clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
see below please , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
I opt out of it being useto train AI
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Lizzy was given alot of encouragement and materials by her fathers mother . Please dont tell your kids they cant draw ! At secondary schoool they must have been taught impressionism going by the things she painted . After she went off the rails with Mike she lost all her structure but would continue to do street scapes for her family and to use some of her architectural training . Shed paint the windows in really dark so that they looked like eyes
aged 30 she arrived at a mental health day centre where there was an art therapy group , where another patient encouraged her to ' develop her own style ' . Nobody had ever suggested that before to her , shed tried to express herself more spontaneously but not really found it . apart from some nudes of herself . Which her family must have had to find after she ran away to Mikes .
Sometimes she was so unwell that shed pissed in a cup or had a shit on the pavement . it was a terrifying life for her getting a mental illness , living in the underworld suffering ptsd and psychosis . The art therapy went some way to expressing it . She painted scenes of violence and mental illness . Although another patient slapped her on the bum and her boyfriend and the art teacher didnt say anything . Maybe because she was wearing a bit of a flimsy skirt
some years later she was at a college doing a level 3 graphics course designing logos and packaging , skills that she used in her voluntary work . She got a Snowdon award for the funding
after the psychiatric hospital she went back to the day centre, where she was given an art mentor Lindsey Hall who helped to inspire alot of her recovery and rehabilitation after hospital and to bring out the best in her artwork . She learned to concentrate and draw more carefullly and to find the work intellectually stimluating . Then she discovered an art group in a local church also very inspiring
meanwhile a relative compared her artwork unfavourably against one of her cousins ! Lizzy was mortified and felt she had to paint like him ! She did quite a good job trying to be her cousin ! But of course she has to be Lizzy not her cousin . Applied for a foundation course and it was suggested she go straight on to the degree ! n of course she cant do that while trying to apply for benefits unless she can be left alone for a few years
n she has a new direction on her own trying to combine art therapy with expressionism , having realised they are not the same thing ! Shes having to study it online by herself as well as trying to write . n shes currently inspired by artists of the first world war like Mark Gertler , and taking a look at artists like Goya , trying to paint on a black background which is a mental exercise having to do the opposite of what you normally do !
sometimes she has to choose between her work and having sex , it all competes for her time, but its no good being sexually frustrated that just makes her angry and then not work very well , especialy if she has been invited into someon elses fantasy it cant wait too long
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1.30 pm
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