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mental health treatment has improved since Lizzys mother was a patient , although still very focused on medication with not enough talking treatment, the medications themselves are much improved and less heavy on the system. her mother was used for drug trials and some of what she had has now been banned , like bolvidan and imipramine . Lizzy asked to see her mothers records and they were extremely short 

 

nobody addresses the fact that nearly all the patients have been traumatised in their early years , ususally by sexual abuse , but sometimes due to a war or the suicide of a relative , a young life in a childrens home that sort of thing . One of the patients she met had been shot in his groin 

 

the patients are made to shut up , told there is something wrong with them and that theyre being a nuisance . Theyve been abused , theyve been told they imagined it , they were making it up , they just want to harm their abusers reputation, they were NOT abused they are told . And RD Laing had alot to say about these double messages 

 

then along comes the dwp and tells you there is nothing wrong with you ! 

 

in fact double messages can in themselves produce schizophrenia without any actual other abuse taking place . Being torn between two warring parents . Which untreated can result in actual psychosis which responds to medication . Compounding the idea that there is something wrong with the patient . And thats not to say they should come off their meds !  

the patient develops a disabled persona that helps them survive in a world not built to recognise their truth , they are encouraged to ' do activities ' and make small talk which again is sometimes helpful . But theyll never fully recover unless their original story is given a voice 

Lizzy visited a Greek lady called Jasmin in her care homes. Jasmin wanted to give her one of her crystal balls . And a nurse held her hand down on a shelf until Jasmin cried out in pain . Lizzy somehow went home with an egg shaped crystal ball which she buried in the garden 

Once Lizzy receieved the right therapy things began to improve and she does a bit of barefoot caring for the other patients where she can , trying to humanise their experiences and acknowledge their traumas. She gets mobbed and sometimes has to prune back this work . She getts mobbed, assaulted , harrassed and stalked by the other patients who see that she possesses a key to this . And they wont always put in the work needed to help themselves , sometimes they are just too damaged . Lizzy sometimes has waited patiently for years for a friend to feel better . And she doesnt know how to protect herself 

its all very desexualising ! being involved with disability and mental health it can be. Lizzy has refused to let that happen to her and has enjoyed relationships with men on and off line , making the most of her free time to be creative with it . And to write about her experiences which seem to be quite unique . Something to do while youre bed bound ! and has discovered these other ' spots ' between the g spot and the c spot . Next theyll be saying the disabled can work from their beds ! 

People do try to rip off her work though , disrespectful and exploitatitve considering its the work of someone with a profound disablity , her last gasp of breath . Its a mystery why people do this they want to watch her masturbating in her bedroom to the point where theyll try to send in micro drones if they think she is preparing to do it , before she shuts the windows ! theyll plead with her to throw off the sheet so they can see her actual vulva in the convulsing of an orgasm 

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161124 4.20 pm and then having been told by a psychiatrist that there is something wrong with you , along come the dwp to tell you there is nothing wrong with you !

  

161124 5 pm 

 

 161124 6.30 pm n not a very glamourous way to go. Shed like the opportunity to discuss it with friends and family first , but that would maybe embarrass them ( nb finding this therapeutic to write about ... ) 

9 pm n if she wasnt medicated shed have more inspiration to jump off a cliff , but assisted dying gives you more of an opportunity to talk it through with family and friends, be it maybe embarrassing to them though