love bombers second draft page 16 bird cage jump

 

 clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
see below please , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
I opt out of it being used to train AI the book is entirely fictional  

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 Lizzy has become very isolated when the streaking starts , n she'll also shout and scream in the street . Because of surveillance and hacking and people stealing artwork and ideas from her blogs , watching her masturbate in her bedroom

 

she startes to enjoy jumping off the shed roof , the hit of landing on the ground , and this  goes on to become a one woman protest in 2013 when she jumps out of a first floor window and breaks  her hip. And is surprised to find herself sectioned . She thought people were only sectioned if they were a danger to other people 

 

she tries to hike up the road from the hospital in a nighty with a zimmer frame and a load of paper work for her solicitor but is too late 

they say she has paranoid schizophrenia and is forcibly medicated her in spite of protestations that she is fine and has made it all up . Initially the medication is like a chemical straight jacket which has her staggering around the hospital making snorting noises and getting lock jaw. Until they give her an antidote 

Eventually they get the right medication that allows for some quality of life , enables her to do some voluntary work and go paragliding . N feels pretty sane . The hacking is still going on but shes more able to control her reactions 

 

they have parties in the hospital people waving their crutches and zimmer frames in the air , dancing , music , romatic intrigues . Lizzy fancies a man from eastern europe who is younger than her and they go off on the bus into town together . Much to the consternation of the staff . But he tries to get money from her and the staff confronts her about it 

 

shell have a wank about him behind the bedroom curtains but is discovered when the staff come to do bedroom checks to see if youre still alive . ' im just having a wank if you dont mind ' says Lizzy   

when she comes out of hospital Lizzy visits a Greek lady called Jasmin in her care homes. Jasmin wants to give her one of her crystal balls . And a nurse holds her hand down on a shelf until Jasmin cries out in pain . Lizzy somehow goes home with an egg shaped crystal ball which she buries in the garden 

Once Lizzy receieves the right therapy things began to improve and she does a bit of barefoot caring for the other patients where she can , trying to humanise their experiences and acknowledge their traumas. She gets mobbed and sometimes has to prune back this work . She getts assaulted , harrassed and stalked by the other patients who see that she possesses a key to this .  sometimes they are just too damaged . Lizzy sometimes has waited patiently for years for a friend to feel better . And she doesnt know how to protect herself 

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