this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , if youve come to steal or take the piss you are not welcome. I opt out of having this used to train AI, my book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
Lee and Lizzy would dance naked around his bedroom . She was 19 stone which didnt seem to bother him
because she was ' really into sex ' he said
his mother didnt like her and went all out to split them up
he wanted a baby and thats the only time she considered keeping one
but the test was negative
after they split up she was single for about four years
which was hard for her not having a man around
she made friends and did courses and employment schemes for the disabled but they all closed under the labour government in the late 90s . Instead the disabled were expected to provide each others care to save money . The benefits are not alot of money considering what kinds of unpaid work they had to do
she had this group of mentally ill friends which included the author and a bisexual woman called Margot . Shed seen Trevor around for a number of years and thought he was a bit quiet and retiring so was surprised when she started to fancy him
the author picked up on this and told her that he had unfinished business with his ex . Who i happened to know was doing her friends husband . i felt as if the author was trying to stop me having fun . Faced with the possiblitly of raunchy parties around Brookes place i was tempted to abandon the author
round Brookes the conversation was always about sex and Trevor and Lizzy would strip off and do sexual things in front of her which she filmed . Lizzy never recieved the film but got some stills, there are prints of it somewhere between the leaves of some large books . Which shes worried her cleaning lady will find
around 2005 Trevor introduced Lizzy to the internet. Shed just got her first computer, a little imac cube . And would invite Trevor round to help set it up and because she also wanted to have sex with him. He said she was ' too easy '
They had alot of fun and joy setting up browsers and graphics programmes , whooping with triumph whe something worked . It took a while to get him into bed , he was difficult about it but they did cry out
he showed Lizzy his poetry blog which had a link on it to a mental health website which she thinks was run by the author . On that website she met a man called Flora who turned her on and things were not the same with Trevor after that . And Trevor had something going on with Cloud although its not clear which was the chicken or the egg in the situation
there was this ' zerzetsung ' thing happend with Flora and Lizzy threatened with torture . Under which Lizzy buckled and got back into the relationship with Trevor , unaware of the full implications of that as she was new to the internet . she slept with Trevor , then he went to Clouds party and kissed her in real life
which seemed to Lizzy at the time to be a death knell for them getting back together . And things just were not the same any more
Flora and she had an internet affair which ran on and off for twenty years . And theyve also described themselves as ' c twins '
one evening Lizzy noticed that someone was hacking into her email box and it seemd to be Trevor . she replied to the spam to which he replied ' ten ' . Then she noticed that his girlfriend Cloud was in there too ! apparently they were sitting in a pub reading her email box and she layed into them in an email to herself
And Trevor himself is some sort of intelligence agent she thinks , not sure which country he works for or how she knows this . she been told its just paranoia . they have alot in common culturally interest in classical arts and western culture . Well she thinks so , shes not reallly sure sometimes where his sympathies lie and hes not very forthcoming about it , hes a bit of a dark horse
shes considered him for a life partner though on the basis that hes part of her network
hes an intelligence agent whos in love with an illlegal immigrant ! Which is kind of inevitable really . Not sure if thats still going on but she didnt feel it was something she could compete with
n theyre at the top of the internet looking at how best to support the disabled, the mentally ill, the asylum seekers how are these vulnerable people to be supported
Lizzy has told Trevor many times that he needs person centred Rogerian Psychotherapy . and hes like ' oh ive had CBT ' ! Not the same thing at all ! it just skims the surface and the whole world is suffering for it . Thomas the Tank Engine therapy !
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