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Mike took Lizzy to a world where passions clashed , joy and despair ran rampant and sexual attraction built up around his abstinence from it . She was very angry and frustrated in her longing for him
Finally they had sex after being together for two years and they had a physical fight afterwards . They both felt very emotional and she snapped at him in a way that felt hurtful to him . He screamed for help , fearing that she would kill him . They were in Lauredanas flat
It took a while to get to know each other sexually , and they would often make love after a fight , making love slowly while continuing to talk and share fantasies about being teenagers again . A burning kind of love
In those days she didn’t usually orgasm from sex , she’d not really thought about it and would do that later when he was out
Lizzy also turned into a werewolf sometimes . She put him in a neck collar on one occasion and broke his finger, bruised his balls . And then take a trip to visit him in hospital like a dutiful girlfriend . Nobody would have guessed who caused his injuries
But friends would say she would die there ‘ hes going to fookin kill ya ‘ ‘ LIVE LIVE ‘ she said
He wasn’t really a macho man but volatile and psychotic . And it would annoy her when he played space invaders indoors on a sunny day with the curtains closed
When it all went pear shaped they would go out into the street and chant ‘ Allah Huagba ‘ . It didn’t really stop the violence but seemed to bring them great joy and euphoria
The sex flowed without beginning or end . One time he opened the door and jumped her from behind putting his hand over her mouth . He was exciting like that .
Shed sob so deeply when they fell out and not see each other for months . But he could telll there hadn’t been anyone else
Her feeling of psychosis started she thinks when she saw him bleeding in the road after putting his arm through a window
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Stuart would see him off when the fighting got too bad. And shed see off his druggy friends . The house was full of heroin smoke even in the attic where Lizzy was sleeping on her own . It got difficult to breathe in there . They acted as bouncers for each other . Until it became too dangerous living there with people kicking the door in
And Lizzy was placed in a half way house . Where there were people coming out of prisons, psychiatric hospitals, the streets . And even one man recovering from brain surgery ! There was a burglary there every day and they all had their doors kicked in . Yet the council wouldn’t let them put extra locks on the doors because it would ‘ damage council property ‘ !!! They formed their own support group to cope with this Kafka - esque situation where she lived for a year . Burglars stole £90 out of the electricity meter , which Lizzy had to pay back to the council ! A Mark Gertler painting comes to mind !
By then she was with Simon having left Mike . The sex was more of a fuck than the making love shed had with Mike . She was on the rebound , grieving for Mike and hoping Simon wouldn’t notice but of course he said he knows more than she thinks he knows ! He was very hurt and she thinks cheated on her probably by the looks of things
Out of the frying pan into the fire !
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