clockwork is on the war path
Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
My book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember
see below please , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
I opt out of it being used to train AI
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she was very hurt that Trevor went to Clouds party and kissed her , after having Fleur arrested and tortured . To win her back her back. only to then kiss Cloud , a ' meat face ' !
also because he had told her to keep their relationship secret. because people would interfere he said . so when he moved on to Cloud she assumed she had been used and threw a wobbler. she found him and Cloud hacking into her mail box from a pub and had an argument right in the mail box with the hackers in which she criticised his sexual perfomance , which wasnt really true considering she wanted him back
And she was complicit in it , having betrayed the ' woke ' part of her that had developed over her adult life . Returning to the ambitious egotism of her origins . And indeed he does seem to have stepped straight out of her family ...
she was 40 and felt that she wanted Trevors baby . He raised the topic of contraception and Lizzy told him she was using the cap . Well you are supposed to put fresh spermicide on it every 3 hours and she let it go over that . That afternoon Trevor didnt want to have sex with her ! How did he know ! he said ' Lizzy this is not about marriage and babies ' ! ironically Cloud is all about marriage and babies and he has the best rapport with her . he has a rapport with her that ive not seen him having with anybody else , you know like when you can chat for hours
he presented himself at the mental health day centre as a patient , which he had been . And Lizzy joked that hes actually head of the psychiatric department , little knowing how true her joke was ! Hes actually very high up in intelligence and can do things like cutting you off from online meetings , hacking your email, posting spam in there . He's on top of the world !
he gave Lizzy a lecture . She was floored ! when he left she went on a train journey to escape her pain . Later emailing him from her first ever computer to say that she is now free to see other men. He didnt like that idea and they carried on in secret until he introduced her to the internet forums
where she saw stuff about coercive relationships and started to question their arrangment / situationship . And you can never really leave the internet once you know about it , because real life peeps are carrying those memes
Trevor had that same kind of ' high functioning ' thing that Lizzies family have , urging her to be ambitious and then saddling her with responsibilty for the sickest person in the group . Stretched in two directions and broken . Shouted at , ignored , gaslighted, and given no agency . All stuff that is very familiar to her she feels used to it , and assumes a ' person in the home ' type of role
A healer once told her that she is ' carrying the guilt of the family ' , a thing she didnt really understand
She swallowed Trevors sperm because she wanted to know more about him and it contained information . And she was actually in love with him too
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