occurring in a black hole smashing the glass wall an explosion of flowers

there was a howl and a yelp too much a lady brought down a peg or two
doing something so base twisted in a vice to maximum torsion
something only young people do a shaft of light from the coccyx

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gaslight city page 15 gang stalking

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the kind hearted girl at school has to sit with Agatha. The sprite is a 45 year old married woman who enjoys abusing Ellie. it turns her on when she is stuck for inspiration . Shed make a fine groupie if she werent married, Ellie did try to warn her

the sprite said 'im not a child' . not saying youre a child, just warning you youre not ready to marry that guy ! Ellie was right . and Agatha puts the sprite up to the abuse . shes been doing that since she was a child, getting other children into trouble

n Ellie would have helped them if theyd wanted to talk about trauma and stuff . Agatha and Sprite were both abused as children and Ellie is a soft target

n then theres Gail who stole Agathas boyfriend and tries to palm off her guilt . None of them will phone the hotlines or visit a support group because its more fun to abuse Ellie. What Vid calls gang stalking

' mothball , bag , cactus ' they shout at her , if necessary hijacking other friends when desperate to get that message through . The sprite is very jealous of Ellies work and seeks to steal it by abusing her . some of the men join in out of revenge at being dumped

Monday, 17 February 2025

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One time her period spurts out unexpectedly You can hear it like a tap , even though there’s a bit of hymen left . N her best orgasm where she levitated , she didn’t actually know who she was doing . And porn is not the same a cyber sex . There is a black boom and a lot of deafening smoke  There’s more than two ways to play with a man. Took her decades to think of that. A woman is made of oestrogen He said California and she said Vegas and of course Vegas is addictive

 Like the Vegus nerve, Las Vegus , and they split up  Improvement though if it's just infra red, Not everybody can get a boot leg . Her hands are shaking and her legs feel bouncy and weightless like balloons  Must have got her wires crossed , Electrocuted  She’s not insane the world just isn’t ready for her yet  And you’re supposed to be the sane one  

She’s biting , they are in the bathroom at dads  and she stepped out of the painting she did of her in the bath  to greet an unexpected guest , Mick who had liked the painting and jammed with Da  . Hands are shaking

staggering about like a drunk person , bit of a wild card .   Her use of football is about playing the field.  N she’s going to kick that ball hard , she has no idea where it will land until it lands , she found the g spot ! A voice like a chandelier  

Don’t waste your suicide but ride close to death   Yep more extreme weather, rock n roll , a dreamy quality , floaty feeling like paragliding I hope I didn’t make a dad joke she says  Like I did at Notting Hill

  Forgot how much she fancied that guy at college its all coming back to her make love not war like Dev taught me  but she did also thank Bottle , and others . Sex shouldn't be performative , but if you never tried to have a vaginal orgasm you'd be missing out  A woman can end up with a ' staring at the wall feeling ' if the communication is lost .

She made it ! with all the people watching and being disparaging  it hurt and it wouldnt go in fully but oh God hes screwing me  havent done that for years !

 The skinny sprites at school would mock the bigger girl , using her as a snack . Seems if you’re single long enough the hymen grows back  She used to be able to get a pepper pot in there which now she can’t

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Sunday, 16 February 2025

gaslight city page 13 brother Bill

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Bill was an affectionate child who loved animals and would kiss the budgerigars head . Very gregarious, he was prone to fall in with ' the wrong crowd ' . Smoking cigarettes at 11 he was rolling in drunk at 13 wearing ' pegs and points ' trousers

Ellie and Bill threw teenage parties while Mum was a single parent and couldnt keep control , so there'd be a guy with his head in a bowl of salad , sausages stamped into the carpet . And Mum making herself a bowl of rice ... looking like she was from a deprived country . She said that Dad didn’t send her enough child support and that he was living a ‘ borgeois ‘ lifestyle with Janet

Bill and his friends threw a seance at which someone turned up dressed as a mummy which had everyone screaming . But Ellie went outside

Bill could crack up a room full of teenagers with his jokes. He was so cool and made up songs about his friends on the guitar

' everybodys going round the bend ' .. wah wah
and each person recieved a verse about why they were round the bend
' n theres a rhythm in your head ' .. . wha . Ellie and Bill would also jam together on guitars or with her singing or on the cello

Bill has his very own social etiquette. Like not laughing at your own jokes . Because then the joke would have ended when you could have kept the room laughing for longer. You are not to cosy up with your partner while in a group . Or sneak off with your partner . Which Ellie and Jez are guilty of ! Jack Dee they say never laughs at his own jokes

you are not to interrupt when a friend is ' going into one ' ( holding forth ) . You have to wait for the right moment to come in when its cool to do so

n Ellies sado masochistic relationship with Mick blows all that out of the water . when the biting gets out of hand

Don't repertoire the joke said Bill

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Wednesday, 12 February 2025

gaslight city page 12 sexual awakening

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The g spot gives a different vibration and is much coveted  By both men and women .There are ways of exploring it .Even enjoying a shower can be sexual . The g spot is like a different note on a scale from g to c .

She enjoys doing male musicians which creates a new music , a woozy drunk kind of music   . Mental illness is like getting high and never coming down again   Always alone standing before a monster trying to sweet talk it  The monster may turn friendly but it's all on his terms 

Sex is mind altering . she would sit with the men to see how much of their banter she could take   she often has to buy a new vibrator , they become noisy and break

You are most uncommonly beautiful
And I'm not talking about what you look like  

There’s a sword hanging in the air

 In a cave with blue sheets of rain  

Explodes and bits of stalactites

 Luminous green icicles

 N shells and things

all going flying

 The light reflecting itself like a sheet of air

 Making a guillotine mask on the beach   

she gasped at that flash of light  

you look like moon light ,  

like that painting she did of you

was much admired   

drug highs are nothing compared to thrill seeking

and a saxophone player waited about four days for her ,

she could surprise a man with how strong she was  

The earthy sensuality of bohemian life sofas draped with purple and marooon Velvet throws rooms dimly lit in the day time ,

smell of wine and cork  Trippy wallpaper with huge flowers

in an atmosphere of sin    

she has a conversation in the sex shop

says I'm exploring the g spot,

and therefore don't want the rabbit ones ,

the lady says its just round the corner as you go in ,

which Ellie agrees with 

Some of the vibrators are like a large crochet hook

to dig into the g spot

 Last time she saw that lady she didn't open up but has now got into the spirit ! Actually she was most horny during the change  With much bigger climaxes and those trippy ones where the sky goes black and you're thrown off the bed , There's a kind of a force field from the collective trauma a roiling cauldron of trouble  

some men would say no which would impress her. they were interested but not sure , not ready ,   she hugs a serial killler in the secure unit  He is on the run  At one point she has two periods a month
n if youre dying of thirst the water tastes like wine

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gaslight city page 11 the Reverend Millicent Baxter

the reverend Millicent Baxter is Ellies cousin. She comes over with her sister Kaye and asks if Ellie has ever tried drugs . Well Ellie of course was born yesterday and spills the beans . even though it was decades ago and she never got hooked . her step mom says oh Christians are very judgmental about drugs , so Ellie walked into that one and now half her family has her down as an addict

with the responsibility to fix a dealer .under surveillance from Millicents helicopter mother . Apparently Ellie is ' a woman of ill repute ' having slept with approximately 7 guys in real life

and Ellie remembers as a child Millicents fathers family thought that her mother wasnt good enough for them . Apparently her dish cloth smelled ! She wouldn’t allow messy play

and she uploads her sexual thoughts !!! well why not , why should someone else have them ? their drones would read her diaries anyway . Some of Ellies ' research ' might help people . in 2025

n the fat girl ends up comfort eating from all the abuse

the cousins are very feminine ladies who dont want to get their hands dirty . They have good husbands that they dont really talk to . They don’t want the husbands to know about Bills addiction , lest it bring shame on the family

Ellies mother wasnt bitchy like that

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Tuesday, 11 February 2025

gaslight city page 10 the catwalk sisters

clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
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I opt out of it being so used

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The Catwalk Sisters
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she was an ugly girl with a lovely voice ... n three catwalk sisters ....n some of the men that came courting
were distracted by the songs coming from the kitchen n they found that if they locked her in the cupboard
that their own voices became more magical ...
18.07.13.n make tootling melodies n lune tunes n alien bloops
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n then one day one of the suitors heard a muffled thumping noise coming from the cupboard under the stairs n took it upon himself to enquire if there might be a power failure or trapped animal ....
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21.47 he was ushered into the drawing room and informed that there was a ghost present in the
house n it was a family secret they must entreat him to reveal this to nobody ....
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n he took his leave somewhat bewildered n has no idea wha is going to happen next
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19.07.13.n of course one day he decies to take the long way back to his estate down a woodland
path n is struck by the dazzling evening light and a strange bird song ....
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00.56 they wouldn't ...they seemed so affable ... so attentive ...
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19.07.13. am they wooo they wooo sang the bird n dark could have passed over the sharp glints,
magpies laughing sarcastically n the gulls sound like they are being assaulted
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the bird song reminded him of the tunes coming from the sisters' kitchen n they started to sound like words ...
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a twit a woo, caw caw , tak tak tak , tweet tweet 14.13
n then he hears a rustling struggle a muffled mumbling voice like one is gagged
n someone is dragging a live body through the woods like a mummy
22.07.13. n they found if they put a container in the cupboard with some water that some of the bloops n tootles could be bottled ... and a special frozen larder was prepared with all labels for different
types of bloop
n you could drink one n start blooping or do a little bloople a tootle bloop or a flootle ...
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or an augmented supernatural throat chord where the strings in the organ sound further apart, like theres two vocal cords in one throat
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27.07.13 23.48 bouncels, balloon yelps , echoes, tong tongs n woodpecker yoyos 28.07.13.
n angel sighs
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30.07.13. n they got hold of a spray that could make her voice go all muffley ....
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n they were all tootling n blooping n bubbling like nothing on earth ....
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and there was less of that embarrassing noise coming from the cupboard ....just a rather nasty smell ...
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an nutty wood n stuff n then one day he took the forest path at glooming dusk
n heard what he could only describe as an owl guitar
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an the way the wood was cut at angles make it sound the more piercing n nutty echoes ....
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the sky went red ... he picked up the guitar n started to strum n all of a sudden he hears a screech
from the sisters' house ....
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11.08.13. 10.50am to wit .. .
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14.08.13. n she hadn't the tiniest inkling she had made a song ...
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a whooo a whooo ..... terwitch terwitch terwitch
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n she was tole that her songs n paintings did not belong to her cus they were to pay for her keep .....
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snatched from her like newborn babes ....
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n sometimes forcibly extracted from her cells .... the prisoner is on suicide watch ...
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a widowww wooo ooo wooo widow wooo
230813 hoot hoot
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honk honk a bottle broke on the terracotta floor n there was magic leaking everywhere ...
oozing through windows n down drains n objects started to talk ...
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n people were looting bottles of magic
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n strange knocks n bumps would come from peoples stomachs n things they hadn't said ....
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and then one of the sisters found she could fit a device to the cupboard that would have her sisters
utterances delivered directly into her brain n there were rain bloops n popsicles galore
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n she was not allowed to look in mirrors
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n then one day they filled the cupboard with anthrax n she was not able to speak at all ...
ah htats better they said give someone else a chance of an airing n we've got all those bottles in the freezer .... n they laughed at her and called her a zombie

021113 n it was weird she find she can make tunes as long as they don't has any words
n it flashed through her mind a picture book a dead lion with a honeycomb inside
the last utterances of a dying man ...she couldn't walk but she could run

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n shed always been made to give everything away even her own babies ....

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n she found that when she couldn't speak at all that the objects around her would speak ... n they some how led her away from her home .... n to the city where a young girl
is offered a promotion in the film industry in return for having a camera installed in her bedroom ...
n there were real witches in the floorboards if you pour water on them
that get stuck in your throat
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n of course its she that ends up singing to the dead birds ... in a filthy bedsit

and would sing to them n you could hear her crying bitterly over them
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n the place was decorated with wind chimes made of bird skulls

a bird so fresh so alive ... in her hands for just a few days ... n how he'd cock his head
n look at her when she sang to him a spark of recognition
his head bobbing someone that understands his need for song

n a dark cloud passed over the sharp glints magpies laughing sarcastically
n the gulls sound like they are being assaulted

the bird song reminded her of the tunes coming from the sisters' kitchen n they started to sound like words ...a twit a woo caw caw tak tak tak tweet tweet

Sunday, 9 February 2025

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looking at her poems shes discovered pleasure in writing about sex, her fantasies , the orgies in her head , alot of which involves using lesbian sex to enhance the straight experience , you know, the guy watching or joining in

a revelation to her as she used to be quite phobic about lesbian sex and the therapy must have worked . Although shes never tried it in real life . in her fantasy world its quite relaxing

n she hopes to keep her straight side because its not like the big bang you can get with a man when you feel him coming . when the g spot is activated its like a little tongue

n bizarre things like having a lesbian help her to reach the g spot which sounds like a bit of a contradiction, you’d think they’d be using the clitoris . Landing with the porn feeling depraved and funky , incurably wanton . She was brought up that way , no mention of marriage and babies , it was all just about pleasure , hedonism , sex drugs and rock n roll

a man watching his girlfriend having sex with another man , a fantasy about someone you dont like , a man wearing a tutu , a streaking protest for the disabled

n all the harpies jeering , the strumming of guitars , the resonance within , the implosion of a black hole millions of light years away

sometimes you can orgasm as a response to abuse

usuallly she doesnt steer it , its like a roulette wheel , youve no idea where youre going to land , steering , steering , … oh fuck it !
n if his penis seems to big or too small try putting in a tampon

and what does all this have to do with monogamy ?

n Mick said sex is the only way you can win

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the f spot Ellie will call the fuck spot its in between the clitoris and the g spot

it you can get that far down you might come during sex . She's about 30 when she finds she can orgasm vaginally using a long vibrator that bumps on the cervix, the x spot

and without any pressure from anybody she surprises herself

and goes on to fantasise about many rock stars , some of whom seemed to appear in the media the next day as if they were aware of her , like theyd been summoned

and it is never about making babies , but an appreciation of the soul of the man and his poetry , all her boyfriends are beautiful poets who never send dick picks . And later on some women come into the picture too , although she remains hetero romantic

her orgasms becoming more intense over time . Like as if youve been hit over the head or are staggering home from a club at 2 in the morning , opening the limbic area of the brain

Friday, 7 February 2025

gaslight city page 7 cuckooed in a trap house

Ellies cousin the reverend Millicent Baxter comes to visit with her sister . With the objective of finding out if Ellie has ever tried drugs herself . Ellie was born yesterday and supplies the information formlessly . After which Millicent and her sister Kate treat Ellie as though she herself was an addict and condemn her to responsility for her addict brother . Ellie hears no more from them , receives no offers of help, no concern for her safety

Ellie is tasked with spinning wool into gold

is Ellie a drug addict ? actually she tried going to AA and was told she didnt belong there , that she didn’t have a problem with alcohol

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although many women use the c spot , the actual orgasm is in the vagina . And her sexual awakening never really ends . She is 49 when she discovers the fire breath orgasm that shakes the whole body

after the awakening with Richard she is in more sado masochistic settings involving alot of psychological and some physical torture , that makes her feel like in the present moment , a sense of connection

sometimes youre on the g spot thinking about a woman , or on the c spot thinking about a man its all about your own pleasure , exploring the different spots and what they do for you , usually where you can find a bit of privacy if that is possible these days

but always in stomach churning situations she never sustains a pregnancy

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Wednesday, 5 February 2025

gaslight city page 5 the dealers

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so one of the dealers is called Foust which is interesting because hes to all intents and purposes considered to be doing some thing evil , well according to the era at the time , the level of understanding that we have of addicts . And yet comes across as a really nice guy
and ahead of his time on the morality on drugs he comforts and counsels other addicts

and abuses those who oppose them

Ellie comes down one Christmas morning aged about 30 to find a cake with a stick in it and a paper flag saying Harry Cyst Mast

she calls him a scummy little junkie which isnt very helpful either .
she also has the bright idea of telling his parents about the drugs who throw a fit and then Billy comes up to her room and threatens to have her ' slammed up in a mental hospital '

Ellie has a fantasy about Foust when he is in the house share and he bangs on the wall
and there were skin heads in there and Bill screaming as he tried to resist heroin and failed , a heart breaking wail . Really hard nuts starting to come around there , not sure how Ellie survived in that attic room

either she was there or at Micks and not safe anywhere . With addicts intervening when she fought with Mick , n nobody to save her from the addicts who were determined to gaslight her and make her doubt her sanity, so alone in the attic with no support

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Sunday, 2 February 2025

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her sexual awakening began with a sensual awakening as a child . And is about 14 when she startes to worry about orgasms that she has read about somewhere in a magazine probably . She writes in her diary ' why cant i have an orgasm like everybody else ? ' then finds she can get there by taking off the head of the shower hose and aiming the jet at her clitoris

her mother has a book called Married Life in an African Tribe , which tells stories of women making dildos out of sticks and cloth to use when the men are away . She starts to feel giddy around boys she fancies but doesnt really have the confidence to go after the ones she wants . So there are some ' experimental ' relationships , using a guy to practice on

Janet says Ellie is doing the lads a service but Ellie is not so sure about that . They are very hurt when they are unceremoniously dumped . She has posters of Mick Jagger and Adam Ant and finds she can finger herself off

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Billy is her brother . But who is he really ? people assume you know your brother . Hes had umpteen fights with drug dealers, and has hinted at homosexual prostitution , and how much he hated it

and rarely does he hint at anything , usually he doesnt say much . People assume hes damaged . Maybe he just doesnt want them to know whats going on. or obviously he cant say when there are drug dealing icebergs involved . he may be trying to protect his family and friends from them . international gangsters and stuff . sometimes a sibling is the last person you would confide in

the Reverend Timberly used to come and visit him when he was alive . Rather than casting aspersions on Ellies character , or making her do a mans job

n Ellie is already radicalized from her relationship , so it seems fitting that she go into a drug den to pull her brother out

Mick calls her a dirty little bitch and threatens to stalk her

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