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blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , if youve come to take the mick or steal
something you are not welcome . i opt out of this being used to train
AI . thankyou clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork , cloud
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
see below please , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
I opt out of it being useto train AI
Lizzy
is being chased by a man holding a pane of glass over his head . Shes
trying to get to Stuarts house . Its London in the 1980s . Dirty filthy London streets . Smell of dog poo in the heat
Stuart
deals drugs and is mentally unwell , hes on benzos . The sound of him
screaming is like nothing on earth , like the gates of hell have opened
and the werewolf is coming for you . Yet oddly mesmerising as if you can detach yourself from your own terror . As if you could pacify the monster .
He watches a lot of porn and has
actually made some . They showed her a snippet . Refers to his
girlfriend as ‘ quality ‘ without the t . Theres one film with him and about three other men doing this young woman while someone else shoots it . They reckon the girl has an orgasm . There is another guy interviewing them who says ' did you all have sex with her ? '
Lizzy can hear the men
talking from another room , about the smell of women vaginas and where
their piss comes out of . Apparently a 27 year old is ‘ quite an old
filly ‘ . Maverick characters gather around him not really knowing who
he is , musicians, dealers, travellers , they all jam together . Lizzy likes the way people communicate through jamming
One time she came home
to find head lice on her pillow , and another time there was a couple
high on something having sex in her bed . Big men would break into the
house to recover drug debts .Lizzy was worried she would be used as ‘ payment ‘
Lizzy
and Debbie are quite tough as girls go but its still dangerous in there
. They didn’t quite know what was going on until Debbies boyfriend
Scooby points it out . Lizzy has a small backpack packed ready to get
away at any time and sometimes has to sleep outside to keep safe . Scooby warns Lizzy that heroin dealing is going on there and Lizzys jaw drops right open like a puppet
Stuarts girlfriend knows nothing about the porn he watches every night , it’d only upset her
The kitchen is always a tip
One night Stuarts girlfriend Lindsey walks in on him when hes watching porn and does her nut
“ You fucking bastard how do you think this makes me feel ? Like some kind of glorified social worker “ “Well
stop acting like one then , you’ve got your fucking cyber relationships
, go and bitch about me to Brenda and get out of my room “
He
saunters down the road to the other dealers house . Nobody knows about
it apart from his house mates . The police want Lizzy to tell them
where the dealers lived which would put her in danger of reprisals ,
so she says she doesnt know . They ask her if shes on any medication
She meets a guy called Mike who’s a
bit of a computer nerd and refreshing for her after living with Stuart .
Mike says hes not into porn . Famous last words she thinks … He doesn’t
drink or smoke , you could say hes a bit emo straight edged as they
call it in the 1980s . when drug addiction and mental health
issues become cool
Lizzy tells the police she is on medication
and they leave her alone , but are not concerned about her living in the
attic in a drug den
Mike was a sweet guy until he met Lizzy .
Unfortunately she brings out the werewolf in him. He isnt’t usually
violent but she feels he might be and his rages terrify her . But
he is full of adventure and adrenalin and she finds him very exciting
and different from other guys. Taking her to realms of experience she's
never seen in her academic life
he takes her away from the druggy party scene at the squat where she has tried LSD , mushrooms and cannabis and lived a wild life play fighting and dancing with strangers that her brother Bud brought in . Bud is very gregarious and indiscrminate where people are concerned , the life and soul of the party and every one must share their food and their cannabis , he says , ' its everybodys bread ' , ' everybodys dope ' , ' dont hog it ' People come around and ask for some of your food while you are eating it , leading to a life long habit of wolfing your food down
if you dont give up money , food or smokes when asked you are ' tight ' people say . That girls are alright when they are young before they become hags , you hear things like that . You try to be lady bountiful to accommodate all this need , to be ' a nice girl ' . But Lizzy gets called a slag sometimes because she has had more than one boyfriend , she seems to be ' up for it ' , a ' right little goer ' they call her ' a naughty girl ' , n she somehow manages not to be left alone with these people , shes been very lucky
there was one party they were taking LSD and dancing on table tops n Lizzys peers start to ask what will she do with her talents . Lizzy is talented in many areas and unsure which direction to go . They have been doing freak out dances and i guess she must seem pretty cool
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