Sunday, 24 November 2024

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 clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork , cloud
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
see below please , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
I opt out of it being useto train AI

 241124 compiled from earlier notes

 
Lizzys mother was maybe stronger than she realised , her suicide an act of courage and activism for womens rights  . Rather than of weakness and cowardice . She was profoundly abused and exploited
 
Femen activists 
 
unpaid care work 
 
breaking the law 
 
group therapy 
 
having formative experiences at 35 years old 
 
being sexually inappropriate 
 
gaslit using her weak spots  

the young roofers next door effin and blindin , sometimes the f word several times in a sentence 

is she up for it ? yeah right little goer !

Lee threw a large toy spider at her and was highly amused at her screaming 

but where are the goal posts author am i leading you on ? 

anarchy , epiphanies , home ? 

the bad place London in the 1980s 
haunted paintings 

assuming someone has made an assumption 

a disabled person is offered assisted dying instead of care and says no 

compelling questions 

other haunted items 

sensory detailing , time warps , 

i thought mabe the cliff edge ending could be inconclusive but apparently no its important she jumps off , yeah k i get it

the Lizzy that might have been , eg if she took up the offer of Camberwell Art School aged 21 

she loves flying and jumping off things rather than going underground or under water 

the zeitgeist
 
 251124 2.21 also trauma bonding 

5 pm 


251124 from previous notes 

Simon decided Lizzy needed to be tortured so he bit down on her finger until she screamed like an old man . She still has a scar on her hand where he dug his nails in . Hed drive Lizzy to hit him by talking all day and all night . Lizzy had adopted some religious views about being a submissive woman , which she never really grew past , apart from occasional outbursts of inappropriateness 

one of Simons friends said he was a master of black magic who had given her a love potion

Mike got her off cigarettes alcohol dope and coffee all at once and said theyre going running instead . She went insance with all that supressed emotion coming up at once 

 

he was a teetotal straight edged anoraked emo kid like nothing on earth . She got very overweight being her own bouncer . One time she invoked Shri Kalki and Mike appeared shouting and screaming at her . Falling asleep outside the national gallery , the traffic thundering around her in the sun . he said hed get a reaction out of me  

 271124  12.30 am 

 


271124 12.30 am but why did Trevor kiss Cloud ? 

 

271124 8.20 pm 

 


 281124 8.20 pm 

 


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topics : arguments with Dad, screaming in hospital

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