clutter boxes

2004

the Sadian Bible ... Adam took the apple and then called Eve a slag 

The Lord forgave Mary for her small indiscretion for she allowed life to happen . And he came to Joseph and said 'the kid is yours honest' and Joseph believeth unto the Lord for in those days there was no DNA test ! 

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people drive cars and have children 

they go home to somebody 

except for us 


we put our key in the door and theres nobody there 

just the ticking of a clock or the droning of a television 

the phone never rings and nobody sings 

and we don't know why its this way 

we together are alone 

theres a book called the Lonely Crowd 

the wind whistles in the chimney 

and the pipes rattle and we listen to ourselves breathe ... 

pillowcase

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 edible lego , hokey cokey skinhead stomp ,

Elody a sad melody

oi motormouth do you give good head with your yakking jaw 

having a cork 

Babylon pizza :


benefits n bills clothes toothpaste and brushes soap mobile phone eyeliner paper pens handbag bills letters phone numbers 

the Christmas bed could also be a fireplace backdrop with stockings and pillow cases n even you can come through the chimney behind ! 

n grownups can have endless fun designing backdrops for the bed 

paint a pine cone green for a dolls house christmas tree 

pillowcase

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i seem to be chewing and sucking my hand with a sort of phwoar sound

n yeah the hug was like a shaft of light 

a massive life change career crisis 

was in the teacher conversation 

pillowcase / the fib / The Gates

thuomrotom nacirema 

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the pimping imp aaaah lovely 

the pimping imp resides in children's homes ooooh lovely wooo flutey whistle whats that pimping imp fluttery flute ... it was peeping through the keyholes in their bedrooms thankyou pimping imp well have a camera fitted in their bedrooms thats the way to do it like punch n judy 

that what you do bis reps 

shall we go watch children in their bedrooms thankyou pimping imp letting us know is that what you dooooo poison my fooood ... n good children will have treats n stuff if they let you have a small thing 

the first two was actually a three when does 2 = 3 ? 



favourite books from childhood ... Ursula Le Guin, The Mill on the Floss, Lark Rise to Candleford, David Copperfield , The Lion the witch and the Wardrobe, Gerald Durrel, James Herriot, Dr Zeus 

Little House on the Prairie 

pillowcase/ the fib

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i Liza Rikk currently detained at ................... kindly request half an hour escorted leave to the cash point within the hospital grounds to be able to withdraw some cash to be able to do my New Years Eve shopping 

many thanks ..............


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sport was an art form with McEnroe and George Best 

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I've gassed my motor mouth alll day and wonder 

why I'm not offered another baybay she has a spiritual awakening about twice a month 

basting the turkey 


the fib are a global police force they would be there for you if attacked by terrorists 

sex is like an argument where you hit back with another point 

who do you think you are kidding Mr Hitla if you're up old Englands bum 

Sophie might be a channel for Dev ... is Dev a channel for Sophie 

like siblings on that level ... 

people are concerned about these trials held in secret 

n some of them are not terror suspects 

d - its the identities that are secret 

l - sometimes its the content of the evidence as well 

i don't think they should be exempt from scrutiny what is so special about them 


d - where is your evidence for all this you havent read anything 

l - is how i experienced it 

pillowcase

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in her accident reborn ... dog rose tea tea can be a bit watery sometimes try using two teabags ... 
Bens rep has taken off his tiger hat n is dribbling at the mouth ... 

the Tuney bin 

pillowcase / art whisperer

091213

I'm going home its better to treat me at home I'm being discharged i can get on with my things nobody minds if i sings I'm going home to my mess and my clutter no longer a nutter 

I'm going home I'm fully compus mantis i don't know if you get this but i can switch it on and i can switch it off ... bis ... n prettily i operates your switches too 

you find yourself designing things you would be prepared to die for 


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what a lovely felt bonfire can we use it please 

n you set the bed up as a hospital or stage/theatre n yea with posts and a frame 

a doughnut pizza 

a hospital bed for children with toy drips n stuff or one that takes different images as a kind of throw that goes over the bed and side table and with different backdrops 


n what else a boat its a single bed with a side table and four poster frame n felt props n stuff n steps up to the bottom of the bed to use as the theatre wings 

n maybe even a circular plug of mattress that pulls out like a trap door so you can come up through the middle of the bed as if by magic n you can dress the bed up as a train n etc 

pillowcase

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yellow is the colour of my true loves hair 

blue is the colour of my partners ex in the morning 

green is the colour of my bosses vest 


someone said they dug information out of people and used it to get discharged 

a volatile emotional level 

hello opera in hospital camp can anyone hear me ... nuuuurse ... 

she has snap crackle n pop for breakfast ... 

n this is what we do now at business meetings is fire germs at people 

n the star didn't really say that what you said he said 

Landing did a very good job with the sheets better than a woman 

theres nothing to stop people using the fashion as long as they leave my original in place ... 

the boat is upside down in the sky underneath the sea dropping bowls of smoke beside an oriental blossom 

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new name for brother .. . Rage

Rage of the machine Rage of the electronic/techno 

Rage of the satellite sleeping 

he loves his heroin so much its like a mothers womb 

tiger hat 

Skollob yppoch scallop epoch 


Ecallaw Eissej Claw of the Ice Age 081213 

starring Skollob Yppoch 

Ice Age = Kali Yuga = machiavellian age 

giving me a smartie doesnt mean i automatically move in ... the two might be related and its not that simple ... 

n then she vanished into thin air when i was waiting for her to come out of the kitchen 

course if you didn't want to go home probably someone would send you 
you'd have to genuinely not want to go 

pillowcase

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suddenly you see your disability as an addition rather than a subtraction ... razor love ... a room haunted with the ghosts of the living 

i take peoples lyrics very seriously thats my education 
sex = having a bit of an argument 

n then you realise the fbi work with the ira ... they seem to form cocktail parties outside my room while I'm having a wank 


I've had ups and downs with my favourite bands I've had lots of arguments with Liam Gallagher ! i sometimes get the lyrics up on screen and argue with them 

together we have a well of strength on which any of us could draw 

they go rattling up and down the corridor clanking chains n banging doors chanting come on hurry up your slacking 

n making a yes chorus pleas to be allowed to watch you 

a prosthetic limb could incorporate sex toys 

so much for consensual boundaries 

pillowcase fashion

311213

surreal Kafkaesque like Sartre La Nausee ... torturer who is the master ... i know a bad romance when i see one all those put downs ... your flirting with her oldest trick in the book office bonding my arse ... 
no sense of professional boundaries 

exquisite to breathe fresh air and theres no bad weather for me now 

recaps 4 eyes AA gangster stories macrobiotic food ... to Vikki is she my friend ... 

n yeah following Alan Carr you do actually want a baby grow teddy ... n matching pastel tights and knitted booties = baby chic 

shake my booty down mother 

the flashing neon strip and shrieking wind goes with the Titanic effect and the downstairs window that looks like a ship 

i don't think bingo is really going to satisfy my intellect to be honest Lisa 

she enjoyed Fireman Sam and the What Whats 

pillowcase rude food 5000 buffet

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a buffet for political asylum seekers 

whistleblowers prune gateau a black forest affair 

with prunes instead of cherries 

geezer cake made of salt fat and sugar 

with some pork scratchings rich tea biscuits 

honey and ginger part of the 5000 buffet  




vitamin drink surprise ... mash vitamin drinks 

with sponge to form a trifle base 

sardine toasts for those with a bone to pick 

mashed basin inc black magic chocolates arctic roll raspberry ripple midnight mint 

all squirrelled together from 1970s 

juiced round lettuce 

just scratching my balls like a geezer 

pillowcase

from late 2013

i like the way those feelings flow, his hands inside my soul pulling at the branches shaking the leaves that massage the feelings like a ripe fruit sharing the juice ... a cocktail where we finally found our differences ... 


071213 830pm

my tongue hanging out feel vey sick ... n plunge into the ventilator the emergency team arrive n you feel the love of strong hands rolling you over onto the stretcher a blanket of bliss screaming in agony 

two songs were playing in my head ... concussion strapped in tight the vehicle rattling away into the night like that gypsy move at 5 years old a tunnel to nowhere my legs tightly strapped together kissing my hand 

liverpuddlian pudding liver puddinlian pud a milky thing in Liver pool like fish n chips 
hospital camp the culmination of all that went on in the 60s 

ambulance AnE amnesia , can i have a hug please they don't usually get asked that i could only remember two songs 

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mustard soya milk blackcurrant milk shake dog rose tea 

irish pizza n suddenly she was a football pitch with people running about on her 

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pillowcase

I feel as though I'm being belittled

i see that registered with your professional understanding ... bitch 

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Jasons holy rum gravy , Lucies Royal Assam Tea
its dangerous trying out the meds you get caught lost in a sort of psychiatric whirlpool 

the barcardi is in the holy cup, the earl grey didn't want any milk, he put holy water in the gravy boat and i don't know what to do 

the barcardi is dripping through the holy cup into the gravy boat the fruit and vey are all drunk except for the chilli 

apparently i look ilk an octopus , typhoon assam darjeeling earl grey , green tea, breakfast tea , cranberry , china tea lapsing souchong 

you need a straight chip before you can crinkle cut it 

pillowcase

101213

the thing about the nappy bikini is that crinkly bit at the side of the pampers which is quite sexy and could be incorporated into the seams of the bra ... 

n speaking of sound effects from war zones why not get your sound effects from people in physical pain ... thats music baby 

Lager has no values 

221213

you can hear the dead bodies banging in the walls 

how about a 3d jigsaw puzzle Christmas tree / advent calendar ... 


131213

I was very grateful and honoured to have my nephews input on the incident 

which seemed to please him 

he said it was a destructive act and that i wasnt thinking about 

the people that love me 

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I'm going home theres nothing wrong with me ... I'm fully comps mantis ... I'm being discharged ... i don't know if you get this ... you can't shag me up the arse ... i don't need any more treatment I'm free you can't keep me here

i don't know if you get this isn't it good yes you can't hold me 


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soap box 220414 evening

its a difficult time to be a disabled person 

you feel as if your in the way of peoples enterprises 

you need to be shunted out the way if you are not commercially viable ... 

a disabled person that claims benefits 

should put up with whatever rubbish is thrown at them 

a sitting duck 

we are almost being charged for fresh air

and are like robots some of these kids have been on the computer since they

were five years old ... 

if i knew there was a way out i would enjoy my life alot more 

can we really afford to stop people killing themselves 

if i thought i had that option i wouldn't take it up this year 

or even the next you know i would just like to feel that was available to me 

when I've had enough and i feel like I've had a good life ... 

a phantom bill of human rights ... unconstitutional 

education education education 

n girls have fewer children when they are educated

we can always help out with our nieces and nephews 

and avoid over populating the planet 

like Francis Maude said we brush problems under the carpet 

and Terry Pratchett campaigns for euthanasia 

Rude Food barley coffee gravy

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add Barlecup ... barley and chicory coffee substitute 

to gravy granules for a rich dark gravy 

with more nutrients ... 

Baskervilles Corner

course one of the perks of being a pedophiles wife 

was for her being allowed to wash 

for some reason her parents allowed 

some sisters to wash and not others 

depending on the status accorded them ... 



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it isn't my fault she was the girl at school 

that smelled ... or was it ... 

artwork pictures of Dad

pillowcase

can someone get me a guardian please i am not offering bedroom footage in return 201213 

motormouth do your yakking jaw muscles turn him on ... ahem ... you've got pelvic floor muscles in your mouth. Oh what fun it is to gas the day away ... jingle balls 


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i made sheep noises all afternoon little did i know my nephew was a sheep in the Nativity play and they were making sheep laughs ! 

tentative whispery guiltless 

Francis Maude ... a hierarchical system that infantilises people and brushes problems under the carpet

did you get my consent I'm sorry i don't feel comfortable with that i don't find it acceptable can i have some time to think about it 

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Jasons holy rum gravy ... drained to the last drop ... the chilli tried to escape thought the gravy spout onto a plate of chicken n the rum gravy was dripping all over the floor . N formed a waterfall. N the chilli got into a pea pod boat and went over the waterfall. The the gravy was bisto. The chilli went back up the waterfall and was drowning in the gravy he said the gravy will run out if we don't put it in some sort of bowl jug vase boat bottle cup glass ... it went in the amputea pot 

a sequel to Shakespear of life in the noughties . All the worlds a stage... planting actors in the community not really what he meant 

pillowcase

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maybe the soil was better in those days speak a language they don't understand 

the old potato will do gigs as and when it suits her . Gravy stock vegetable stock wood stock 

beef stock chicken stock gravy gate 

Rudolph the red nose reindeer made cranberry spots in the snow. Shell be alright wherever she goes
as long as she doesnt tread on my toes. As long as she don't watch that film nothing will happen to her ilk and none of her family will get ill . 

why don't you get a big box of cheap cards so we can all send to our relatives. Her parents were dead plastic loveless entities. 

so here it is Merry Christmas everybody's looking up your bum n can get away with it and you just can't come. Ive got to post this guitar I'm on the run. 

i thought that was interesting about the bpd and not knowing who you are and like theres two parts of you at war which kind of makes sense if you two parents are very different you've developed two different characters to relate to them 
n like one part of me is really ambitious n wanting to get A grades n the other just thinks thats really selfish n like your ignoring people. Or like the troubles of Northern Ireland in hyour head with you being both sides is quite exhausting. 

yeah he worked in the army something to do with Ireland actually and the reserve corps that must have been interesting as jobs go. Your book will be very interesting your the Van Gogh type who felt too sensitive for the army ... 

n they're like cynical he can't admit theres anything wrong with him a generational thing in those days you had to hold it together the hospitals were alot worse 

artwork art class

Baskervilles Corner

170414   0055am 

they came back from holiday 

with a cold sore virus

and no prizes where she got it from ... 




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you rarely smell any nice cooking smells 

not even a simple roast 

its either fry ups or microwave ... 

soap box 150414

1.15pm

each family outhg to be autonomous 

except where it affects other families or social groups ... and this is 

where i am feeling the pain where social groups compete for resources

or public opinion and you don't always feel people have won

for the right reasons and then get a feeling 

of social injustice about the resultant bandwagons/hanging mobs

that you feel you have to respect ... 

its a miracle of the traditions that people normally quite 

competitive in their lives are able get away from it all 

to sit and feel some love for each other 

Jasmines Moon Spirit

Serengeti Spirit

Flora

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and here she is i had to rotate the orientation which 

loses a tiny bit of quality