clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
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My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
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but did she set out to attract powerful men no ! in fact she started her relationship career going down the ladder actually in terms of status to date Mike who was unemployed . but up in terms of excitement and its that excitement that has driven her , the peak experiences of being in love , the adventures
not sure shes actually dated anyone sucessful , she have never been on ' a proper date '
if there is such a thing , or a classic date with restaurant and film
she alwasy thought it must be a bit odd drinking lots of wine on a first date and then going to a film ! how would you get to know anyone that way !
Jez she met at Picadilli Circus under the statue of Eros
where he asked her for a light and endeavoured to keep her warm
nor has she dated anyone from the internet in real life apart from on zoom
on the internet shes dated and ' married ' rock stars , politicians and other powerful men, gurus, influencers, social media stars all without any direct contact , just her comments a reply to theirs and theirs to her an article in a newspaper written for her
recently she ' bumped into ' Mike on the internet and they have quite a rapport talking about art and music, Lou Reed , Jack Kerouak and stuff , self care , our families , creativity
except he hasnt acknowledged that they know each other ! and some of the family stuff he has made up . she wondered if the relationship would work now that they've both had treatment . Probably not . the flashbacks would come up and be triggering . And he says he has another love over the other side of the globe
also in his favour he mixes with mentally ill people in real life and copes pretty well with it , which very few people would do , its very different to administer to people in real life , not just on the internet . But no it wouldnt work , the flash backs would be too much . He'll be a great catch for someone else , hes worked really hard on his recovery
also post 2008 she became aware that people can see her masturbating in her bedroom . On satellite cameras . she staged a one woman protest about it in 2013 where she jumped out of the window, having also done some streaking . Like you wanna see this well see THIS then !
if youre lucky you can dissociate from pain . Like when she went over the handle bars of her bike alll she felt was an adrenalin rush . she jumped out of the window feeling it was the right thing to do , to protest about surveillance , exploitation of women, satellite footage of our bedrooms, the massacre of the disabled, she broke her hip and screamed in agony but it was like she was somewhere else. When the ambulance arrived she was sobbing with grief for Bottle
she was sectioned for the reason that she mentioned the surveillance aspect , it went to a tribunal in the hospital and some of the doctors acknowleded that things like hacking and surveillance do exist . it was felt that not everybody jumps out of a window because of it . And they came to feel that she was psychotic. Which probably she was having not recieved any kind of intelligent help for the PTSD . she earned the label of paranoid schizophrenia and was forcibly medicated on Christmas Eve 2013 . Which to her mind was when the watchdogs were all down the pub ! shed also been trying to seek legal advice , and she think they wanted to medicate her before she got going in that direction
the first medication they tried was really a chemical straightjacket that had her pacing the hospital snorting and getting lockjaw until they found an antidote for it. Which has allowed her to do some voluntary work and go paragliding and have some sort of a quality of life
and she feel kind of super normal ! so now she no longer wanders the streets screaming and shouting , although she does still feel that people are watching her masturbate . they have micro drones now that try to get in the window when shes about to do it . Sometimes a love rival will get hold of the footage and use it to ' train ' herself , then will track her down on a public board to tell her about it . she doesnt think she had much sexual abuse in the past but she sure does now . Some love rivals just resort to things like fat shaming on public boards, they find this helps them to keep their weight down to ' dump ' on Lizzy , and this aids them in achieving their own orgasms
apparently shes very in touch with her sexuality having come from a ' liberated ' 60s childhood and teens steeped in womens liberation . Which shes interpreted in her own way to be quite disihibited and entitled to enjoy herself , and some of her sexual behaviour has been quite sopshisticated and elevated to an art form . Especially during the change , when your body is hankering for a last ditch chance of a baby
and also she would assert that you cant get this if you are starving yourself of food . she was slim for so many years she never was able to explore her sexuality like this , to really prioritise her own pleasure
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