love bombers second draft page 17 mental hospital

 clockwork is on the war path
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 n Lizzy encounters real psychopaths that you have to tiptoe around and pacify in order to get past , or sometimes shout for help . Theres no room for your own feelings . The door is slammed shut and youre locked inside with them  . Shes prodded and poked and felt up mostly by the women patients , n tries to keep to herself to no avail . some of them reach out to touch you as you go past or slap you on the bum. And youve to keep your cool or else get in trouble yourself

 

they say they wont let her out without medicating her which she attempts to protest by screaming the place down . she is told she will be tortured if she doesnt comply and at that point her father persuades her to comply so that she can get out of hospital , in the hopes of reducing the medication at a later date  

 

Bud helps to get her let out , he phones up the nurses and cries and shouts at them. Not bad for a heroin addict . In fact Bud functions well on heroin its just the money that is the problem and as soon as shes out of there the requests for money start up again . He says just do as the doctors tell you in order to get out . Shes advised to attend the day care centre where there is art therapy and she gets herself out 

 

n back to a place where everyone needs help and not getting it . Lizzy seems to have something they want , that they will harrass her for . And shes like standing at the bus stop and a large male patient will come up behind her and START TALKING TO THE BACK OF HER HEAD . Which has happened with several people , doing the same thing . And in the long run not good for Lizzys own recovery  , sometimes putting their hands on her . People who have ' no boundaries  '

 

n all stuff that makes her eat too much and become large , like a bouncer trying to defend her space  , take space and make room for herself . But she does some of her best artwork there , this one is inspired by Paolo Coelho's Veronica decides to die 

 

 

n at hospital when she arrives there she belives she has been sectioned because she ' knows too much ' , like shes some sort of a spy or something. And believes other patients are there for the same reason or are undercover counter spies . She asks the other patients about this and they confirm for her that this is the case . And new arrivals screaming at the FBI , only to be subdued with medication a few days later , like theyve been muffled

 

there is talent there too .  A man moonwalks for them . he says he will be jumping off the cliffs at newhaven soon . She practices her communication skills getting good at negotaing the tv schedule and her place in the dinner queue where she is accused of ' pushing in ' when she sits on a vacant seat . points out the seat was vacant and wins . And is in the habit of giving helpful staff thankyou notes and written reports on her progress . She works harder than ever in there 

 

but too much medication and needs to wean herself off it , even at the risk of relapse  , of further injury , or worse

 

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